Disclamer: I don't own twilight…the talented S.M. does
The beginning or the end?
My toes hang over the edge yet I cant seem to regret the decision I was about to make.
Well the one I made the day edw- he left. My life has no meaning left. I have no will to live. Its like my own personal hell.
I want to live free and be happy again, be with e-ee-edward, but I can see that is a selfish thought on my part. So here I stand on one of LaPush's cliffs wondering what it would be like if I would have nevr met Edward. If I just stayed in phoenix or chose Jacob.
"what is this? Now your having second thoughts" I mumbled to myself. What if there was another way. It would kill Charlie if I left him alone in this world! Besides, renee has phil to take care of. And Jacob. He was my best friend, my personal sun, and even my love. But is that enough? Can he fully mend me. Stitch back my shattered heart? Yes I belive so. Besides I have everything to live for. With Jacob I can have humanity, a family to grow old with.
Just as I was turning around I stumbled over a rock and fell to my sure death.
No! it wasn't sopposed to happen this way.
"Jacob" I screamed until my body slammed into the cold depths of darkness. With the air knocked out of my body I couldn't swim back to the surface. Spots clouded my vision and soon I fell into oblivion.
"bella" I heard in the distance. "come on please, don't do this to me!" everything was slowly coming into place. "whaaa" I mumbled out .'oh thank god, what were you trying to do kill yor self?" who was that….oh Jacob. Wait, Jacob!
I just leaned forward and smushed my lips to his. That was all the inventation he needed to kiss back.
In that moment, the rest of our lifes began!
Xx: hey im sorry if this is a little shaky but this is my first fanfic. Pls review.