~Satellite Heart~

Name: Filene Swan

Age: Sixteen going on seventeen

A/N: I made an poll I believe so we'll try the voting thing again.…. okay, I can take (pissed off) notes but let me tell you something, I have the same relationship as Filene does with Bella, my sister is my best friend and I tell her everything, and I have friends two years older than me and have no friends my age, I practically based myself in Filene so yeah. Now that I have said that, let's begin to read.

Preface

Love is a thing that cannot be described in poetry or in stories; you have to figure it out yourself. Be careful though, for Love, Passion, Lust, and Anger are sisters and brothers but here is a bit of advice for you to tell the difference.

Love is like water

Passion is like fire

Which lasts longer?

Anger is a disease that will not go away until you find the cure to get rid of it.

Lust is always mistaken for love or it becomes obsession if it goes too far, nothing can stop it.

Heed my warning, there are differences, but there are similarities…

It just takes them a while to reveal themselves for who they are.

Chapter 1

A Few Months Later….

Filene ran through the woods, she wasn't running for the fun of it, or because she was doing gym. No, she was running from Victoria, whose face was still shattered like it was in their fight. She looked ahead of her, and saw Doyle, Frost and Gaelan; they were standing alongside Jacob, who had his hand reaching out to her.

"Jacob!" She shouted, smiling with relief as she reached out her hand to him.

But then, Bella came from behind Jacob, grabbing his attention. She was smiling at him like she did when she saw Edward.

"Bella." he said as if a prayer as he collected her into his arms.

The wolves began trying to get his attention as if saying 'pay attention to Filene!'

"Jake!" Filene shouted as she felt gravity pulling her towards a hungry Victoria. "Jake! Help me!"

Jake looked back as if surprised she was still there, then in horror as he watched her be dragged away. He looked between the two of the Swan sisters, the smiling Bella whom seems to not see Filene in grave danger, looking at him with loving eyes, and Filene, being dragged towards Victoria.

"Choose little mutt!" Victoria snarled at Jake. "Who will you save?"

Jake looked to the red head, and then slowly looked to Bella before pulling her close to her. Filene felt her heart being ripped out of her chest.

"So be it." Victoria laughed insanely as the gravity pulled one last time before dragging Filene into a black hole.

"JAKE!" She cried out.

As she fell, she saw her wolves look through the hole in despair.

At least someone cares. Filene thought numbly as she fell into the darkness.

Filene awoke with a gasp, and almost jumped when Bella, whom was sleeping in her bed again also, jumped. The Swan sisters looked at each other in question. Bella still looked the same as before, only with longer hair, and she has been smiling less and less, Filene on the other hand, was growing, she was taller than her older sister now, and her hair was cut pixie short and looked like -as Jessica would say- 'woke up from really good sex' which of course made pop come out of Filene's nose, boy did that hurt like a bitch.

"Was your dream as scary as mine?" Filene asked.

Bella looked from the Romeo and Juliet book to her little sister, taking a deep breath. "I was, at the secret place with Edward, and I was looking through a mirror, I was old, like super old, and Edward, he looked the same as always."

Filene looked at her sister's face, she looked mortified.

"I looked exactly like grandma." Bella finished, looking away.

Filene winced, of course Bella's dream was not as bad as hers, but to Bella, for a while, was the worst.

When did my big sister start worrying about her age? Filene thought, looking out the window then frowned. Since an immortal became her boyfriend of course.

"What about you?" Bella asked.

Filene looked to Bella. "What?"

"The dream, what did you dream about?"

"Oh, umm, Victoria, she was dragging me into a dark pit, and you or the Cullens weren't there." Filene partly lied; Bella didn't need to know about the whole 'Jacob choosing to stay with Bella over saving Filene's life' part.

It was Bella's turn to wince, before she could say anything, there was a knock on the bedroom door, making the two girls jump. They looked to each other and rolled their eyes in amusement, they have been jumpy since the whole James and Victoria scene, but neither could blame the other.

Charlie opened the door, carrying a wrapped present and a camera with a little bow on top of it.

"Happy birthday," Charlie said smiling as he walked towards his two girls on the bed.

Bella clicks her tongue in annoyance. "I thought we agreed, no presents."

"Well, the one from Filene and me is not wrapped." he said with a grinning, showing the camera to her. "So it doesn't count."

Bella narrowed her eyes at Filene who has disappeared from the bed and is now walking into her closet, singing an innocent tune. Charlie chuckled at his youngest before giving the camera to Bella. Bella took it with a smile and plucked the ribbon off the camera before looking at it more.

"That's actually great." she said, looking to the closet then to Charlie. "Thanks."

"You're welcome Bells!" Filene shouted as she leaped on to the bed and tackled her sister in a hug.

"Ahh! Filene! Get off!" Bella laughed.

"Alright Filene, calm down. " Charlie told her, grinning at her.

Filene did as she was told and got off of Bella and sat beside her, with an arm around Bella's shoulder. The two looked up to their dad.

"This," he passed the wrapped gift. "This goes with this one from your mom, we coordinated."

Filene gave him a raised eyebrow as Bella opened her present.

Charlie shrugged. "Well, she coordinated me."

Filene snorted; she looked to the photo album that was on Bella's lap.

"It's to put your pictures in from senior year." he explained, then he sighed. "Senior year,"

He shook his and looked at her. "How'd you get so old so fast?"

"I didn't." she said quickly. "It's not that old."

"I don't know." Filene said, then looked confused, reaching out to Bella's hair. "Is that a gray hair?"

"No." Bella panicked. "No way!"

She shot out of bed and walked towards the mirror to check it out, only to see nothing there. She turned slowly around, glaring at Filene. Charlie laughed as he walked out the door, while Filene on the other hand was slowly making her way to the door as well, lifting her hands up as if in defense.

"Happy birthday?" she said weakly.

"That's really funny." Bella said sarcastically before chasing her sister.

Filene squealed as she shot out the room, and running as fast as she could away from the angry Bella from hell.

Where's Edward when you need the man? She thought as she locked the door of the bathroom.

An hour later, Filene, with cinnamon toast in her mouth, and Bella were out of the house and heading for the truck. Filene turned on the radio as she munched on her breakfast.

"Another missing hiker brings the total to three presumed dead." the announcer on the radio… well announced. "Rangers are searching for the killer animal…"

Filene switched the channel. "Not something I want to hear as I eat my food."

'Monsters' by Hurricane Bells came on, making Filene smile as she danced to the tune, Bella laughed at Filene's little dance. It has been a long time in Filene's opinion, since She and Bella have been able to talk this way, she guessed that the honeymoon phase has finally began to land to earth, she wasn't insane about Edward, not as much as she was before, but she was getting there. Edward and Filene made a deal of her having Bella for the weekends and Wednesdays, while he took the other days with her.

"You two make me feel like a child with divorced parents." Bella had told the two when Filene was arguing with Edward when he asked to have a weekend with Bella. "Which i already have, and I do not need more."

"Well, Edward can't have you all the time! You need human time too you know." was Filene's replied.

Of course, that has been the argument of the year; Bella wants to be a vampire so that she could be with Edward forever, but she does not see the problems, the things she has to give up, Filene was determined to show Bella what she was sacrificing to become an immortal. Filene was drawn back into the real world when she heard the gang -Jessica, Angela, Mike, and Eric- called out to Bella and her. When the car stopped, Filene went straight towards Mike and Angela while Bella walked a little bit slower towards them.

"Today's the big day, Bella." Jessica told her.

Bella froze as she looked at Jessica; of course she didn't tell her human friends when her birthday came about. Filene wasn't surprised that they found out from somewhere.

"R and J essay due." Filene explained.

Or not.

Bella sighed in relief. "Oh, yeah."

"Wherefore art thou, Bella?" Mike said in an accent, looking theatrical.

Everyone looked at him before laughing, Filene jabbed him at the side, making him squeak.

Mike put her in a headlock, making everyone laugh harder.

"Let me take a picture of you guys." Bella said, showing them her camera. "My mom wants me to put together, like, a scrapbook full of memories."

"Sure." Jessica said, everyone nodded their head in arrement.

The couples put their arms around each other, Mike and Eric put Filene in between them, so she wasn't totally left out. Angela immediately backed off, everyone looked at her.

"I take them, I'm not in them." she said.

Eric reached out to her, smiling before dragging her back to his side. "No, no, no, come here."

"Well you are today." Bella said grinning.

Filene looked between Mike and Eric. "I feel like I am the other you to are cheating with."

The couple to a look for a moment before laughing. Mike brought Filene close to him again and messed her hair, Filene whined in protest.

"No touchy my merchandise!" she growled.

"You'll Photoshop this if my nose looks big, right?" Jessica asked.

"Don't worry, I'm in the picture." Eric said. "No one will be looking at you guys."

Filene looked to Eric. "Are you kidding, they'll be too busy looking at me than looking at you dude."

With that, everyone smiled as Bella took the picture. Everyone turned and caught sight of the Volvo come around the corner, everybody frowned.

"That's good." Bella said smiling, not noticing the car.

"Oh, good," Mike said in fake excitement. "Cullen's here."

"Yay." Eric cheers weakly.

Filene took a second in her brain, the wording... she felt deja vu coming on. Bella watched the car as it parked and looked back to her friends; they got the message and began to leave.

"Well, talk to you later." Jessica said to Filene, waving good bye.

Filene waved good bye, promising to see them soon before she leaned against the truck and watched as Edward approached, of course Bella was watching him with a smile.

As he walked towards them, Filene could have sworn she heard females all over the world screaming Edward's name and the "I'm too sexy" song coming into the scene like last time when they first met. Edward grinned, looking down to the ground, trying to hold back a laugh as he looked back up and looked to Bella.

Finally, he reached Bella.

"Happy birthday." he said.

"Don't remind me." She told him.

Edward smiled in amusement. "Bella, your birth is definitely something to celebrate."

"Yeah, but my aging isn't."

Filene rolled her eyes in annoyance as she looked away, and spotted Jacob walking coming towards them. She looked back to the two whom were making out, before running towards him with a smile. "Jake!"

"Hey Fil," Jake greeted with his bright smile as he caught her in his arms, lifted her up and twirled her about before bringing her down to the ground.

"Whoa, dude." Filene said feeling dizzy. "You're making the world go 'round too fast."

Jake chuckled before lifting her up again like a sack of potatoes and walked over to Bella and Edward who looked like they were about to leave.

Filene didn't mind of course, for she had the greatest view of his ass upside down, and it looked good in them jeans. Mmm mmm!

"Bella!" he called out.

Bella looked behind them and smiled. "Jacob!"

Edward raised an eyebrow at Filene position before he walked away shaking his head a little and leaned against a random car near them, Bella waited for Jake and Filene with an amused expression. When Jake put Filene to the ground, her eyes went straight to his arms.

"Hello, biceps!" Filene greeted them, making the other two snort.

"You know, anabolic steroids are really bad for you." Bella joked.

Jake laughed before shrugging. "Well, I'm just filling out, Bella."

Hormones: In more ways than one. -Wiggle eyebrows-

Everyone: Smacked the hormones down.

"You know, it wouldn't seem so drastic if we hung out more, I mean, Filene comes over." Jake said.

Filene thought this for a second as they continued to talk. It was true, for the past year Filene has hung out with Jake and his friends; Embry and Quill. Quill was her favorite of course, but Embry was the sweetest.

Filene thought back on how they first met.

Flashback

Jake and Filene waved good bye to their dads as they went off to go fishing.

"So, what do you guys do around here?" Filene asked.

Jake grinned. "Well I was thinking that, since Bella is always busy and your dad seems to not trust you with being alone, I'm probably going to be seeing you more."

Filene scowled; Charlie did trust her, just not with the house. "Yeah, so?"

"So." he said before taking her arm grinning. "You're gonna meet the others."

"Others?" Filene asked.

"Like i said, we'll be seeing each other more, so you might as well meet my other friends, and besides, I promised to introduce you to them." he said.

The next thing Filene knew, they were at a general store heading towards two guys whom were leaning against the store wall.

"Hey guys!" Jake shouted, walking towards them.

The two looked up, grinning at Jake before looking to Filene, their mouth dropped; it was quite a funny reaction to Filene. She held her laughter at bay.

"Guys, this is Filene, Filene Swan." Jake pointed to Filene who waved a little. "Filene, this is Embry and Quill."

Embry waved his hand shyly while Quill on the other hand walked towards Filene and pulled into a hug; Surprising Filene, and making Embry and Jake smile.

"Welcome to the group." Quill said as he let go of her. "You're much prettier than Jake here described you."

Filene smiled, trying to hide her blush. "Thanks."

Jake walked in between them. "Alright, enough of that, let's go and buy something to eat."

"Aww don't be so jealous, we all know what the ladies want." Quill said, grinning at Filene.

"Yeah," Filene agreed. "They want you to step away from their personal bubble."

Jake and Embry 'ooooohed' before laughing, Quill only smiled though and leaned in a bit more.

"Just wait Fil, you are gonna be all over me by the time I am finished with you." he said.

Filene rolled her eyes before going over to Embry and put her arms around him, the poor boy was in shock and his face went a bit darker from the blush.

"Sorry hun, I go for the sweet ones." she said smiling.

Quill only gawked as Jake bursted in laughter as Embry pushed her gently off, laughing as the four walked into the store. Filene got her salmon candies and tomato juice, Jake got his sandwich from the Deli and a root beer, Embry got pepperoni sticks and Pepsi, and Quill got his five sausage rolls and a Coke. They were about to leave when the door opened and showed three. Huge. Dudes.

Filene instantly recognized Sam Ulley, but the others she had no idea.

"Oh look, the gang is here." Jake pointed out with a frown.

"Yay," Embry cheered weakly.

(Ahh, that's where Filene heard that before.)

"Who?" Filene asked Jake.

"They are the La Push gang, calling themselves the protectors on our tribe." he explained.

"They look like dudes on steroids to me." Filene replied, looking at them. "Okay, what's with the chip n' dale clothing? isn't like 7 celsius outside?"

"The last time i checked, yeah." Embry replied

"Well they ain't no protecters," Quill turned in the direction of the group and shouted. "More like Sam's bitches!"

Filene's eyes widened as she watched one of the dudes turned slowly towards the four, glaring at them, the others turned not as fast but they were frowning at four.

"Great job Quill." Jake mumbled as he put Filene behind the three. "You just got their attention."

Filene poked her head from behind Jake and looked straight at the one from before. His eyes got all dark, and he sort of smiled?… no, no he was not smiling, more like, snarling, and he was shaking. Filene was not dead, he was hot, so were the other two, but Jake is better. When Filene looked to Sam, he caught sight of her and his eyes widened before putting an hand against Paul's chest, shaking his head, and just like that; the guy calmed as he looked to Filene. She blinked in confusion as they walked back outside and disappeared from sight.

The four glanced at each other.

"Well, that was interesting." She said heading to the door herself. "I just hope that never happens again.

End of Flashback

Filene felt herself being nudged back into reality, and she found herself looking at Edward, whom was beside her against the car. She blinked before looking around herself, quite confused.

"How did-" she began to ask.

"You kind of just walked towards me and sat beside me. "Edward answered.

Filene looked forward to Jake and Bella. That's odd.

"Where were you anyways?" Edward asked, as he to watched Jake and Bella.

"Memory lane, they were selling ice cream." she told him looking serious.

Edward snorted, rolling his eyes. "Only you Filene would say something like that."

Filene grinned, Edward and she had their moments, but they only happened like three times a month or something.

"I'll see you later Filene!" Jake shouted, waving his hand.

"See ya Jake! Tell everyone I said hi!" Filene shouted back.

"Will do." he said as he walked away.

Bella walked towards the two and the three began their way towards the school. Once they were inside, Filene began looking into her bag, in search of her R and J essay she finished last night. It wasn't really hard to make one since she had already done it back in Phoenix so it wasn't so bad.

"So how come Jacob Black gets to give you a gift and I don't?" Edward asked.

"Because I have nothing to give back to you," Bella answered.

Filene looked up with and raised eyebrow. And what pray tell could you give to Jake?

"Bella," Edward began. "You give me everything just by breathing."

Bella breathed loudly, making Filene snort and Edward to smile.

"See? Thank you." She said. "That's all I want."

Filene never felt so confused in her life, she was about to ask when.

"Bella!" Alice shouted as she jumped off the staircase, making everyone look at her in surprise. "Happy birthday!"

"Shh, shh!" Bella hissed as she hugged Alice.

Filene immediately walked towards Jasper who smiled her and hugged her in greeting.

"Hey Jaz," Filene said, giving him a last squeeze before letting him go.

"Hello Filly." He replied with a grin.

Filene watched as Alice gave Bella her preset and they began to talk.

"You're gonna wear it tonight." Alice said smiling. "Our place,"

Bella gave Alice a look, Alice replied to it with puppy eyes.

"Come on please? It'll be fun." She said.

Filene looked to Jasper and new in a second that he was using his power. Bella smiled.

"Okay," she said. "Alright,"

"Great!" she said squealing a bit. "I'll see you at 7:00."

Alice walked towards Filene and Jasper, smiling triumphantly while the two vampires and Filene grinned in amusement.

"Three, two, one," Filene counted down quietly.

Bella then realized what had happened. "Jasper! No fair with the mood control thing."

Filene looked up at Jasper, smiling before walking back to Bella and Edward.

Alice laughs while Jasper just smiles apologetically. "Sorry Bella. Happy…"

Bella narrows her eyes at Jasper.

"Never mind." he mumbled, still smiling as he and Alice walked away to class.

Bella whacked Edward with her present in frustration, which didn't do any damage on either of them. Filene held Bella to her, feeling sorry for her sis.

"You can't trust vampires." Edward told them as they walked to class. "Trust me."

"Aren't you a vampire Edie?" Filene asked, looking very confused.

They got to English class and began to watch Romeo and Juliet, a really old film with the whole black and white film and all. The teacher was practically lip syncing the whole movie-nerd no?-. By the time they got to the part where Romeo was talking to sleeping/dead Juliet, Jessica was tearing up as she leaned her head on her hand, Angela was holding back the tears and exhaled slowly, Eric was in tears and wiped his face of the tears, Mike was trying to stay awake.

And Filene was already passed out on Mike's shoulder, snoring away.

"Now, who'd like to repeat the last few lines of iambic pentameter just to show they were paying attention?" Mr. Berty said.

Mike nudged Filene with his shoulder, waking her up instantly.

"Mmm? Where are we at?" she whispered, rubbing her eyes.

"Romeo is about to kill himself." Mike simply answered.

Filene blinked a few times before yawning. "Aren't they always?"

"Mr. Cullen?" Mr. Berty looked to Edward.

Edward inhales deeply before speaking. "Yes, Mr. Berty."

Everyone except Filene turned around and watched as Edward as he spoke, Filene leaned against Mike's arms this time and tried to go back to sleep.

"O here will I set up my everlasting rest and shake the yoke of inauspicious stars from this world-wearied flesh." he began. "Eyes, look your last. Arms, take your last embrace! And, lips, O you, the doors of breath, seal with a righteous kiss a dateless bargain to engrossing death."

All the females of course swooned; Filene on the other hand rolled her eyes before closing them once again. "Don't know what is so romantic about suicide."

"Me neither. " Mike replied.

"Eyes on the screen, people." Mr. Berty ordered.

Everyone slowly turned to the screen and continued to watch the film, Mike decided to join Filene and laid his head on the desk, using his arms as a pillow, Filene took the opportunity and laid her head on his back. Jessica saw this and raised an eyebrow, before looking back to the video.

Angela and Eric sighed in relief that Jessica didn't make a big of a scene. Bella watched Mike in curiousity before looking Edward; Edward shrugged.

"I heard nothing inappropriate in either of their minds Bella, only the wanting to sleep." he told her. "And the last time Alice checked, Filene's future is still the same."

Bella relaxed and changed the subject.

Filene on the other hand cuddled closer to Mike's back, mumbling."Me like you as a pillow."

Mike snorted as he went to sleep.

A/N: We did it! You know when my class had to watch Romeo and Juliet; I actually did fall asleep through the whole movie lol. Now i got a question of why i put mike in the category, well, he is my favourite character i think he deserves a bit of an awesome moment. Although, I had a dream of Filene being with Mike last night, and they looked like a great couple, but i have promised to do it as a Jakeoc so I am giving him a moment to shine in the romance. or something of the sort.

A/N

THANKS!

I would like to say thanks to my reviewers whom never lost hope that I would continue the story and stayed with me till the end. I would like to thank my mom who had to listen as I talked about what should happen next in the chapter and gave me advice on what to do, and my big sister whom gave me the idea of writing this fanfic, she is my best friend/sister so it was easy to do Filene and Bella. I would also like to thank KiraKitsune18 for sticking up for me.

Beta: toucanmel94 (thank you so much!)

Once again, thank you all and I hope you like New Moon: Satellite Heart

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