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Song credit to "Shattered" by O.A.R.
Shattered
Last Day of Senior Year
"Here I sit alone and broken. I didn't think you would shatter me completely, but you proved me wrong. I just wanted to be with you and only with you, but apparently you wanted her. I did everything for you. God damnit Troy Bolton I gave you my heart. You gave it back in pieces and piece by piece I'm putting in back together again. It's getting harder though, watching you happy and in love with her while I'm broken. Every time I look into those crystal blue eyes of yours I break. I used to ask myself how many times can I break until I shatter and well I don't have to break anymore. I am completely shattered. I hope you're happy. I hope you live a happy life with her. I wish it was me. But you gave up on me Troy. So I gave up on myself. I can't look at you anymore without breaking just a little more. It hurts it hurts so much. I wanted, I had you, and I lost you. I guess I blame myself. But don't try to find me I don't want to be found. I'm hopefully gone forever and I just can't wait to finally be whole again. I will always love you. Whether you love me back or not."
Present
I read that letter everyday, just hoping she would come back. I didn't want her to break, I was selfish and just wanted to be happy. I don't know if she's dead or alive. It's been three years since I saw her, since she gave me this letter. It took me two months to open it, and three years to finally do something about it. So Gabriella Montez, I'm going to find you and put you back together again, whether you want me to or not.
Hellooo. So this is a much different writing style then I normally do its very dark and depressing and is going to involve some very mature themes. I am basing this story of my life I just for out of a 2 year relationship and was completely broken and writing this is helping a lot. Soo if you couldn't already tell its troyella and yeah. So please review and tell me what you think! Thank you!