Random one-shot from Miss Sidney Prescott

WARNING
This one-shot is VERY spoiler'iffic!
If you do not want to know whom the killer is in Scream 3...do NOT continue to read!
It's all about the killer.

Disclaimer
I do not own any of the films, scripts, characters, actors...ya da ya da.
you get the picture

Based on an idea that began as a one-shot from Sidney about Stu

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What life have I lived?
A world of death and pain.
All those I've lost...all those innocent people.

If only things could have been different.
If I'd known...known my mothers secrets.
Why did she hide it all away?

I had a brother all this time and I never knew.
I wish I knew what to feel towards him.
It's because of him I have almost no-one left.
But, then, he's my brother.

That pain I saw in his eyes that night.
I could see...everything he'd been through.
He couldn't tell but it was hurting me too.

I want to hate him.
I've tried and tried.
Why can we not just forget?

Perhaps if it hadn't lasted so long.
The nightmares still haunt me. You know that. I know you know that.
I remember everything. Right from the beginning.

First, my mother's death.
I'm not even sure that I know who killed her anymore...
Roman? Billy? Who?

Then, a year later...Casey and Steve died for nothing.
For me.
It was a message to me.

Was that you too, Roman?

I guess I'll never completely understand it.
You're finally in a place where you can't get to me...
...physically, anyway.

You're always in my thoughts.
Do you know that?
I know you're listening...wherever you are.

I hate you for the life you stole from me.
All the friends you took.
You'll always be evil to me...

But.

I forgive you everything. I love you, brother.