A/N: Hi. This is my first fanfic, so please don't kill me. I'll try my best to update often and stuff. I suggest that if you love Jacob Black, stop reading now. You will not enjoy this story if you love him. Okay, sorry, I'm done ranting. I hope you enjoy the story.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS! THEY ALL BELONG TO STEPHENIE MEYER!!
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Chapter 1: Jacob's Choice
JPOV (Jacob's)
I have been running as a wolf for three whole years. I think I'm somewhere in Guam, but I can't be sure. I don't pay attention to my surroundings very much. I can still hear the rest of the packs' thoughts, though. I can hear that Seth still keeps in touch with Bella. I don't see how he can do that. Evidently, she calls regularly to see if I've returned. I didn't think she cared. She probably doesn't, though. I'm sure she's just checking so she knows when to run.
The pack worries about me, and I try my best to try to not think when they're listening. They keep trying to get me to come back, but I won't. I know what awaits me back at Forks.
Edward and…Bella must have gotten married by now considering I received an invitation to it three years ago. It still hurts to think about her, even though that she-devil broke my heart. And Edward…I growl just at the thought of him. He has to have changed her into a vampire by now. She didn't want to wait. That means the Cullens broke the treaty, but I'm too depressed to care.
How could she do that to me? She said she loved me. But of course, how can I, a measly werewolf, compete with a vampire? I thought the word with disdain. Vampires smell like frozen tofu. I wrinkled my nose in disgust. I don't like frozen tofu. I don't like tofu at all. Does that mean Bella smells like tofu now? Ew.
I hate life, I thought as I took a drink of tequila.
I keep trying to think of new ways to fill the void inside of me left by Bella. I've tried murder, drugs, vandalism, grand theft auto, and kicking old people in the back of the knees. I used to enjoy watching them crumple. Oh, they begged for mercy, but I just laughed and laughed. I sighed. Ah, the glory days, I said to myself.
My current void filler is alcohol, but it doesn't seem to work very well. I need to find a new distraction. And soon, too, before I decide to kill myself. I have a feeling that wouldn't be very pleasant.
I took another drink of tequila. Let's see. Hmmm. What else haven't I tried?
While I pondered this, a small, defenseless bunny came up behind me. For some reason, that annoyed me to no end. It's probably my insanity kicking in again. It pops up every once and a while. I changed back into my human form and pulled my Glock (A/N A Glock is a handgun) out of its holster.
"Why, hello little bunny," I said with false sweetness, "You should not wander in the forest. You could get hurt." I smiled and pulled the trigger. Several times. I laughed manically while I stood, staring at the dead and bloodied carcass.
Well, I guess this is a pretty good distraction. I shrugged. This was pretty much the same as murder, but before, I just used a 2-by-4 with a nail in it as my weapon of choice. Sometimes I used a frying pan. Now, I had a gun. I like guns…But not tofu. Tofu is Ewwy. I like cheeseburgers, though. And gravy…
I started thinking of all the yummy things about cheeseburgers and gravy. Then, I was brought back to reality when a cute, little baby chipmunk came into my line of sight.
"Aw, you're cute!" The chipmunk almost seemed to understand my words. It slowly approached me. I dropped my kind, caring act and lifted my gun again. "I HATE CUTE!" I pulled the trigger and baby chipmunk was no more. I started laughing again. I love being insane.
I stalked off to find my next victims. The empty bottle of tequila was soon forgotten.
I had made my choice. This was my new distraction.
I grinned a scary, evil grin. This is going to be fun…
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A/N: Sorry it was so short, but I thought that this would be a good place to leave off. Please don't hate me. It'll get better, I promise. Please stick with me. I'll update soon. Oh, and review, too. Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzz? If you don't, I'll give you all frozen tofu!