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10-03-2011

My therapist told me writing my thought's would help and gave me this book before I left I refuse to call it a diary and journal is cheesy but it's all I got so this is my entry,

My sister and I just moved here to Beacon Hills, we were-Are trying to hide ourselves from. . . well from humans you see my sister and I are part werewolf our family goes back years, Grandma was a wear, our great Grandparents were wears our great, great Grandparents were wears.

All wears all born to it (there are two ways for a werewolf to exist, 1. you are born to it 2. the person gets bitten) She was a true alpha which is rare and a full shifter (they shift fully in to a wolf) also rare and both make her a very powerful alpha and widely respected.

But she married a human your average run of the mill human, they had 7 kids our dad was the youngest with 2 older brothers and 4 older sisters and he was the only human so he married a human girl, so when my sister and I were born we were born human. It would have been hard enough being wear kids with human parents in an all were pack but being the only human kids with human parents.

Our grandma ran her cubs with an iron hold and dad grew up happy and is close to his siblings but in total there were 37 cousins from our age to the oldest at 23 with a few more under the age of five that we weren't allowed to play with, and our Aunt's and Uncle's didn't have the control that our Grandma did so things were different well worse for my sister and I,

so because we were human we weren't allowed play with our cousins like normal kids, and there were very few games that we could play nothing with running like tag, nothing with strength like rough housing, NO sent like hide and seek, no eye sight like eye spy, all were off limits and our cousins didn't like to play with us not that I blame them it wasn't fun for us either everyone knew the rule be gentle with the humans but when there wasn't an adult things got rough and after broken bone number 7 and a visit from social services our cousins stopped from playing with us we were 12.

My sister and I tried but it was lonely so we asked for the bite but Grandma said we were too young then we turned 13 and puberty hit.

our metabolism's sped up our senses increased sight hearing taste and we even gained speed but nothing like a real wear we did a lot of research but we couldn't find anything so we studied and it really freaked us out our ears turned in to wolf ears Daniel actually fainted when she felt hers,
we thought that what our cousins said was true that we were freaks we were so scared so we hid it every full moon we hid in our rooms and wore hats to hide our ears

For years that's what my sister and I did hiding ourselves keeping to ourselves avoiding the adults and not making friends then we turned 18 and we asked for the bite again this time at a pack meeting and the consensus was that because we were human, in to the pack that we would die from the bite so they told us no we had enough so we left.

With our summer job savings we took the first early morning bus out of our small town of Bonifay Florida going as far as Yuma Arizona and immediately drafted ourselves to the military corps we were relocated to Fort Irwin California for basic training then served 2, 4 years tours in Iraq.

We worked our way up to Sergeant saving our pay ad staying on base when we were on leave then in our last- NO! not now I can't think about it suffice it to say we got promotions to first Sergeant given a considerable compensation and honorably discharged taking it for the gift it was after we recovered we moved here to Beacon Hills,

So I guess this needs a self description you got the history now on to me. Let's see my hair is dark brown and I mean dark brown everyone calls it black but in the right light it is black I swear. my eyes are emerald-green our team called us the Harry Potter twins kind of green, and I have the natural tan skin like native Americans (My sister and I get it from our Grandfather he was Cherokee 100% and we get our look's from him,)

Anyway I am 5 foot 9 inches tall and weighing in at 200 pounds, (of muscle thank you very much)

my sister is my identical ferternal twin 'identical in looks and height only' we are 2 different people but as close as can be, otherwise her name is Daniel Etenia Hazel Shaw while my full name is Michael Takoda Alexander Emmet Shaw.

I am fair enough although I guess since my sister turns heads so do I but I just don't see it I think I look more like Aragon than Legolas in the movie's the fellowship not return of the king and I look more girly than anything ells I got in to more than one fight over that much to our parents dismay because where they started the fight Daniel and I finished it.

So we found the house online we looked for remote and this popped up it is on the out skirts of town and I mean out skirts a 10 minute drive if you obeyed the speed laws it was perfect no one around for miles I am writing this in my room in the loft well it's not really a room but I like it right now Daniel is at a job interview in town with sheriff office you would think after a little over nine years she would be tired of fighting, carrying a gun but she took to being a marine she has this saving people thing and I guess that being a sheriff deputy would be a good fit for her, she handeld things better than I did in this last tour.

We spent a little under eight years keeping peace, I am tired of war. when Daniel get's back we are going down to Sacramento to do some shopping we bought this house with no real furniture just the appliances and we need basic things like a bed set for Daniel and me, a living room set, patio chairs, no need for a dining table, there is a bar/kitchen island that has chairs then there is all the linens and cleaning things including soaps, we need to stock the kitchen with not just cooking supply but food and we need to fill the book shelf's that are in every room, you know the basics

The house is the old Victorian style with Merbau wood flooring (I have no idea what that is but it's what the flyer called it,) it is like mahogany even the stairs are the same wood the only the bath rooms and kitchen have tile dark grey, so maybe some carpets would be a good option. the walls are this aged cream color with Merbau floor boards and window/door trim and all the book cases, kitchen, and bathroom cabinets, are the same Merbau. while the loft I think was a study cause the walls and ceiling are wood paneling with inset book cases.

the layout of the hose was simple doublezs door entry through the wall of windows, opening in to the living room to the left was the stairs with a second full bath underneath, the living room opened in to the kitchen professional grade with a pantry as big as the master closet with a small walk in freezer and the far wall was the master sweet bed, bath, and closet the coolest thing next to the kitchen, was the roof the loft let out on to a roof top deck looking out over the back yard forest.

For Daniel and I it is the perfect house, we also bought cars that was actually our second purchased after fries and a milkshake Dan got a standard Yukon in a pearl color and wood paneling on the inside, very. . .Her.

Me? Well I am a diehard truck fan. So I got a Toyota Tundra full cab and bed in dark green, and fabric interior, (I don't care how nice it look's leather is just plain uncomfortable.) Oh! That is Dan I will write again tomorrow.

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SO. . .we just got back from Sacramento and it is later than I thought it would be just after 1 o'clock am that is, I never knew Dan to shop like that a real shopaholic dragging me from one store to another then if the price was right back to the other I am exhausted.

we had to rent a Trailer to bring everything back. But all I really wanted to write was that Dan did it!

she starts tomorrow a little training at first the she upgrades to office work then she starts working out on the field she was as high as a kite when she came home and that energy transferred in to shopping.

I am so proud of her I will make her an extra special breakfast to tomorrow and a coffee cake to share but now all I want is to sleep so I will continue in the morning. . .