Warnings: Child abuse, Rape, Underaged love, Love and hate and Self harm.

The Child at Heart

Chapter 1

A Doctor dressed in white aproached his pacients room nerviously. He lifted his gloved hand to the door handle and twisted it until the door opened with a 'click' and entered the room.

Upon ariveing inside of the room, the Doctor was greated with a chesty cough and two worried parents. A woman, persumibly the mother, shaking, her eyes ready to unleash tears. The male, supposedly the farther holding his wife dearly as they lifted their heads up to look up at the Doctor for anserws.

The Doctor sighed, already the other two adults not liking what he might have to say, all of a sudden the father of the pacient in the room called Vincent spoke up. "Whats wrong with our son?" He asked worriedly, geastureing to the six year old who is currently weezing under the covers in a hospital gown.

"Mr, and Mrs Phantomhive. I'm affraid that you son has a heart desease, it's a common symptom of CHD is angina. Angina is chest pain or discomfort that occurs when your heart muscle doesn't get enough oxygen-rich blood. In men, angina often feels like pressure or squeezing in the chest. Though this can be very harmful to his health, if he doesnt get enough oxogyn in his system in enough time.. I'm affraid, it could be possably he wonte make it."

Rachel. The mother. Turned in her husbands chest and began to sob uncontrolably. Then remembering her son she jumps over to him and goes to hug him until the Doctor spoke up. "Be careful as to not pull any of the IV'S out please" And with that Rachel and Vincent hugged there son, gripping dear life that he will live.

"We love you Ciel"

A boy and a full grown man walked to a trolley holder to grab a trolley for the shop. The younger instantly trying to climb into the trolley. Sighing the elder male picked up the boy and placed him inside, gaining a huff in annoyance sound.

Once seated the boy got his Mp3 Player out and began to search his music list, all the while the taller male pushed them into the store that they were heading at. Ciel was ocasionally rubbed his arms under his hoodie, out of irritation when Sebastian wasnt looking.

The small boy was a bluenette child and the taller was a raven haired male, they was currently inside of Tesco's as they walked around the isles. The taller man, Sebastian, turned towards the younger male after already being in the store for a long period of time. And not just that but only one isle of the store; the candy isle.

"Ciel, just hurry up and choose one already" Sebastian angrily stated as he watched the younger look among all the candy bars in the store. Sighing, of being told to hurry up he closed his eyes before randomly picking up a sweet.

It was a lollypop, ice cream and strawberry flavoured, his favourite. "Finely, now we can go" Sebastian stated. He left the sweet isle. Finally, and walked to the soda isle, picking himself up an energy drink, and a cola for Ciel who was currently sitting in the trolley.

Sebastian dropped the drinks on the boys lap, which didn't faze him one bit, as the boy continued to listen to his Mp3 Player. He was currently listening to; Tik Tok, by Ke$ha. And without further or do, Sebastian is well aware of what Ciel is singing as he walks to the counter to pay for his goods.

"-Cause when I leave in the night, I aint coming back~" Ciel had his eyes closed moving his upper body in a dance as he sat in the store's trolley, Sebastian was wheeling him in, throughout the store, no care in the world if anyone saw him singing.

"-Drop down, playing our favourite CD's, going up to them party's~" As Sebastian was filling up the counter full of his shopping he got his wallet out ready. He didn't get many items, or he would have to carry them.

It was just a few snacks to carry around with them for now. As he was about to pay the woman behind the counter, he smiled and chuckled a bit at Ciel outwardly singing. "Cute boy" She said smiling.

"Thank you ma'am" Sebastian replied as he pushed his card in the slot and entered his pin number. After paying, Sebastian wheeled the boy out of the shop and took all of the snacks out; Drinks, sweets and crisps.

Once he picked up the junk food he started walking away, leaving Ciel at the trolley holders just sat there. When the boy opened his eyes and looked around he saw his 'care taker' had left him.

So without further a-doo Ciel jumped out of the cart and ran after the man, glopping him on his back. "Hey! Ditcher!" He shouted as he pounded on the man's back. "You should keep up more often then" Ciel's care taker said as they both strutted through town.

Looking around, it was busy but somehow peaceful. The water fountain with running on a sunny hot day, no clouds to be seen. Pigeons eating bread that people tossed at them. The ground had grey bricks all around them with colourful stores.

The song that played when he turned his Mp3 back on made him exited and simply thought. 'Oh my god, I can't pass this up! This song fits in perfectly with today!' And completely forgetting people around him, he began to sing.

"Your insecure, don't know what for, your turning head's when you walk through the door~ don't need make up, to cover up. Being the way that you are is enough" He sang as he smiled brightly, occasionally skipping. Shaking his butt.

He bent down to a child who was running by with a ball, who accidently kicked it at the boy's foot. He looked at the child and smiled and he picked it up and passed it back to him. While doing this he sang. He walks up to a blond haired girl, around his age and played with her curly locks, she had bright green eyes, and she blushed as he smiled at her. "Everyone else in the room can see it, everyone else but you-u" She blushed again.

"Baby, you light up the world like no body else, the way that you flip your hair gets me over whelmed" He skidded off back into the middle of town as he occasionally waved at the children and flashing his brilliant smiled at the parents.

"But when you smile at the ground, it's not hard to tell, you don't kno-o-ow, you don't know you beautiful" Meanwhile, while Ciel was dancing and singing in public, Sebastian was kind of embarrassed. I mean, he was proud he wasn't scared Ciel was singing, sure. He was a fantastic singer.

His mother used to sing, and it's true that he has the ability to sing like his mother. As he watched on, he saw how Ciel smiled up at a small magician act. He walked up to the man and high fived him as he jumped on the spare ball, the magician didn't mind at all and only smiled and encouraged it.

Meanwhile Sebastian had no idea what to do as Ciel was singing out loud. "-Beautiful, if only you could see what I can see, you'd understand why I want you so desperately, right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe, you don't kno-o-ow, you don't know your beautiful"

He had gathered a crowed now, possibly over a hundred people from around, each pulling out there phones. Sebastian smiled as he too pulled out his phone.

Ciel was walking on the large circus ball smiling at everyone. "Na na na na na na na na na~" While singing this everyone began to clap their hands smiling and cheering on as they to sang with the boy.

Ciel opened his eyes again and saw everyone around and couldn't help but smile brighter, singing was his passon, his life. Without it, he's nothing. "Come on everyone, one last time" He announced still clapping singing 'Nananana' again before jumping to the last lyrics.

"Baby, you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me over whelmed, and the way you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell~" Then everyone sang along after that.

"You don't kno-o-ow, you don't know your beautiful, if only you saw what I could see, you'd understand why I want you so desperately, right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe, you don't kno-o-ow, you don't know you beautiful, oh-o-oh, that's what makes you beautiful"

And with that, he gain cheers and claps. He handed back the head microphone to the magician, he was borrowing from and everyone tried throwing money at him, in which he ignored and told everyone to throw it to the magician, they did while Ciel walked back to Sebastian.

"You, just had to cause attention didn't you" Sebastian chuckles as he hands the bluenette his drink of cola. "Couldn't help it, the song fits in so well today" Agreeing, Sebastian nodded his head.

"So where to next?" Ciel asked as he tipped his head back drinking his fresh soda. Freezing slightly as a big and tight air bubble travelled down his throat.

"Where ever you like" Sebastian smiled down at the younger male as they walked across the tstreets of town. Ciel gave a thought about this, he lifted his hand under his chin and hummed before looking to his left and quickly pointing to the Disney store.

"How about there?" Ciel questioned, still pointing at the store. Sebastian turned and saw the store Ciel was talking about. People rushed in and out of the 'Disney' store. He gulped. Everyone knows how busy and expensive it is in the store, it's like rushing in to try and get the last pill on earth that can save your life.

He reluctantly nodded his head at Ciel, giving a small smile. "Sure" And after those words where said, the boy leaped to Sebastian's hoodie and grabbed a tight fist to it. Pulling Sebastian along as fast as he could run to the store, Ciel had a wide smile on his face and he ran into the dreaded store.

The first thing Ciel and Sebastian felt was the air con at the doorway as they walked through, and into the store. Sebastian looked down to Ciel almost buzzing. He saw the boys eyes go from left to right in a flash, repeating the action until the boy looked up at Sebastian.

Said male sighed before nodding, and when he opened his eyes all he saw next to him was a dust figure of Ciel before it spread around the room. Sebastian looked around the store to find Ciel at the plushie isle, which seemed to be themed with a bunch of rabbits. By the looks of it as he got closer, it loose as if to be the new Bitter Rabbit move that came out not only two days ago.

The bluenette look up, head going left from right as he looked among all the rabbit plushie's. There was one with a butler outfit, a maid outfit, a duck outfit, an eyepatch and a dress. After a few thoughts he grabbed two bunny plushie's. The one with the eyepatch and the one wearing a butler outfit.

As Ciel turned his head he saw his care taker approaching and in a flash he ran off again, leaving dust where he once stood.

This was really starting to piss Sebastian off, sure he said yes to letting the boy in the store, but now he has massive regret for it. Ciel is obsessed with Disney. Well, at least this isn't an Anime store. The boy would be fangasaming.

As Sebastian turned around he bumped into a large crab from the movie 'Ariel', he sighed as he saw who the person in the costume was; Grell.

Grell looked up to see Sebastian, his 'lover' and gushed a smile as he glommed the raven haired male. "Oh, Sebas-chan!" The red head yelled smiling, showing of his sharp teeth. "Did my Sebby come to visit me on work?" He said smiling.

Sebastian grunted and sighed in annoyance. "Go away Grell. I need to find Ciel" Sebastian said before going off in search for the boy. Grell shouted over his shoulder. "Honestly, Sebas-chan, I don't know why you even bother to baby sit the brat" Grell said only to get a slap at the back of his head.

Turning around Grell saw his boss William, he smiled hugging his boss before he was shoved to the floor. "Back to work!" His boss shouted before going to the back room of the store.

Ciel smiled as he slowly walked back and forth on the clothes side of the 'Disney' store. He looked up at the hoodies and t-shirts before grabbing a few. He got the lion king, his second favourite movie apart from the new Bitter Rabbit move.

He also reached and grabbed Wally before getting off his tiptoes' and leaning down to grab a Bitter Rabbit hoodie in dark blue. After this he held them all to his chest, struggling to hold them he bumped into someone.

He looked up to find Sebastian. "Great. You can hold these" And that said, the boy placed all his chosen items in the man's arms. Sebastian looked down and thought to himself. 'This is gonna cost at least two hundred. Why me?'

Finally finished they lined up in the que, only having to wait behind two people luckily before they grabbed their bags and headed out the store only for Ciel to notice the Anime store across from the store they have just exited out of.

Eyes going wide, Sebastian quickly grabbed Ciel's wrist before pulling him along. Ciel didn't like this at all. "Hey! What are you doing!?" He yelled as he tried to yank his arm out of Sebastian's grasp.

"Well, i just thought cause its getting late, and your parents will be missing you-" Sebastian began but was slapped across the face, releacing his hold he had on Ciel. "Don't you, dare! Call those people my parents!" Ciel fumed.

"I'm sorry Ciel, but if i return you home, we will both be in trouble. And persides town is busy today so the cars coming and going is going to make it hard for me to get us back intime, due to traffic" Ciel had to agree with that statement.

"Fine. But you owe be ice cream" Sebastian chuckled at Ciel's childish anticts as he was shot a glare from the younger boy. "Agreed" Sebastian smiled as the two males made there way back to Sebastian's car, ready to head back to Ciel's 'parents' house.

-Ciel2031