Mr and Mrs Kirby - Cesca and Jonah fan fiction
Chapter 1- Events after the wedding
Cesca
I haven't seen Jonah since I was dragged away from him, minutes after I became Mrs Kirby. I love him so much and miss him so much but I'm sat here in a cell just for falling in love with the wrong person. People said I should have thought before I became involved with him as they believe it is wrong. But surely anyone who has fallen in love will understand how you can't stop it. Though I am looking at a jail sentence, I would not change anything which happened. I just hope that if I am imprisoned then I will be released before the baby is born so we can all be a family.
Everyday as I sit here all I think about is Jonah and our baby, I wish he was allowed to come and see me but it isn't allowed even if it was I doubt Marcus would let him come and see me. I want to write to him assure him I am ok but it isn't allowed, why is life so cruel?
The trial is in a week, I am dreading it as I could be sent to prison for a long time which isn't something I want. Though I will see Jonah there but I will have to face everyone else at court including all of my ex colleagues, Jonah's family and my family. I don't know how my parents have reacted to this as I haven't spoken to them but I hope they will understand though part of me doubts this very much.
Jonah
I love her so much, she is all I think of every second of every minute of every hour of every day. I haven't seen her in a week which is killing me, I want her here with me. I wish people understood this isn't wrong, she didn't take advantage and that Cesca and the baby are my family and they need to accept that.
It's unbearable here with my Dad as he wants me to concentrate on schoolwork which I am unable to do as every thought in my mind is of Cesca Kirby, my wife, the mother of my child, my soulmate and my one true love. Dad keeps saying nasty things about her which creates arguments between us as I love her and can't stand him saying these things. Ruth is starting to come round to the idea that Cesca is my wife which helps as I can talk to someone about her.
I want to leave this hellhole as I hate it here so much but I don't know where to go but I will have to wait until the Trial is over. The one thing that is keeping me going is that i will be able to see Cesca at the Trial. Though one thing looms over us is that she could be sent to prison and we don't know for how long for if she is sentenced. I thought about what I would do if she didn't come out until after the baby was born. I would have to cope as a single parent for a while which I know is tough but I'm sure I could handle it.
I wrote her a letter and I want to send it but we aren't allowed contact before the trial but Dad wouldn't let me send it anyway. This is the letter
Dear Mrs Cesca Kirby,
I love you so much Cesca and I love the baby so much, never forget this. I wish you were here with me, laying in my arms with me whispering sweet nothings in your ear. I will be here when everything is over. I love you
Love Jonah xxx
i tossed it in the bin, knowing that she wouldn't be able to see it and I knew that words aren't enough to show how much I love her as she needs me now.