I left the airport and Will and I took the bus when suddenly I didn't know what to do. Where to go or why. I was so mad at him but I realized I had nothing without Will. He made me feel alive in every possible way. He gave me purpose. He made my existence meaningful.

And now what? I thought. I was halfway at home when I realized I should go back to him because he is my home now. I thought I would find Will, Nathan and the Traynors back to the annex. But I was barely breathing. My body and every sensation of me was asking for Will.

I woke up in my bed. I was at my parents' house with my mom and dad next to me. ''Are you ok honey? You passed out in the bus, but thankfully our neighbors were there and called us. The doctor said you'll be fine. Just stress''. I looked at them and said: ''just stress huh''?

''Mrs Traynor called while you were sleeping. I told her what happened and she wanted to talk to you but I explained the situation to her'' my mom said. An hour later Nathan texted me wondering if I am alright. And then I figured that Will must have known too. I told Nathan I was fine, at least physically.

A couple of hours later, the doorbell rang. Then someone knocked on my bedroom door. ''Lou, its Nathan''. I opened the door: ''Nathan, what are you doing here?''

''Lou, Will doesn't know I am here. He is a mess since you left us at the airport. And Mrs Traynor told him what happened to you and he was terrified. He was pale until his mother told him you were fine and he regained his color. Lou we must convince him. I know I told you I want him to live only if he wants to live, but I've seen how he looks at you. Let's make him see he has plenty of reasons to live. He loves you too much''

I was in so much pain knowing that Will would leave us, leave me. So I turned to Nathan and told him: ''okkk we are going to make this happen. We will save him''. We left my parents' house but not until I put on the bumble bee tights that Will gave me on my birthday. My sweet Will.

''Nathan where have you been?'' ''Well mate, I had some errands to do.'' ''You are strange Nathan. Did you talk to Clark again? I was so relieved when you told me you texted to her. I couldn't bear the thought that something happened to her...especially because of me''

''Then don't'' I said. I was standing in front of him wearing my bumble bee tights and with my eyes full of tears and joy at the same time. He looked at me full of love and tearful and handsome as he is. ''Don't what Clark?'' I touched his face and kneeled before him. ''I'll leave you two'', Nathan said and left the room.

''Don't leave me Will. Don't. What happened to me today was nothing compared to what will happen to me if you leave me. ''No Clark, I must go. You won't be happy with me''

''Oh my God Will Traynor stop being an arse. I was never happy until you came into my life. When I came on your doorstep and looked at these beautiful eyes of yours''.

''Clark, please, don't I can't''.

''Will, back in Mauritius you told me I can do anything. I'm telling you now: You Will Traynor can do anything''.

He was so moved he couldn't speak. He was just looking at me, full of love. ''Are you sure Clark? Do you really want a life like this? Dating a cripple?''

''Oh Will, you are not a cripple. Don't you ever say that again. You are the most charming, sweet, smart man I have ever met .And you are not my date. You are the love of my life. I love you Will Traynor. I will always love you''.

'' Clark ..."

"What? Don't Clark me. Just tell me what you feel about me".

"Oh God. I love you. You are scored on my heart Clark. You were from the first day you walked in with your sweet smile and your ridiculous clothes and your bad jokes and your complete inability to ever hide a single thing you felt".

"Will Traynor youuuu...are the only real thing that makes me want to get up in the morning". We kissed and we both realized this: We were actually more alive than ever as long as we were together. Always and truly together. "So what do you say Will? Would you do me the honor to stay alive? Come on Will don't let this wheelchair make you think that I would love you less. I love you because there's no other way. We are meant to be. And I know you're in pain...but we can get through this. Together"

"You are a pain in the arse" he smiled at me.

"So is that a yes Will? He kissed me gently and passionate at the same time and I kissed him back.

"On one condition Clark. You have to do something for me"

"Anything Will"

"Will you marry me? Even with a crazy wedding dress of yours. So what do you say Clark? Say yes, go on". I sat on his lap and leaned over to kiss him

"You are an impossible man Will Traynor. But the world, my world is definitely a better place with you in it"

"So, is that a yes?"

"Yes, Will, yes". We kissed and I didn't want for that kiss to end.

"Well, then Clark I have to give you something". We approached his bedside table and suddenly there it was.

"This was my grandmother's ring Clark. I've had this for a long time. And you are the only woman that deserves to have this"

"And you, Will are everything and I love you"

"I love you too Clark". And there it was. We were now engaged. After this day everything were ideal. Will's parents thanked me for bringing their son back, saving him and welcomed me as their son's fiancée. I told them I saved me as well because there would be no life without him. I moved into the annex. Will, Nathan, Karen-Nathan's now girlfriend from Mauritius-and me we were going out, enjoying life all four of us. And most importantly...Will was happy.

"So what do you say my bride to be? Are you ready to meet Paris? We are leaving tomorrow". Will told me as we were watching a bed time movie.

"I am ready for everything, as long as I have you Will Traynor" I kissed him, falling asleep into his arms.

The next day we were at Place Dauphine, right next to the Pont Neuf, sitting outside a cafe, with two strong coffees and warm croissants with unsalted butter and strawberry jam. Then we headed to L'Artisan Parfumeur where Will bought me Papillons Extreme.

"I thought this is perfect for you my bumble bee girl". And there we were. Together, in love, engaged.

He said to me: "This the new me Clark, better than before. Me before you is nothing compared to Me After you Clark"

"Will Traynor I will always, always completely, truly and honestly love you. Before, After, Always"

"I will love you forever Clark".

We kissed watching Tour Eiffel and the Paris beyond.