I have no regrets about what i'm doing right now. why should I? Eric doesn't care, if he did he would be here dancing with me in the gym right now. if he loved me he would be the one holding me in his arms. Instead Marty is the one who's holding me, dancing with me, loving me.

" Nell, I shouldn't be here. Eric should the one holding you not me". Marty started to leave when Nell grabbed his arm.

" please Marty don't leave me all alone." Marty was stuck.

" Nell, what do you want from me?" Nell let go of his arm and sat down on floor.

" I don't know. I don't know what i want any more." Marty sat down next to her looking at the disco and decorations she worked so hard on.

" I'm with you on that one. It seems that what i thought i wanted wasn't what i wanted at all." Nell looked at him with confusion.

" are you talking about Kensi?" Marty nodded his head and smiled.

" Ever since afghanistan i've been seeing everything in a different. I mean I want something more than just sex. I mean don't get me wrong Kensi's great but we deserve more than that." Nell wasn't expecting this from Marty.

" well if you want to know Eric and I are in a similar place. We've been together for what 3 years now and he hasn't given me an answer as to where he stands. I thought he was the one for me. atleast you know where you stand." Marty put his arm on her shoulder.

" So this what the decorations are for?" Nell nodded her head.

" yeah and tonight was the night he was supposed to give me the answer. guess i got it." Marty hoped Eric just forgot about the date but he suddenly had an idea.

" you ever heard the song ' payback' " Nell gave him one of those 'hell no' looks.

" yeah what about it" Marty gave her a wink.

" I can be your payback, show Eric what he's missing and if he loves you he'll do anything to steal you back." Nell smiled

" we can show Kensi what she's missing." Marty gave her kiss on the cheek.

" now that's what i'm talking about, I'll tell you the plan and we need to this perfectly if this is going to work, but if it doesn't you can be all mine." Nell kissed him back

" so what's the plan."