Summary : It all ended well didn't it? I got him, and he has me, but, what if he's not the right guy for me after all? The pain, it's killing me.

I just thought of this today, then I found a laptop and began typing. So, Read and Review okay? Hope you like it, I'll be updating the next chapter this week too.

As Endless As Forever, Our Love Will Stay Together

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I woke up from a nightmare that kept on hunting me every now and then. I got up from my bed and proceeded down the kitchen. It was 4 in the morning, and it was Saturday. It was my thoughts that kept me awake this time. I didn't know what to do, so I tried to call my boyfriend, Sasuke. After several rings, he finally picked up. "Hello?" He answered sleepily. "Babe, Can I talk to you?" I said sweetly. "We are talking" His voice became more attentive. "I had a nightmare, I just.." I didn't finish my sentence, and he dropped the phone. It became more confusing for me. Was this the guy I was head over heels about back then? I couldn't believe that the day would come when I'd think, I'd be happier if…. I didn't love him.

For the rest of the weekend, I didn't call him, nor did I go to his place to visit him. I closed my locker after getting my books for class. Were now juniors in Konoha High School. Hinata, Ino and Tenten are my best friends, although were in different classes, All of them knows what I'm going through. Their boyfriends, Naruto, Shikamaru and Neji are best of friends too, well, for guys, best buds I guess. Sasuke is a part of their group also, and they are all very supportive with our relationship, but I can feel that they sense my happiness with Sasuke is hitting the drains. A blank expression covered my face. I looked at my right, and a few feet away, I saw Naruto carrying Hinata's books for her. They look really great; I envy them for being such a perfect yet imperfect couple.

"Hey" I faced right to see Sasuke standing right beside me. I looked at him with an unsure face. "You didn't call me, nor visit me yesterday" He spoke again. I ignored him and I headed to class, hitting him by the shoulder on the way. I felt my heart burst. He didn't have to pretend to care. He was trying to hard when I can see through him. It made me more uneasy. I can't take it.

I sat down next to Hinata in English. She immediately noticed my preoccupied feelings. "Do you want to talk about it?" She asked softly. "It's the same everytime, Hinata, I don't know what to do anymore" I sobbed. She patted me in the back, saying "I'm here, you don't need to be pressured around me, I understand what you're going through, sometimes it's just the way love works you know, you feel it most of the time, and then it gets lost…" She bit her lower lip, looking regretful with what she said. I grew silent, pondering her words. "I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking when I said that, please don't be upset, Sak" She continued. A small curl on the edge of my lips formed. I appreciate her effort in making me feel better, but all I could give her this time was a fake smile. After an hour of English, the bell rang, finally, and it was my free time the next period. "See you at lunch Sak, feel better" Hinata waved goodbye. I did the same, and went out of the classroom.

He waited for me outside; I was startled to see him leaning against the wall next to the door. I couldn't neglect him forever, so, I talked. "Why are you here?" I stated coldly. "It's your free time isn't it? So, let's talk" He responded. "It's not like you to want to be talking about things" I said back. I can see in his face that he was getting irritated with me. I turned my back on him and went to the field, where there was peace and quiet. He followed me outside, waiting for me to talk to him again. No one else was there; we had the place all to ourselves. "What the hell is your problem anyway?" He questioned in a hoarse tone. I still didn't face him; it was too awkward for me. "Stop acting stupid and answer my question" I heard him say. His words, they hurt me so much that I get scared to speak. I could here myself cry already. I had no idea of what his reaction was when he heard me, but he didn't speak another word again, and left. That moment I already felt that we lost it. And my decision was final. I have to be strong.

I marched down to the cafeteria at lunch; I opened the door and directly went to our table, I sat down beside an empty seat next to Ino, far away from Sasuke as possible. I felt okay after I ate my lunch. They all sat together in pairs, except for us. I was playing with my shake using the straw, I kept mixing it till the ice melts. I can feel Sasuke looking my way every couple of minutes. Again, I didn't mind his gazes at all. I just went ahead and listened to my friends' conversations.

"Shika-honey, I'll be going home a little late today, I have a meeting with the drama club and, you can go on ahead home if you want too" I hear Ino say.

I looked at Shikamaru, only to see his disapproving face. "I can wait" He said and Ino hugged his arm. I stared blankly at my milk shake now. Come to think of it, Shika-kun isn't really that sweet of a person, and yet, he finds his own ways to keep Ino happy and satisfied. It made me really jealous. So, looks like I'm the only girl in our group that's going home alone today. Everybody else's relationship seems to be stable and going strong.

It was a rainy afternoon and the school was running out of students. I got my umbrella from my locker, and then I headed home. It was a long walk, really and my umbrella didn't help me that much with the rain too. I don't like rain, honestly. Some say that it's romantic; others say it's calm and cool. For me, it's just wet and sticky. Then they ask me, "Haven't you ever stood in the rain with the one you love?" I never answered. He hates the rain, too. In fact, I think he's the reason why I learned to not like it also. I remember one time…

Flashback..

"Babe, Do you want to go out?" I asked him ever so sweetly as I hug him from the back. "Can't you see? It's raining, and what's with the name? It's dumb" He replied coldly. I pouted cutely and faced him. "What? I hate the rain, if you want to play, whatever, go by yourself" He has such a snob attitude that always saddens me. "Never mind then" I said in a disappointing tone, burying my face in his back.

"Nothing's changed" I muttered under my breath. Rain started pouring more heavily, and I was still very far from my house. I had my pink iPod in my pocket, and I can hear the music through my earphones as I pass every street. The song that was playing was one of my favorites.

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore..

I miss listening to this song; it made my heart feel light. This is our theme song.

Flashback…

"Sasuke it's your turn to sing now!" I cheerfully handed him the microphone. It was just the two of us, on a date, although I knew he didn't really like karaoke much. "No, just sing another song" He refused, with his eyes closed, his back leaning against the sofa of the room. After a few songs, I got tired, and I was trying to trick Sasuke to sing me just one short song. "If I sing you one song, promise me you'll grant my favor" He demanded seriously. "Anything" I answered. He quickly got the microphone, and chose the song "FOREVERMORE". I felt so exciting… and in love. He started, "There are times..When I just want to look at your face.. With the stars in the night" He has the most amazing voice I have ever heard. I just melted when he looked at me, and he continued, "There are times..When I just want to feel your embrace..,On a cold night, I just can't believe that you are mine now"… He cupped my cheek, and smiled at me, singing, "You were just a dream that I once knew..I never thought I would be right for you..I just can't compare you with anything in this world..You're all I need to be with forevermore" He put down the microphone, and to my surprise, he kneeled down to me, looked me in the eyes, and he spoke.. "Do me a favor, and promise me… You'll be mine, forevermore" He said, sweetly. Tears of joy fell from my eyes, as we shared the sweetest kiss, along with the music…

It looks like it's not just the rain who would cry tonight. I slid my key in the hole of my house, and I went inside quickly. I went in the shower first, and bathed. I smelled like rain already, so I decided to freshen up first before I do anything else. I cooked my food next and directly went inside my room. The teachers gave heck loads of homework.

I listened to music while I was doing them. It makes me focus on my work, and pulls me away from distraction. A couple of minutes later, I received a text message from Sasuke. I read it immediately, "Call me when you get home. Need to tell you something." I thought of calling him as soon as possible, but then again, do I really have to?

I stared at my phone for a while, then I decided not to reply. I stopped all the things that I was doing. I felt that this is the night I should tell him, tell him everything. After an hour, I called him up, and he answered at the first ring.

"Sasuke, Let's talk later, in the park, near my house, 9 pm, at the bench, I don't want any excuses, Bye" I said straight forward and hung up. I got dressed, and waited for the time. I kept the music playing, to calm myself, because I know, after this night, everything would change.

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We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough

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