ALWAYS
Chapter 1
SUMMERY: All is not well on Erna. Despite the Sacrifice of both Patriarch and Hunter, men are determined to work the fae because they could not do without it and dark things roam the land, so Igrayne and her kind are born and and their creator, an alien creature known as The Mother decides to change history to stop the destruction of two worlds by the embodiments of ultimate evil and prevent the tragic sacrifice and death of a hidden hero. This is the story of Gin's first meeting with Igrayne, when she is only a young,enigmatic singer from Out. Will Igrayne break down Gin's barriers and find the man that hides behind a constant smile? I do not own Bleach. Rated M for language and explicit lemons. ( If you're offended by adult content please don't read this.)
Gin Ichimaru adjusted the new badge of fukutaicho of the 5th Squad on his upper left arm and looked athimself in the mirror. His ruby red eyes were barely seen under silver bangs, slitted as they always were. The expression he wore had become habitual after all these years. He always kept them slitted, that way it was difficult for others to tell his thoughts. His lips stretched into an even wider grin when he considered the badge of rank on his arm. He was young to have attained that rank, but Gin was very good at what he did. He'd entered the Academy young and blown through it in only one year. He'd easily taken the 3rd seat in Squad 5 while still hardly more than a boy, though he hadn't been quite as young as some had thought. His slim body tended to make him look younger than he really was and he'd not come into his height until recently. That had drawn the attention of the then Lieutenant Aizen and for reasons of his own he had followed the man ever since. Though he was young to have attained so high a rank, his taicho had spoken for him, asking for him to be promoted. The others had agreed and he was given the rank of fukutaicho just earlier today. He continued to grin,he was proud of his achievement, but he felt a little hollow inside. He really had no one to share this milestone with. Sure Ran had been happy for him, she was his best friend after all, but it also made him her senior in rank and Aizen Taicho wasn't one to allow too much fraternizing between officers and subordinates, especially since she belonged to another division. While Gin believed that Ran being sent to the 13th under Ukitaki Taicho was the best and safest place for her until she gained more power, it would isolate him from her. Although that might be better for her. I'll miss her, but I can't handle the idea of anything else happening to her. Aizen claimed it led to too many allegations of favoritism and caused dissent in the ranks. Not that Gin did much fraternizing in or out of his division. His perpetual menacing smile, slitted eyes, sarcasticlly cruel reputation and the cold snake-like aura of his reiatsu scared the hell out of most people! In fact he'd heard himself described by one of the younger recruits as "creepy". Only Rangiku had ever seemed to see him as a friend since she'd grown up with him and even she got annoyed with his constant teasing. Oh geez Gin, can you hear yourself!he thought to himself. If I heard anyone else carry on like this I'd never let em live it down! I am creepy and I want people to think that! They don't ask as many questions and I have fewer challenges from people looking to make a name for themselves if they're not sure if I'm a little unhinged or not. Ran is safe and I'm getting stronger so stop whining! Besides, surprised though he was, the other taicho had chosen to throw him a party tonight, to congratulate him on attaining rank. Gin privately thought it was because of the new singer in the inn by the river. A woman from Out. Not the World of the Living, just somewhere else. It was all very mysterious, causing everyone to wonder just what that meant and she'd caused quite a stir in both the Seireitei and the town. He'd heard she'd needed to get special permission to play here, but everyone wanted to go see her. He'd also heard that she was a beauty with of the voice of an angel. Hmm wonder if it's true? Some of those guys are suckers for anything new and being mysterious never hurt anyone. He grinned briefly, but it slipped the next moment. Besides, I doubt she'll notice lil ole fox face. That's the only flaw in my plans. I don't attract too much in the way of pretty girls. At least not ones that don't know the real me.he thought glumly.
Aizen's tousled head poked through the sliding door, "Are you ready Gin? The others are waiting." the older man said, pushing his black framed glasses back up his nose in an absent gesture
"Yeah Taicho, but are they ready fer me?" he grinned allowing his Kansai accent to color his voice. "I gotta admit this lil party idea kinda surprised me a bit. In case ya hadn't noticed I ain't on everybodies A list when it comes ta social gatherings." his smile grew wider when Aizen gave him a patronizing look.
"Now Gin, if you'd just give people a chance..." he began only to be cut off as his young second interrupted.
"I'll just creep em out more!" he said cheekily, "Oh stop lookin at me like that! I promise ta be a good boy an smile, smile, smile!" he batted his eyes, trying to look innocent and failing miserably. Aizen barked out a laugh, " And you wonder what creeps them out as you say? What am I going to do with you?"
"Buy me drinks til one a the servin girls is cute?" the silver haired man suggested with his usual grin as he rose and followed his taicho out, sliding his door closed. They met up with the others near the west gate. Gin was a bit surprised at the assembled company that consisted of Juuishiro Ukitake, Shunsuei Kyoraku, Kaien Shiba and Kaname Tousen. Even the usually stoic Byakuya Kuchiki had been persuaded away from his new bride Hisana for a night. Gin guessed this was the other fukutaicho's way of repayment for introducing him to Hisana. He'd never socialized with any of these men before although he was aware of Aizen and Tousen's secret association, he was wasn't really friendly with the blind man himself. "Well, I'd be flattered if I really thought ya came out fer me." he quipped with a grin, "but I already heard how pretty the lady singin is so lets get goin." No one seemed to take offense to his teasing, they all simply chuckled and began to walk towards the inn. It was quite dark, but the stars and moon were bright so once their eyes adjusted they were able to negotiate the path with reasonable ease, chatting among themselves.
"So Gin, how does it feel to have attained rank at a relatively young age? Has it sunk in yet?" Ukitaki asked with a gentle smile.
"Feels a bit odd Ukitaki Taicho." he admitted honestly, "Whenever somebody calls me fukutaicho, I keep lookin around ta see who they're talkin to."
"Don't worry Ichimaru, that'll pass. Just wait till you're up to your ass in alligators with paperwork!" Shiba laughed thumping Gin on the back and casting an amused glance at his taicho and Aizen, "Hopefully your taicho won't be such a slave driver!"
Gin coughed lightly, trying to get air back into his lungs, "Yeah, hope not."
Ukitaki laughed along with his second and shook his head, It was well known that the leader of Squad 13 was not well and often left the day to day running of the squad in Kaien Shiba's capable hands."I know I depend on you quite a bit Kaien and I'm very grateful. Sousuke, it looks like your young protege may be as promising as I always believed. Don't forget to delegate to him. After all we are grooming them to be taicho in there own right." the white haired man said with a gently encouraging smile for Gin. Despite the disturbing rumors about the young man, Ukitaki genuinely liked Gin Ichimaru. He had been a bright, attentive student, quick to learn and eager. He reasoned that the boy couldn't be all bad. He'd saved the girl, Rangiku Matsumoto from starving and had protected her when they were orphan children in the Rukongai and had been a bright and able student, showing leadership skills at a young age. Though Gin had a rather strange sense of humor and seemed to enjoy teasing just a bit too much, teasing with a cruel streak, especially if he didn't like someone and the young man was absolutely ruthless, Ukitaki sensed that beneath the hard, almost callous exterior there was something more. What it was he couldn't pinpoint, something the boy would rather not share, but he knew it contributed to the young man's off putting personality. He resolved to get to know the young man a bit better. After all, growing up where they did could twist just about anyone out of true.
Kuchiki said nothing, but gave Gin a small encouraging smile and a nod. In Gin's opinion, bringing the other young man together with Hisana was the best thing he could have done. Maybe someday I'll find someone so well suited to me. Gin thought. Yeah right and pigs are flying in parade formation around the sun!
As they approached the inn a sweet, clear, female voice could be heard over the sound of the willow leaves in the breeze. It was clear and strong and Gin felt a shiver thread it's way down his spine. For once the rumors appeared to be true, at least as far as her voice went. "Is that her?" he asked.
"Judging from the fact the song is in english, I'd say yes." Kyoraku said, tilting his head to listen. "Ichimaru, you speak english don't you?"
"Some." Gin answered, reluctant to admit his knowledge in front of Aizen. He liked to keep some things to himself.
"Then you're one up on me." the man said cheerfully, "Any idea what she's saying?"
Gin listened, "I believe she's singing a song called Isle of Inishfree. It's a song about an exile longing for her homeland." he explained, his voice taking on a distant quality, which could be interpreted as concentration, however he was struck by the beauty and the longing he heard in the lovely voice. This was someone who was acquainted with the emotion herself. He was saved from further thoughts as Kyoraku pulled his attention back to more practical matters.
"Well come on then. If she's this good the inn will be crowded and we'll never get a good table!"
Gin couldn't help tweaking the well known "party boy's" nose, so to speak, " Kyoraku Taicho, yer just afraid they'll run outta sake!"
"Now that would be a tragedy indeed!" the man agreed in mock solemnity as the others laughed. The inn was softly lit inside, but it still took a bit of time for their eyes to adjust, especially Gin's. His eyes were rather sensitive, part of the reason he kept them squinted almost closed most of the time. Once they adjusted he saw a young, exquisitely beautiful woman seated on the raised stage. She was willow slim and very fair, with a long fall of vibrant red hair spilling down her back and over one bare shoulder. Her blouse bared both creamy shoulders in a way Gin found very alluring, much more so than had she shown her skin in a more revealing way and her slim elegant fingers caressed her harp like a lover and he had to shake himself out of a fantasy of her skim hands touching him like that! Her soft green blouse and skirt, a few shades lighter than her eyes complimented the picture of exotic Celtic beauty. His mouth went dry when he felt those jade eyes follow him as the innkeeper, recognized the black shuhakusho of shinigami from the Seireitei and led them to a table right in front. When she smiled directly at him, his heart nearly stopped. He had a weakness for redheads,but this was different. He could almost feel her inside his soul. Maybe it was because she seemed equally taken with him. Yeah right ! In my dreams!he thought to himself sarcastically. Still there was no denying that those bottomless green eyes had watched him. Gin thought he could drown in those eyes and not mind a bit.
She finished the song to loud applause and bowed gracefully and said in slightly accented Japanese, "Thank you all. I'm going to take a short break." With a soft smile she put her harp aside and stood. She was taller than most of the local women, slim and lithe. Gin was captivated and couldn't take his eyes off of her. She continued to smile and glance his way as she stowed her harp safely in the corner.
"Gin? Gin!" he jumped as Aizen dug his elbow sharply into his side, "She asked what you'd like to drink." Aizen said getting his attention and seeming a little annoyed, "Hasn't anyone ever taught you that it's impolite to stare?"
"Ah, sake please." he said blushing and cursing his fair skin. It made it impossible to hide his embarrassment at being so totally enamored with the beautiful woman that he was unaware of anything else around him. He hadn't missed Aizen's mocking smile. Yeah, you closet pervert, I do notice beautiful girls! Ya'd have ta be dead, blind and impotent not to notice her! Geeze!
"See something you like?" Kaien teased. "And if I do?" he returned. "Then I'd say you have bloody good taste. The lady is as beautiful as she is talented." the blue eyed man grinned, "Got a thing for redheads don't you?"
"Yeah kinda, but ya'd better pull yer eyes back in yer head or I'm gonna tell Miyako!" he laughed turning the tables on his fellow officer. The others shared a laugh as the young woman moved to the edge of the stage. "Yer married so you can't look!"
"Oh I can look, I just can't touch!" Kaien chuckled, taking a sip from his drink."Something tells me you'd like to touch though."
"Yeah, me an half the men in here." Gin chuckled, finding his eyes drawn back to the lovely singer like a moth to a flame.
"My lady," Aizen called suddenly, "would you care to join us?" The tall brunette stood and held out his hand to help her down. Gin cursed himself silently for not thinking of it himself. The lady considered Aizen's hand for a moment before taking it briefly. She dropped it as soon as she stepped down and Gin could have sworn she had to stop herself from wiping her hand on her skirt. Well, wasn't that interesting? She doesn't like him. Not at all! Lets see how she reacts to me. She was smilin my way earlier.
He spoke up and gestured to the place beside him. "Would ya care ta sit here?" he put on his most charming smile, even opening his eyes, taking the chance to show her how utterly desirable and captivating he found her and was delighted when she gave him a warm smile in return and took the proffered seat. "Can I get ya something ta drink?"
"Tea please,' she said, her speaking voice as melodic as her singing voice, "Can't have me getting tipsy and forgetting the lyrics now can I?" she wrinkled her nose playfully. Gin felt warm all over suddenly. This stunning woman was actually flirting with him! She didn't seem even slightly uncomfortable with his aura or his habitual expression!
"I'd imagine that'd be an occupational hazard wouldn it?" he laughed, then remembered his manners. "I'm Gin Ichimaru, this is my Taicho, Sousuke Aizen, Juuishiro Ukitaki, Taicho of the 13th, his lieutenant, Kaien Shiba, Byakua Kuchiki lieutenant of the 6th, Shunsui Kyoraku of the 8th and Kaname Tousen of the 9th."
"Gentlemen." she inclined her head, "I'm Igrayne de Tarrant."
"Igrayne, that's Celtic isn't it?" Aizen asked, smiling in that way that women usually found so charming. From the look in Aizen's eyes, it was clear he found her desirable as well and intended to add her to his list of conquests. Gin found himself resenting his taicho just a bit. Why did he have to hit on this woman?
"Welsh actually," she smiled charmingly enough, Our family legends even have our foremother being Morgan le Fay. she chuckled. " Though I suspect there has been ,pre than a little exaggeration to make our family sound more impressive! Igrayne means roughly, white rose."
"Very fitting." the dark haired taicho said softly. Her only response was a smile before turning back to Gin as her tea arrived.
Gin had taken the liberty of ordering the jasmine tea for her. "How did you know jasmine was my favorite? She asked looking into his ruby eyes.
"Magic," he teased, opening them a bit wider. His eyes often gave his thoughts away, but in her case he wanted them to. He wanted her to know how utterly desirable he found her. He was drawn to her so strongly that he began to wonder about it! From the first moment he could feel her in his soul, as if she was the part he hadn't known he was even missing! There was more going between them than just flirting and Gin was intrigued! What the hell is she doing to me?
"So 'Merlin', what other magic can you do?" she teased back laughing.
"Merlin, I think I like that. From the legends of King Arthur?" he asked resting his chin on his hand. He loved to read and had read a bit of the story involving Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table. "Igrayne was Arthur's mother wasn't she? Deceived by Merlin?"
"Well that's one version," she smiled, " I prefer the one where Merlin is the kindly priest of Avalon that introduces Uther to Igrayne when her husband, the Duke of Cornwall dies in a tragic hunting accident."
"How many versions are there?" he asked in surprise.
"Oh many, I know some that go back to the 5th century BC and Arthur is a Roman named Arturus Aurelias." the red haired woman smiled for him alone, making him feel very warm suddenly.
"You're quite well read my dear." Ukitaki said with a smile. "What did his name mean? I recall it had significance but I confess I can't remember it." He was secretly amused at Gin's reaction to this girl. He seemed to have taken a fancy to her and it seemed as if the feeling was mutual.
"That I fear is an occupational hazard as well sir." she laughed. "Arturus Aurelias or Arthur was known as the Summer King. Because his era, a time of chivilry and honor was bright and brief as a summer day and as warm, but because of what he taught, the idea that no man is above the law that fair time may come again. He is because of that The Once and Future King."
"Ah!" Gin said, "T.H. White, the Once and Future King. I knew I'd heard that! I've even read it."
"Very good!" she smiled, "If you'd like a look at the legends from the ladies, Igrayne, Morgause, Morganna, Vivian's point of view, try the Mists of Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley." Igrayne turned to Ukitaki and continued, "You have a better memory than you think sir."
"Oh please dear girl, call me Juuishiro. Sir makes me feel ancient!" Ukitaki smiled. " You should know Gin here has just been promoted to the rank of fukutaicho this very afternoon. He serves under Sousuke here." he indicated the bespectacled brunette.
"Really?" she turned to Gin, her green eyes dancing, " Congratulations Ichimaru Fukutaicho."she said formally, " In honor of this occasion I'll have to grant you a request. Anything come to mind?"
Gin considered several answers to that question, but decided they were more than a little inappropriate and opted for saying "I'll give it some thought." delivered with his usual grin. To his surprise she laughed delightedly.
"Hmm you do that. In the mean time I have another set to play." she rose and then bent suddenly, kissing Gin's lips softly and saying, "Once again, congratulations... Merlin." He watched her walk toward the stage and put his fingers to his lips. They still tingled from her kiss. A shiver ran through his body and he thought. Her lips are so soft!
"Well, she seems to have taken quite a liking to you Gin." drawled the captain of the 8th. "I suppose this means the rest of us poor bastards don't have a chance with her." he sighed theatrically before taking a long swig of sake. "It's just not fair." he mourned.
"Maybe she was frightened away by your pink haori. Gods know your fashion sense gives me nightmares!" the silver haired young man returned teasingly. He was nervous in spite of the overwhelming attraction he felt for this beautiful woman. Aizen didn't encourage personal relationships, in fact he strongly discouraged them. Hopefully he would let it go as a simple flirtation. After all Gin appeared to be, utterly loyal so he reasoned Aizen owed him some fun! The light floral scent left in her wake reminded him of how long it had been since he'd been with a woman. Far too long according to his body! It certainly wanted more than just flirting! After that soft kiss it wanted a lot more! A vision of that slender, but lush body, with curves in all the right places, unclad and laying under him, her body entwined with his and those soft lips pressed to his in a more lingering, intimate kiss flashed through his mind, running fire through his veins and leaving him in a very aroused state! He was powerfully attracted to Igrayne and he wanted her in the worse way! He was glad of his loose uniform. It hid the sudden hardness between his legs. He squirmed a little, trying to find a position that was comfortable and with only neglegeble success to get his body under control and his mind off having her in his bed! Damn! All she does is kiss me and I'm ready to pull her down on a futon and fuck her immediately? Funny thing is I think that she might let me! There's a certain look that she isn't giving the others and her body language is right, I get the distinct impression she's attracted to me too! More than attracted! There's a connection between us and it's damned odd, but flattering at the same time! I actually want to make love to her, not just fuck her and leave. She's so damned beautiful! What the hell is happening to me?
Kyoraku laughed amiably and lifted his cup, "A toast to Merlin! Send a little magic my way." he grinned draining his cup.
"Do my best Taicho, just as soon as I figure out how I did it!" Gin chuckled, taking a bigger mouthful of his own drink to calm his racing thoughts, "This is a bit of shock to me too!"
The lady began her next set by smiling at her attentive audience, "I'd like to dedicate this next song to a new friend. It's called Falling Slowly" She looked Gin's way and smiled again, this time just for him. Her voice took on a seductively hypnotic quality and Gin was instantly captivated. In a room filled with people he knew somehow that she was singing only for him.
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through
And always fool me
And I can't react
The games that never amount
to more than they're meant
They'll play themselves out
Take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice
You have a choice
You make it now
Falling slowly
Eyes that know me
And I can't go back,
Moods that take me
And erase me
And I'm painted black
Will you have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won,
So take this sinking boat
And point it home
We've still got time.
Raise your hopeful voice
You have a choice
You've made it now,
So take this sinking boat
And point it home
You've still got time.
Raise your hopeful voice
You have a choice
You've made it now.
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that...
As the last sweet notes of the song faded, the room was so silent that a pin dropping would have been deafening, then thunderous applause erupted from every soul in the room, with envious glances being shot at the silver-haired shinigami, who still sat spellbound. Igrayne continued her set, but Gin was still too stunned to really listen, beyond knowing that her voice was still lovely, but it seemed to lack the raw power of her earlier song. It felt like waking from a dream. It brought to mind legends of the Sirens of Greek mythology. So preoccupied was he that he missed Aizen's intense, considering stare. "So it seems you have an admirer Gin and it appears mutual." The Taicho of the 5th said softly enough to be heard by Gin alone, jolting Gin out of his reverie, "I hope I don't have to remind you not to get involved? I have plans and so do you and they do not include her. You have no time for a relationship. I need you to focus on the tasks I've given you, not distracted by a pretty face. These next few years will be crucial. There can be no mistakes." His voice was as always soft and quiet, but the young fukutaicho didn't miss the warning in it. "You also know what I do to those who disappoint me don't you?" He also didn't miss the jealousy. Aizen had wanted this woman and she had chosen his young lieutenant with a bare acknowledgement of Aizen's existance! Worse in his Taicho's eyes Gin himself had responded to her instead of deferring to Aizen.
Gin quickly plastered his trademark grin onto his face and said softly so that the others didn't hear, "Hai Taicho! But ya can't expect a guy ta ignore that kinda invitation. It's flatterin ta say the least an it is my celebration ain't it? Ya don mind if I have a little fun tonight, do ya?"
Sousuke Aizen considered his most loyal subordinate. Gin had been with him for a long time. "I suppose it is. All right, Gin. Have your fun, but keep it strictly physical and don't get involved. Emotional entanglements could cause far too many problems right now. I'd hate to have to clean up a...mess."
Gin shuddered, "No Taicho, I understand." The silver-haired man summoned all of his acting skills and grinned slyly and still keeping his voice quiet. It could destroy his plans if the others heard this rather dangerous conversation! "Don't intend ta get involved beyond tonight. I just wanna fuck her through the futon. You can understand that can't ya? Been a while since I got laid."
Aizen chuckled, "Yes Gin, that is something I can understand very well. As long as that's all you want then I have no problem with it." Gin sighed in relief, but he didn't miss the jealousy in his Taicho's eyes. Ah fuck, I'm gonna be in a shitload of trouble tomorrow! I'll be lucky if he only kicks my ass! he thought to himself.
The evening continued with the lady alternately singing and chatting with Gin while the others teased him about their obvious flirting. She put some effort into talking to the rest of his friends, but it was very clear that Gin was the one who had caught her eye. When Shunsui voiced a question about what Gin had that he didn't, the ever grinning shinigami smiled wider and taunted, "A better sense of fashion, boyish good looks and charm. Guess she's just got good taste." making Kaien and Ukitaki laugh. Even Tousen smiled. "Na, I'm just messin with ya Kyoraku Taicho. I have no idea why she's flirtin with me. Wish I did so I could do whatever I did again!" Gin quipped, making the whole table laugh and the now tipsy Captain of the 8th slapped him on the back.
"It's about time Ichimaru!" Kyoraku grinned drunkenly. " Ya know,'s my opinion yer alone too much! Ya shoulda never broke up with Matsumoto!"
"Um, maybe not, but we're just friends now. She likes big guys with a lotta muscles and the sure as hell ain't me!" Gin said laughing, but casting an apprehensive look at Aizen, but his Taicho didn't seem to be paying any attention other than to laugh with the others. "Have to admit that it's nice ta have a woman want me for a change though."
"Just remember you haven't closed the deal yet!" Shiba warned with a cheeky smile.
"Just because she likes me doesn't mean there's any "deal" ta close." Gin said with mock severity, "Kaien Shiba, get yer mind outta the gutter right now!"
"I will if you do!" the Lieutenant of the 13th shot back with a laugh, "You're practically drooling!"
"I never said I wasn't attracted!" Gin protested grinning, "I pride myself on having a little tact is all"
"Sure you do," his fellow officer shot back, "and I'm the Soul King!"
"Your Majesty." Gin laughed, giving him a mocking bow. "Ya know Shiba, fer bein from a noble family ya got a dirty mind!"
Kaien made a rude noise, " No worse than yours Ichimaru! I'd bet my whole months pay that you're thinking of ways to entice her into bed!" The two young officers laughed and traded insults cheerfully and Gin actually felt included for a change. He liked Kaien and considered him one of his few friends and he admired and respected Ukitaki Taicho more than any other in the Seireitei. Had things in Gin's life been different he would have followed Ukitaki and served under him happily for the rest of his life. He cursed inwardly again at the turn of fate that had made it necessary to bind himself to Sousuke Aizen. It did no good, but he cursed them anyway.
The night grew later and finally Tousen set down his cup, " My apologies, but I believe I will take my leave now." Tousen said finally as he rose, "It is late and I have duties in the early morning. Ichimaru, congratulations. Gentlemen goodnight."
"Hold up Kaname, we'll come with you," Aizen said as he and Kaien supported a swaying Shunsui between them. "Gin, are you coming?"
"Na taicho, I'm havin fun so I think I'll stay awhile longer." His newly appointed second said with a casual wave of his long fingers. "I think I'd like ta talk to our pretty songbird fer awhile." He gave Aizen a sly wink and was relieved when his superior smiled, albeit mockingly.
"Don't think that a hangover will excuse you from your duties."Aizen warned, but didn't pursue the issue further. " Don't do anything that I wouldn't do!"
I'm not sure I'd want to do anything you wouldn't do you closet pervert! Gin thought to himself.
"I'll expect details." Kaien said waggling his eyebrows suggestively. "You're going to come directly to the 13th after work tomorrow and tell me everything!
"Oh no I won't! I don kiss an tell ya pervy bastard! Get yer kicks somewhere else!" Gin said laughing and throwing a wadded paper napkin at the fukutaicho of the 13th. " 'Sides that's a bit presumptuous don'tcha think? I said I was gonna stay awhile ta get aquainted and talk, not try an seduce her!"
"Don't play the innocent with me Ichimaru! You know as well as I do what it means when a woman sings like that for just you in a room full of people!" Kaien said with a conspiratorial wink and a friendly smile. " You may not have noticed, but you're the one being seduced and from the look in your eyes I'd say it's working! Have fun." Gin forbore to comment though he did laugh as they led the tipsy taicho of the 8th out the door as Igrayne finished her last song, a song called Brave. Gin turned his attention back to Igrayne. In her hands this song could make your heart soar.
Wake up wake up the sun cannot wait for long
Reach out reach out before it fades away
You will find the warmth when you surrender
Smile into the fear and let it play
You wanna run away run away and you say that it can't be so
You wanna look away look away
But you stay 'cause it's all so close
When you stand up and hold out your hand
In the face of what I don't understand
My reason to be brave
Hold on hold on so strong
Times just carries on
All that you thought was wrong is pure again
You can't hide forever from the thunder
Look into the storm and feel the rain
You wanna run away run away and you say that it can't be so
You wanna look away look away
But you stay 'cause it's all so close
When you stand up and hold out your hand
In the face of what I don't understand
My reason to be brave
Go on, go on
You wanna run away run away and you say that it can't be so
You wanna look away look away
But you stay 'cause it's all so close
When you stand up and hold out your hand
In the face of what I don't understand
My reason to be brave
"I think I could listen to you forever," Gin said, propping his elbows on the table and putting his chin in both hands and smiling, childlike. His seldom seen eyes open, his expression slightly dreamy and it made him look charmingly young and innocent. " Where did you learn to sing like that?"
" I've always loved to sing and somewhere along the line my voice became like this. My people, at least the parts that are human are descended from the Celtic bards Especially from Ireland." she smiled, then said teasingly, "The red hair wasn't a dead giveaway?" He found himself admiring the grace with which she moved. His hands itched to touch her and he wanted to kiss her so badly it was maddening.
"Weren't the Bards supposed to have had the ability to put their listeners under a spell with their voice?" he asked, remembering the myths he'd read.
"So the legends say. Did it work?" she asked softly, looking up at him through long lashes. She'd finished putting away her instruments and glided over to him. Her green eyes met his crimson ones and she touched his cheek with a gentle brush of her fingers. " Are you under my spell?"
"I think it did and I do believe that I am." he agreed, tucking a strand of her crimson hair behind the shell of her ear, feeling a little breathless. "In fact I'm completely under your spell! So what will you have me do now that you've enchanted me?" He leaned down for a soft kiss. Her lips were just as warm and soft as before and they left him aching for more. He hadn't wanted a woman this badly in many years.
When they finally parted he was delighted when she said. "I think Hashi wants to close up, but we can go up to my room if you like." she caught his hand and kissed the palm, her soft lips making it a very intimate gesture. It ran liquid fire through his veins and he was having a difficult time keeping himself from stripping her bare and taking her across the nearest table. "I'd like it if you stayed, at least for a little while." Her fair skin flushed a light pink, indicating she wasn't quite as sure of herself as she seemed.
"I think I'd like that too hime." his voice was soft and he was finding it hard to breathe now that she'd kissed his palm, turning it into an erotically intimate gesture. "I'd like that very much!" He wondered idly what made her choose to flirt with him of all people? Aw I think too much! If the the lady's interested why am I wastin time? he thought as she drew him up the back stairs. The room she led him to was lit only by moonlight and he found he liked it that way. It lent her an even more ethereal quality. He took his time, simply kissing her as his long, thin fingers ran up and down her back and though it was doing nothing for his self control he could feel it sending shivers down her spine through the thin silky fabric. Those soft lips of hers were rapidly turning the slow fire in his belly into an inferno! He was hard beneath his black hakama and he knew she could feel it.
She allowed her fingers to trace his jaw and brush over his lips, never taking her eyes away from his ruby red ones. The color mesmerized her. She wondered if he knew how heartstoppingly handsome he was. This close, now that they were touching, she could feel the tangle of his emotions. Cocky confidence, uncertainty, pain, loneliness and a cold dominating fear and anger came washing over her extended senses, along with a healthy dose of sexual attraction,desire and pure lust. She sensed an unexplored sensuality in this young man. She decided to ignore the other feelings for the time being in favor of the ones she shared. Perhaps she could decipher them later, but right now the pull to him was too strong. This silver haired shinigami drew her as no man ever had before. He was witty, handsome and intelligent and his touch, his kisses were like liquid fire. The heat spread through her body and made her ache with longing. She was in the wandering stage that all of her people experienced, so it came as a surprise to find herself so strongly attracted to someone. He drew her into a deep kiss, tipping her head up with gentle fingers while his tongue explored her mouth, "If ya wanna stop hime, tell me now. Don't think I can if things go any further." he whispered, finally breaking the kiss long enough to speak, then he trailed kisses down her neck and over her shoulders, nipping at her collarbone. He ran his tongue over the red mark he left there, making her shiver. Gods please don't tell me ta stop! Tell me ya want me as bad as I want you!
"No, I don't want you to stop," she said pressing her body to his, taking no small satisfaction in the small groan that escaped his lips as her hips pressed against his stiff arousal making him harder still as he wrapped his arms around her and drew her closer. She reached up and threaded her fingers through his silver hair, as she took the kisses from soft and warm to deep and passionate, parting her lips to allow his tongue to sweep in as he explored her sweet mouth again. His hair was as soft and silky as she'd thought it would be. She had wanted to touch the shining strands of silver silk all night. "I invited you up here, so it can't have escaped your notice that I want to be with you."
"Just wanted ta give ya the option," he pulled away for air and to grin down at her, "Tryin ta be a gentleman. Glad ya didn't say no though. May I?" he tugged lightly at the ribbon holding her blouse, his lips just inches from hers. When she nodded, he untied the loose bow and slid the material down, revealing breasts that were fuller than he'd expected. "Beautiful." he breathed, running his fingertips over her soft skin. He cupped one in his long fingers, gently pinching and rolling the nipple between his thumb and forefinger and continued to lick and nibble his way down her neck before his mouth claimed the other. He sucked gently then pulled back to flick the nipple with the tip of his tongue, watching it harden. Her body's swift response along with a soft moan made him shiver. His body was making it known that it wanted more of her and right now! She ran her hand through his hair and down across his broad shoulders, continuing down over his backside. She used that firm muscle to anchor his hips against hers, grinding slowly, enjoying the feel of his hard length through the soft cotton of his hakama. She smiled when his lips closed over hers again in a more aggressive kiss as he rid her if the blouse entirely. He nearly tore it from her in his desire to touch her. She gasped as his wet lips slipped to her breasts again, sucking them a bit harder. Igrayne's hands slid over his chest then under his collar to run her nails over his abdominal muscles enjoying the feel of the rock hardness of them before slipping out and dropping to his obi. He shivered at her warm touch, wanting her so badly it hurt.
"May I?" she teased, untieing the loose knot as he shucked off her skirt at the same time and running his fingers over her bare flanks.
"If ya don I will" he said huskily, his Kansai accent thick in his voice. "I hope this is what ya want pretty one, cause I couldn' stop if the gods themselves commanded it! Not now that we've gone this far!" He paused a moment to let her remove his shuhakusho, kicking the restraining garments away from him and then sweeping her up into his arms to lay her down on the futon. He was a great deal stronger than he looked and she weighed little! Despite being slim, he had very well defined, ropey muscles with a firm chest tapering to a flat hard stomach, lean hips and long strong legs. When he pressed his bare body against hers she could feel his warm pulsing erection firmly pressed against her stomach. She could see the sensual promise in his eyes as he moved to lay between her legs. "Yer beautiful hime an I want ya." he breathed, pausing for a long wet kiss, tongue and teeth nipping and licking her lips. "I want ya bad! Tell me what ya like, let me make ya feel good." He let his fingers slide over her hips and down between her legs rubbing the sensitive bundle of nerve endings above her already dripping entrance with the pads of his callused fingers. He grinned and shivered when she moaned softly. Moans were his weakness. He was surprised at how wet she was already. It pleased him to know how much she wanted him too. He kissed down her breasts and across her equally flat stomach and ran his tongue over the same area his fingers had just been teasing. Gods she tastes sweet! "Open up fer me baby girl. Spread yer legs. I promise ta make it feel very, very good." He coaxed as he pushed her creamy thighs further apart, his long fingers tracing patterns on the soft skin and lapped at both her clit and wet entrance, pushing his tongue inside her to stroke the slick passage and drink her juices, making her moan and tremble in his arms. Those sounds sent fire through his blood and made his cock drip in anticipation, but he was enjoying the way she squirmed and moaned so he drew out the foreplay. He was intent on making her come. In fact he intended to make her come a lot. It had been too long since he'd truly let go in bed and he wanted to make love to this beauty all night long and lavish his full attention on her. Since she seemed to be enjoying his tongue, he used it to the fullest of his ability. He continued pushing the wet muscle in and out of her tight passage, feeling her shiver and clutch his hair and shoulders. "Ya like that?" he murmured against her thigh, licking the sweet juice from his lips and when she said that she loved it, diving back in to get more. "Me too" The clear essance dripping from the pink petals nestled in the soft red curls was turning him on with a vengence! He pulled back to admire her, skin flushed with desire, green eyes hot and filled with longing and her womanhood dripping from his touch. He admired that pretty womanhood, it looked like a delicate pink rose and now that it was aroused and swollen a little from desire and his attentions, he could say it was the prettiest he'd every seen. He shuddered. No woman had ever been this responsive to him! He was not only turned on, but he felt desirable for the first time in a very long time! "I think ya got the prettiest flower I've ever seen" Gin looked up into her eyes, his own red eyes on fire.
"Oh gods Gin...so...so good!" she panted, clutching his shoulders. Her eyes drank him in, "You're so beautiful! Don't...don't stop! Please Gin, I want you so much!" Igrayne's eyes begged for him to give her the release he could feel building inside. She leaned up to whisper in his ear, "Use that oh so delciously wicked tongue between my pink petals." Well, who was he to deny his beautiful bed partner a request like that? Especially when she begged so sweetly and she was spread so enticingly beneath him. He gasped when her fingernails grazed his balls, sending a tickely, electric sensation through them. It was unlike anything he'd ever felt!
He responded by pulling his tongue out and slipping first one then another finger into her while lavishing attention on her clit. He hooked his fingers slightly, looking for the corresponding nerve endings inside. When she cried out and clamped down on his fingers, spasming around them he grinned. "Well looky what I found!" he teased cheerfully as he continued to pump her, riding out her orgasm, "An so responsive too!" When the last tremors had quieted, he withdrew his fingers and licked them clean, "Mmm, delicious." then he got a delightful surprise when she gently turned him over and crawled on top of his lean body.
"My turn! I'm sure you taste good too." she said in a bold, almost feline growl. She then lowered her head tracing fiery wet kisses all along his body, pausing to suck and tease a flat nipple into hardness, moving steadily south. She had her own teasing ideas though as she nibbled and licked all around his erection, his groin and down his thighs, but not where he was increasingly desperate for it.
"AH! Gods, baby girl yer such a tease!" he panted softly. When he groaned, thinking he couldn't bear her teasing another second, she took him fully into her mouth sucking with delicious friction, swirling her tongue around the hard shaft while bobbing her head up and down in a steady rhythm. She tore another loud groan from his lips when she cupped his testicles and massaged them firmly but gently. "Gods!..AH!" She nibbled up the shaft along the vein pulsing just under his skin and licked the sensitive crown, lapping up the precome with the pink tip of her tongue, then swallowed him down again. Just as he was about to come, she pulled her mouth off with a wet pop and blew across the heated flesh pushing him back from the brink, only to do it all over. She did it several times until he thought he would go crazy if she stopped again! He clenched his fingers in her long hair and held her in place as he rocked his hips in time with her movements. "Yer definitely a tease hime, but I'm so...(gasp) close! Don stop...don stop this...time! I'm...Ah gods! I'm gonna..." he never got to finish his sentence. He came in a her mouth so hard it made his toes curl and his back arch off the futon, groaning her name as he felt her throat muscles contract as she gulped and swallowed the hot salty fluid, managing to swallow it all down without losing a drop. Okay, maybe this business of being teased isn't so bad after all if this was the end result, he thought through a haze of pleasure. He grinned when she raised an eyebrow seeing he was still very hard. "Aw, ya didn think I was done yet did ya? I'm good fer at least two or three more times." then he considered her beauty and amended,"Maybe more."
"Well you're just full of surprises aren't you?" she said turning that beautiful,mischievous smile on him full force, seeming to light up the dim room. "As well as seemingly insatiable. You will forgive me if I regard that as a challenge?"
He just laughed and said, "Regard it any way ya like as long as I get ta be inside ya." She wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist and let him sink into her dripping slit. "Mmm, then lets see who wins this challenge hime." Despite having just come he felt a shudder run down his spine as wet folds, velvety soft and slick, clenched around him making him work for every inch. My my she's so deliciously tight! he thought with delight. The beautiful woman spread beneath him rocked her hips in silent invitation and he obliged with wholehearted enthusiasm, pulling out almost all the way, until only the tip was left inside her, before thrusting back in hard, setting a steady deep pace, feeling her writhe and twist beneath him. He was rewarded with the moans he was starting to crave.
"H..harder...please Gin harder!" He liked hearing her beg for it harder and he loved the sound of his given name on her pretty lips.
"Gladly baby girl, gladly." he whispered huskily slamming into her harder. "So ya like it hard huh? Good,so do I." Gin pulled her legs over his shoulders to get deeper, adjusting his angle to hit her most sensitive areas every time, feeling the first flutters around his hard cock, signaling she was close to the edge again, "Come for me baby girl, scream fer me!" he said thrusting harder, his accent coming and going in a quirk particular to him. One that she found devastatingly attractive. He was rewarded by her wordless cries as her next orgasm came crashing down, squeezing him in a vice grip that threatened to shatter his control and making him count backwards from 100. Just don't come yet, just don't come yet! He tossed sweat soaked dark silver bangs out of his eyes to watch her expressive face, taking as much pleasure in watching her reactions and the fact that he was responsible for them as in his own physical pleasure. When her cries got louder he muffled them in a wet kiss so each passionate cry and shivery moan was his alone as she arched up to meet each thrust. Finally his own need for release became too much and sent him over the edge as her next climax brought on his own, making him come loudly with her. "AH! IGRAYNE...AH GODS!" he cried, he was not usually this vocal during sex, but she seemed to bring it out in him! He couldn't have kept quiet if his life had depended on it! "Mmm," he breathed nuzzling her damp flame colored hair, " you feel sinfully good." he pulled out slowly making her moan softly and pulled her to rest her head on his shoulder. "Gotta rest after that. My knees are weak!. Yer wonderfully energetic, but it's been awhile fer me an I had a busy mornin on top of it." he panted trying to catch his breath
"That felt wonderful! Can't imagine why the girls aren't all over you with that gorgeous body and beautiful eyes and you certainly have a unique ability when you make love!" she said snuggling willingly into his side. She felt very good there.
"Well... other than my best friend Rangiku and you, none of the other ladies seem to find me attractive, they think I'm kinda...well creepy." he admitted reluctantly. "An I don show my eyes ta just anyone! Not everybody finds the color attractive."
"Their loss." his red haired bed mate said cheerfully, then reached up and kissed him soundly, "Guess that means you're all mine. There's nothing creepy about you, but there is something very sexy and I think your red eyes are stunning." Her words sent liquid fire through his blood. No woman evertalked like that about him!
"In that case, I think I'm rested enough baby girl, want somemore?" he asked, a teasing smile stretching his lips as he pulled her on top. His hands already leaving fiery trails along her breasts as he circled the nipples with his thumbs, pausing to lick and suck them bright pink and leaving her gasping and moaning his name. "Told ya I was good fer a few more, but I'm gonna make you do the work fer awhile." he grinned, then groaned as she slid down his body to take him in her mouth again, running the tip of her tongue along the throbbing vein on the sensitive underside. Damn, damn, damn! How does she know exactly what I like the most? She already blew me once! Can't believe she wants to do it again! Not even Rangiku knew what a slut he was for a good blow job! She was definitely going at it whole heartedly. Well I certainly ain't gonna complain! He groaned at the soft wet lips brushing his throbbing erection.
"You taste wonderful!" she said giving him a long lick, base to tip. "Do you like this?"
"Gods yes!"the silver fox laughed and said he stroked her bright hair, enjoying its thick silky texture. "You like doin it don'cha?"
" I like to make you feel good. To see how those beautiful eyes glow and feel your body stiffen and hear you groan my name." she said grinning, "and it's sexy to get you off like this."
"I'm gonna start thinkin ya can read minds hime." he said, then groaned softly as her wet tongue swirled around his shaft again. "Ah! Gods...mind reader whatever...just...don't...stop!" he shivered leaning his head back to let her do what ever she wanted. She drank him down without hesitation, willingly allowing his cock to slid past her lips, over her tongue and down her throat. Her tongue eagerly lapped the precome, collecting it and laving it over the throbbing head. The fiery singer manipulated his body as if she'd been hungering for him her whole life. Gin couldn't stop the moans leaving his lips, all perfectly timed with each slide of his cock down her throat "Harder, baby girl! Oh..gods! I'm so close!" he groaned, twisting his hips and fisting his hand in her hair, his breath coming in harsh pants. He tried not to choke her, but damn! She was so good at this! When she pushed him down her throat and swallowed around the oversensitive tip he came again. She pulled him out of her mouth at the last second,letting his thick seed coat her breasts and stomach. She dipped her fingers into it and licked them clean, repeating the action looking very like a cat licking up cream til not a drop remained on her skin. It was so erotic it left him panting and weak but wanting her even more. "My turn now and baby girl,"he murmured. "scream loud." Then he was pulling her on top of him and slipping back inside her welcoming heat, enjoying her gasping moan as she slid down his shaft. She really did make the cutest, sexiest noises, but he wanted more and louder and anyone who heard be damned! He didn't care if the whole inn heard them! He ground into her and thrust in harder, gripping her hips and guiding her up and down, using gravity to fuck her at a relentless pace. He liked her on top, he could watch all of what she felt flash across her expressive face. "Ah yer sweet, baby girl and so tight, but I want ya ta scream!" he pulled her down to kiss her, his tongue sweeping into her mouth nipping her lower lip. "Tell me what do I gotta do ta get em?" his red eyes seemed to glow with an inner heat that ignited her blood.
"Just...keep doing...what...you're doing!" then she grinned, " But harder."
" Yer a naughty girl ain't ya!" he breathed into her hair, "But I like naughty girls." He pulled out and turned her over onto her stomach remounting and entering her from behind. He swallowed hard, this angle made her tighter still! "Hope yer serious, cause yer gonna get it as hard as I can give it to ya. If it hurts, tell me. I won't stop, but tell me anyway." he said wrapping his arms around her hips and beginning to fuck her hard enough to rock her entire body, relishing the heavenly feeling, the slick, tight wetness and the heat. She put both hands on the wall and began to push back, rocking her hips to allow him deeper penetration until he was slamming into the back of her core. Gods I think I'm in love! I don't think it's ever felt this good before!
"Oh yes! That's it!" she cried, rocking back into his rough thrusts, ending in a wordless moan. Her loud moaning was having an affect on the handsome shinigami thrusting deeply into her willing, eager body. She could feel him getting even harder and he certainly wasn't holding back which pleased her. She gave herself up to the sensations he was sending, coursing through her body, unable to control the screams and not really trying, since he seemed to love them so. "Gin! So..."she had to pause to get enough breath to speak, "so good!" The silver haired man was literally fucking her breathless! When she gasped out those words he dug harder into her, literally shoving her over the edge into a toe curling orgasm, "Gin! GIN!" she shrieked as her vision dimmed a little.
"That's what I wanna hear baby girl!" he growled as he bit her neck and with a last deep thrust he emptied himself inside her, swept away by her cries. "Ah f..fuck!" he moaned loudly. He didn't usually swear unless he was uncontrollably angry, but he felt the need to vent his pleasure verbally as he felt his own climax rush through his belly and thighs. Now I know I'm in love! He thought hazily, She feels so... ! Do I...love her? He let his sweaty forehead rest against her shoulder for a moment. I think I really do care for her! What the hell do I do now?With a sigh he pulled out slowly and took her into his arms, trying not to let the turbulence inside show and not wanting to let go of her. This is impossible! She sighed in satisfaction and curled up in his arms like a kitten, making him smile. "Hime, you're amazing." he whispered, tilting her chin up to claim a wet kiss sliding his tongue against hers.
"Mmm I was thinking the same thing about you...my Merlin, you definatly worked magic on me." she smiled, running her fingers through his damp silver hair, then cupping his cheek. Then her green eyes became even softer as she looked at him. Gin was resting his head on his arm, tousled silver hair falling into his eyes charmingly, a slight warm smile playing across his lips as his free hand stroked her hair. For the first time since they'd met, he looked young and vulnerable and sweet.
"Penny fer yer thoughts hime." he said with a true smile, "Ya look so serious." the Kansai accent thick in his voice. She loved the sound of it. Oh admit it idiot! You love everything about him and you have since the moment he walked in the door! The funniest thing is that he has no idea how beautiful he is!She didn't know about the Shinigami, but if her people fell in love, as often as not, this was the way it happened. You either felt an intense connection immediately or you never did. That was simply the way.
"I was thinking of you and how adorable you look right now." she answered sweetly.
"Really?" he laughed, "Can't say adorable and me have ever been used in the same sentence before. At least not on purpose."
Igrayne leaned forward and kissed him deeply, a kiss which he returned with equal enthusiasm."Well they should be because you are." She shivered when his strong arms snaked around her to pull her closer, pressing her bare body to his.
"Ya really like me don'tcha?" he nuzzled her neck, before giving her another long, slow, wet kiss,letting his tongue play teasingly against her lips, as his hands wandered over the rest of her. "Can't think a what I did, but remind me later ta thank whatever god or goddess sent ya my way."
" Yes I do. I like you very much and I..I think I could fall for you very easily." she confessed, blushing prettily.
" I think I could fer you too hime, but, ya don belong ta this world do ya? Not sure how it would work. Besides, ya shouldn't. I'm not really the person you think I am. I'll admit though, for you, I might try to be." she noticed, midway through, he'd lost all trace of his accent. "You're not like anyone I've ever known before."
"Gin," she said touching his cheek, "I don't want you to be anyone else but who you are."
" You might not say that if you knew who and what I'm really am." he cautioned, but he was unable to pull away from her, though he knew he should. He sensed she was telling the truth, though he had no idea how he knew, but even if she knew what he'd done, she would love him anyway, so he smothered the more cautious side, oh admitit, the more cowardly side,in favor of exploring this new feeling. Whatever else happens, I'm gonna have this, have her, at least for now. For right this moment, whatever or whoever is listening, let me just be me! It's been so long and I'm so lonely! he pleaded silently to the darkness as he held her. It's been forever since someone wanted me for me!
"Yes I would." she answered firmly, "Who you were doesn't have to be who you are or who you will be. Not if you don't want it to be." After a long look from her clear green eyes she snuggled closer,enjoying the feel of his strong arms wrapped around her. "If you love someone, you have to love allof them, both good and bad."
"Ya really believe that don ya?" he whispered, his accent back full force. "Maybe yer right." For tonight at least he would allow himself to believe too. "Are ya tired?" he asked her, hoping she'd say no. "Cause I wanna make love to ya, like ya deserve ta be loved, not what I did before, although that was fantastic, but really love you and see what it feels like to be loved back." He smiled when her only response was a kiss that could have melted steel and as their bodies joined again, for the first time his heart was as involved in the act as his body. He knew there would be consequences if he stayed the whole night, but for once he didn't care. He'd face them later. He gave himself up to her and just loved, reveling in just being wanted. After hours of making love he watched her sleep, a gentle smile curving his lips and softening his expression, finally admitting to himself how he felt. I never believed in the whole love-at-first-sight stuff, but now...Oh Gods, I think that's exactly what's happened! I really think she could be the one! I don't know why, but I do! I do love her! I love her and it's impossible!he thought, as his fingers ran along her hair in feather light caresses. I can't deny how I really feel,but what the hell do I do? Aizen will kill me and he'd do worse to her! Gods...I...can't love her! He warned me not to get involved emotionally! It's a death sentence for both of us, but I do, no matter what, I do and it's totally impossible!He continued to wrestle with his thoughts until sheer exhaustion pulled him into sleep, his body still entwined with hers.
The soft light of sunrise greeted them as they awoke. Gins arms were still holding her almost possessively. "Good mornin beautiful." he drawled lazily, smiling at her. "Sleep well?"
"Mmm wonderfully." she purred sleepily as she stretched. "Did you?"
"Yep, ya wore me out hime,but it was more than worth it!" he grinned, then leaned in for a warm kiss. He kept his eyes half open, still drowsy. He decided that he did this because she liked them so much. No one else had ever loved his eyes before. For a while they lay kissing and just enjoying being together while they made love one final time, but finally reality intruded as they had known it would, "I hate ta say this, but I gotta leave soon. My Taicho won't be amused if I'm late. I'll probably get my ass chewed out for staying all night, but I'd do it again. You, pretty one, are more than worth a reprimand." Gin rose to dress, surprised by how much he dreaded leaving. "When are ya leaving?"
"Later today I'm afraid." she said sadly. "I don't want to but..." One crystal tear rolled down her cheek.
Gin cupped her chin and made her look up into his eyes, "Hey, none a that now. I don regret one moment a last night an I hope ya don either." he said gently and then gave her a soft kiss. "Will I see ya again? Cause, I'd like to. Will you be coming back?"
"No, no regrets at all and yes, I'd like to see you again too and I will come back here...eventually." she wiped her eyes and smiled.
"Will ya sing fer me once more before ya leave?" he asked softly in a tone she couldn't have resisted if she'd wanted to.
"Of course. What would you like to hear?"
"Anything. You choose hime." She considered a moment before she began to sing with no music to accompany her.
A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me...
And I know that only time will tell us how
to carry one without each other.
So keep me awake to memorize you..
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today...
If I could make these moments endless
If I could stop the winds of change...
If we just keep our eyes wide open
Then everything would stay the same...
And I know that only time will tell me how
we'll carry on without each other
So keep me awake for every moment
Give us more time to be this way..
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today...
We'll let tomorrow wait, you're here right now, with me
All my fears just fall away, when you are all I see...
We can't stay like this forever
But I have you here today...
And I will remember
Oh I will remember
Remember all the love we shared today...
Her eyes had tears in them but her voice remained clear and strong. Gin was hard pressed to swallow around the lump in his throat as he took her in his arms after the song ended. "Please don't cry hime. That was beautiful." he paused to brush back her hair and look into her eyes and said, "I promise, I will remember what we shared, for as long as I live. If...if there's ever any way I can break free of things I can't explain, I'll find you again. Resignation from the Seireitei isn't permitted, but If I can ever find a way... Until then keep last night in your heart. Will you do that?"
She nodded, "Yes and I promise that you'll never be alone again. No matter where I am, I'm still right by your side. Someday you will break away and I'll be waiting. Until then you'll be in my heart always." She undid a gold chain still twined in her hair, an emerald pendant on it and put it in his hand. "Until then if you're lonely, hold this and think of me."
"Hime, are you sure you want to offer me this?" he asked, looking at what had to be a valuable keepsake, but when she nodded he tucked it into his robe and touched her cheek then, reluctantly, let her go , " I have ta go, I don want to, but I have to. Be safe and know I do love you and I'll be thinking of you everyday." He gave her a deep, passionate kiss. "Bye sweet girl, you've given me more than ya know. Something I never thought I'd ever find." With that he rose and made his way to the door, grateful she wasn't crying, otherwise he might not have been able to leave. He went through the door and closed it without looking back, because he couldn't, because if he did he knew he'd stay and there would be hell to pay, but as he made his way up the path towards the Seireitei, he turned for one final look, "I want to stay, but I can't. I sold my soul a long time ago, but not my heart. That's yours. Always."
Authors note:
This is my first fan fiction so be kind. Reviews are welcome if they are honest, constructive criticism, but flames are not! If you have nothing better to do than bash, don't bother! ( I purposely spelled some words differently than in the original stories to further avoid copy write issues and I make Gin's eyes red because when I began writing this story the anime had shown them as red during his battle with Toshiro and I like them better that color. It makes his eyes more menacing when he does open them.)
Gin steps out of the shadows: "What's this? A story about me? How nice! (reads the chapter) My my, I even get ta be the good guy and I get the girl and I do mean "get" the girl! (grins) My how sweet, I even get to fall in love. Is there more or do they go their separate ways? I only like happy endings."
Me: "No there are more chapters but you'll just have to wait and see how it turns out. As for you being a closet nice guy, well Igrayne took the liberty of looking into your past, so she knows what you're afraid of and why you did what you did." (smiles)"She understands and loves you for it."
Gin: "I didn't think anybody knew my past. ( Considers quietly for a few moments) Hmm, could be interesting. Okay folks, this lady has my permission ta write a story about me, so be nice ( hand drops to Shinsou) or else! Think I like being a little nice and Igrayne is beautiful, not to mention all over me!" (Smirks) Being in a love story might be nice, especially where I'm the romantic hero for a change. Not many of those. At least not many where I'm straight and I'm still seldom a romantic good guy.
Me: "Oh there's a reason why you're so attracted to each other. Stay tuned to find out why."
Gin: "You mean it isn't just me? How disappointing!" (pouts)
Me "Of course it's you silly! You're gorgeous! I think so and Igrayne thinks so. There's just more to it than that! It's called a plot twist( kisses his cheek)
Gin: "Okay that's better."
Me: "The next chapter will be up as soon as I type it. I wrote the original in long hand on a notebook. I know the true meaning of writers cramp!" (Gin reaches out and massages the cramped fingers.) "Uh thanks."
Gin" (Smirks) Since I'm being nice anyway. Can't have my author getting cramps in her fingers can I? If you do I'll never get to be sexy, romantic and secretly good!"
Aizen steps out of the same portal Gin used: "What's this? Are you trying to seduce one of my followers away from me?"
Me: Oh pthththththth! I'm just borrowing him! Anyway I don't like you so get lost! (points at Gin) He's the hot guy, not you!
Aizen: "That's not very nice and what do you mean he's the hot guy? You make it sound like ugly but I'm not bad looking either. Some people consider me quite attractive."
Me: "Yeah well I'm not one of them Captain Cliché! You bore me to sleep with your I-planned-everything speeches! If I was still into slimeballs I'd go get my ex back! I can't stand even being near you and if I could find the delete button and get the jump on Kubo-san I'd erase your whole disgusting character! How's that for God-like power?
Aizen: Well, my my aren't you a little bitch? You still can't have Gin.
Me: Go ahead and stop me tough guy! (drops hand to keyboard) I have some friends with very interesting hacker talents and if I can't get rid of you completely I can still do interesting things to your character. How would you like a makeover? I'm reminded of some of my favorite Looney Tunes episodes. Wanna play? I dare you! I promise you won't like it. Oh and by the way, in my family, being called a bitch is a compliment. I'm not Momo and I bite!
Gin: (develops a sudden coughing fit. Leans against the wall trying to breathe!)
Aizen: What's your problem Gin?
Gin: Nothing! (swallows laughter) But I like her.
Aizen: You would! I thought you were more loyal! You're going to let a human insult me like that?
Gin: Aw come on! It's just a story! You're a big boy Sousuke, just ignore it! I guess you get to be the creepy one for once. (Turns to author,) So you think I'm hot huh?
Me: (mutters) Yes I do. Ok enough commentary. The next chapter is on the way. Just keep that closet pervert away from me! I'd hate to step in something!
Aizen stomps off while Gin collapses in another fit of laughter. Woman,I am going to be so much trouble,but I couldn't help it! I've never seen Sousuke so thoroughly hated before! Captain Cliché? I thought I]was going to die laughing!(Gin chuckles and wipes tears of laughter from his eyes) My, you really don't like him do you? So what brought that on? Most people find him charming.
Me: I don't! I've never liked him! The idiot is a walking cliché! Ok, you better go and apologise for laughing. I don't want to have to come and knock Aizen into another timezone for hurting you!
Gin: (still snickering) I honestly believe you would! Hmm, I'm glad you like me. You're a bit scary. Do you know that? Brilliant with insults, but scary!
Me: (grins mockingly) I learned from the best Gin dear. Ok people see you in the next chapter!
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Falling Slowly: Josh Groban
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