Hey everyone!:D

well this is my first ever yaoi,, or fan fiction! so please be nice to for the bad grammar , english is not me 1st lang. hope you enjoy it.. this is still a draft. i will add more chapters if you like!

please review:D

I start by talking about Kotetso and Izumo, But kakashi and iruka are the real couple. I was just introducing some background! i will add more humor if there was a next time:D

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Kotetso put down his head onto his crossed fingers, and slid down his chair and continued to stair at Izumo's back. He sighted and struggled to gather his courage to utter out a few words. After all, the awkward silence has gone for too long.

"Hey Izumo, are you… are you still mad at me?" Kotetso said hesitantly. He hoped that Izumo would see the look of shame and guilt on his face. But he received no answer; Izumo didn't even flinch or peek at him.

He felt worthless. Kotetso looked around his shoulder to make sure no one was there, and sat up to put his hand on Izumo's back. He started stroking gently Izumo's back to calm him down. Izumo has always loved this sensation, but he was too much pain to feel it now.

"I know what I did was unforgivable… I will never forgive myself for… I never meant to hurt you"

"Yeah sure… It is so Not obvious that cheating on me with kakashi would actually hurt" Izumo raised his voice heatedly. Still not looking at Kotetso, he twisted his back to signal for mate to move his hand, but instead kotetso clinched Izumo's shirt his fists. The same hand that used to relieve Izumo, now felt like a burden.

He turned and shouted at him, "get you hand off my back, get it off, you lost you right to touch me the day you touched him"

Tears piled up in the corner of his eyes but he didn't bother to wipe them, instead he placed his hand on his throbbing heart, and stared directly into Kotetso's eyes. "Apparently I didn't mean much to you… I wasted 6 years of my life being there for you, shame on you… no shame on me for being a fool". He stood up and stormed away.

The last few month, has been a nightmare to the old duo. Everything Kotetso said hurt izumo. every pain izumo felt , stung Kotetso ten time as hard. They were joined at the hip , now they can hardly sit together without sobs and whimpers. What happened?

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Kotetso was banished to the book store until for Izumo to finish cleaning the house. It was that time of the week; izumo swears that a trace of clutter follows kotetso everywhere. The poor guy was trying to pass time flipping through a magazine when he heard a familiar sound. Was that kakashi's cough?, is a new itcha itcha book out?

He followed to where the sound was. Not to his surprise, it was the adult section. Go figure! Kakashi had three magazines spread infront of him. Kotetso didn't really know what to think. Why three book! And what is that! Kakashi is gay O.O he glanced into the magazines, into kakashi's face, and then back to the exposed pages. I will not describe what he saw, but lets just say the K in Kakashi is for kinky!

"ita ita… hello Kotetso sempai" said kakashi while rubbing the back of his head. A pink hue covered the embarrassed smirk... but his face wasn't pink enough for that type of situation.

"………yes… hi" kotetso was in another world, his mouth open, eye brows almost collided with his hair line. His face was turning blue; apparently he forgot how to breathe.

"I think you should breath now… really … I think you might faint"

"Kakashi- sempai, are you gay?"

Kakashi gave out a gulp of air; he knew he had to answer.

"Well, not exactly…. I think I am curious… I am afraid I am a bit confused"

"oh, well that's normal"

"kotetso", kakashi dropped the suffix. (Kakashi, What are you thinking!)

"I am almost 30, I shouldn't be confused like a hormonal teenager" kakashi looked concerned.

"Would you care if I asked you some questions? I mean how did you know?"

Afterwards, Kakashi duped Kotetso into take a stroll with him. He was allegedly asking him a few innocent questions to figure out his sexuality. Some how these kinds of conversations with kakashi ended the same way. In the bed, kitchen, bathroom, may be the garden, you don't really know where you will end at with kakashi.

That night kotetso went back to his home to discover that Izumo prepared his favorite meal but feel asleep waiting for him. Remorse filled his insides and strangled his heart. How could I do something so stupid?

He didn't want to lose Izumo, and he didn't want to hurt him. However, it had to be done. May be he will be forgiven.

He went to the couch which Izumo had fallen asleep on, and planted his hand on Izumo's shoulder. He started shaking it softly to wake him up.

"Oh… you're back… did I fall asleep? … I am so hopeless I ruined your surprise… hey tetso, is something wrong? … Why aren't you answering me? … What's wrong? … Why are you crying?"

From here on, everything just got worse. Izumo decided that six years shouldn't be wasted over one mistake. He promised he will try to forget and forgive. Yet it hasn't been the same since then. Kotetso spent the next two month beginning for forgiveness. He was apologetic in everything he did. Sadly, Izumo was too inconsolable to notice.

Kakashi opened the bathroom door, and glanced inside with a skittish look on his face. He could see Iruka's nude arm, but he wanted more. So he revealed his shanen gun and took another look, to see all of Iruka's back. He nipped his bottom lip but was interrupted. A placid knock on the door graped his attention for a second but he decided who ever it is can wait. He turned to look back only for his head to slam into hit iruka's.

"Naughty boy, you'd think you know better than to spy on your sensei showering… he might just punish you" iruka warned, but his voice had more sex in it than menace. He pulled kakashi's right ear teasingly for a sec, then laid a firm slap in kakashi's butt.

"Bad boy… you deserve more punishment" He murmured

Kakashi walked towards iruka until he could feel the heat of iruka's breath on his lips. "Do you want to punish me… sensei?" he gently bit iruka's bottom lip and nibbled on it before iruka could answer. He moved his head back, he could see that iruka wanted his kiss. However, kakashi was a bit of a sadist. He was close barely for iruka's lip to want him, but didn't let there lips meet. "Or may be you want me to make it up for you?" he said seductively.

"Sensei" iruka corected kakashi's to let him know who is in charge.

"Let me think, taking all of you clothes off, puting you over my knee, and then enjoying giving you and old fashion spanking all night?" he said while he held kakashi's chin with his fingers. He tried to pull kakashi's lip, but there was no chance kakashi would give in his dominance.

"Or let me suck and fuck you all night" kakashi finished Iruka's sentence, and continued "sensei"

At this moment, someone started slamming at the door. Apparently, the neglected visitor was out patience.

Iruka, displeased with the interruption, ran to the door and opened it.

"What" he shouted

Izumo stood there clenching his fists.

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