Me: Hello so this is my first story Always Been
Ikuto: is it an Amuto
Me: yea- NO, its a kukamu, hope you like it! Kukai do the disclaimer will 'ya
Kukai: crazy4chocol8 does not own Shugo Chara
PROLOGUE
AMU'S POV
I'm tired of masking my emotions. My entire life an act.
I'm being dragged down everyday one by one, but yesterday, I myself fell down.
Everyday lived with dread and regret, but now, now its different, so am I, so is he.
I'm living a life full of regret, sadness, hatred, and anger.
I just want to take a break.
No one can make a real smile form on my lips, not even me.
I've been smiling through silent pain, crying in the inside, fighting battles behind doors no one knows about.
Crying, or forming a real smile, or infact showing any real signs of emotion was never easy for me, but with him it USED to be DIFFERENT.
Now we pass each other in the halls like we are strangers, and every time we make eye contact I relive EVERY SINGLE memory.
It feels like it was just yesterday, that feeling still fresh, the feeling when I finally realized that I finally woke up from that fantasy and enterd reality the reality that not everything is gonna stay the same or simply be the way I want it to be.
I'm in regret now, but was in even more before, blaming and punishing myself evreday. It hurt, but now as I said its a different story.
I wish I could forget, that way my life and everybody's life would be easier.
He, he left my life when I needed him most, not only that he changed. He replaced me.
I needed a shoulder to cry on it was always him, but now, now I see its different.
I'm always forcing people into my life, every time, which ends up the same way.
I guess I just wasn't ready. I knew I had to let him go someday, I , I j-just never thought it would be this soon
Me:okay so this is just the prologue thats why it is sooo short. hope you like it
Amu: that was kinda depressing there
Me: yeah I know ^^"
Ran: hope you enjoyed it. Review please ^^