Life has not been better for me or Christian. We have come so far these past years. I have live and seen a life with Christian that I never though I was going to see when I fell in his office that afternoon we first met.

He has been an amazing husband, friend, lover and surprisingly for him, an amazing father. I couldn't have picked a better father for our kids then Christian. One would say that him being the CEO of one of the most powerful companies in the United States, he wouldn't had the time to be married and start a family. But, unfortunately to some, it has been the opposite.

Christian had so many doubts of the kind of father he would be when I was pregnant with Teddy. The ghosts from his past kept haunting him. And it didn't make things better when he decided to go and see that woman the day I told him I was pregnant.

Yes, Christian hasn't seen Elena after that night they met at that bar. He cut all business and relationship with her. He gave her all ownership of the Esclava Salons. Hell broke loose when he told her he didn't want her in his life anymore. Even when Christian told her she was going to get 100% ownership of her salons she insisted in telling him that the only person that "truly" understood the needs he needed was her. But Christian didn't fall for that. The moment he felt her cold grueling hands on him, he finally understood that she actually made him the Fifty Shades of fucked up he though he was before I came into his life.

She tried in so many ways to get him to talk to her or see her but all her attempts were failure. So after realizing that she wasn't going to have a chance she just stopped. Over the years she has been on some of the same social events we have attended. She has tried to come and talk to him, and like she puts its, just to "say hello", but our security detail have strict orders to keep her away from me or Christian. I don't know if I can contain my actions if I have that woman standing in front of me. She is a sick child molester that deserves to be burn in hell for the rest of her eternity.

The birth of Teddy and Phoebe made Christian begin to realize why me and Grace were so horribly outraged at the revelation that her "trusted friend", Elena Lincoln, had molested her teenage son. Until he had his own children, I don't think Christian really understood their purity and their innocence. It must relate back to his pre-Grey life and perhaps his ill-placed guilt about not protecting his mother. In the past, Christian had always maintained that he was a willing participant, not understanding that at his age, he did not have the capacity to consent to a sexual relationship with an adult. And now it kills him to think someone hurting our kids the way that pedophile hurt him. I'm a mama bear, and if someone try touching my kids, it would be the last thing they would ever do in their life.

Christian's birthday is coming up soon his turning 32 in June. Teddy who is 3 now, can't stop asking when are we going to go buy his daddy birthday present. Everyday he acts and looks more like Christian, I guess that's a good thing. But dealing with two Christians is going to kill me now and not when I'm 90. My baby girl Phoebe is 8 months old now. She's such a little angel. She inherited her father's gray eyes and l'm glad of that. It makes her more beautiful. She has Christian tied around her little finger and something tells me daddy's little princess in going to have her way all the time regardless me approving or not.

Finally after days of being nagged and taunted by my mini Christian, we are finally going out and buy Christian's birthday present. Actually we are going out to buy the things Teddy needs to make his daddy's present himself. My little boy wants to make his father something unique and special. He has such a big heart. This little trip also gives me a chance to stop and buy Christian something myself. I'm thinking of getting him a pocket watch with a picture of the four of us inside. I hope he likes it. Gail is going to watch Phoebe for me while I go out. I hope it doesn't take us long. But with Teddy you never know.


Things didn't end well between Christian and Elena here in my story. I hate her and I want Anastasia to beat the hell out of her just because I say so. This takes place in 2015. Please review.