Disclaimer: I don't own any gundam wing characters even though I would like
to.
A/N: Yes I am aware of this being the third (sort of) fanfic 'bout Heero's suicide, but I can't help it. Ideas just keep coming to me. P.S. It's up to you to imagine a place from where Heero can jump and actually kill himself.
Down To The Top
I stand at the edge, looking down. Freezing cold wind sends chills down my spine. I still can hear them shouting something to me but their voices turned into a muffled sound a long time ago. I don't concentrate on listening to them because I don't need to hear to know what they're saying. They try to talk me out of this but all their attempts are useless. They say that life is worth living but I know the truth, they know it as well but just too afraid to admit it. I'm standing here, one step away from the darkness. Something in me is against my suicide, it's pulling me back to my friends but I won't let this weakness break me. I think I made Quatre cry. Duo tries to comfort him. I don't know why they get so emotional about this, in the end we all die for some the end is just closer.Quatre tries to come up to me but Trowa won't let him. Says that if anyone approaches me I might jump. That's just silly I'll jump anyway, nothing can stop me now. I can feel Quatre's arms wrapping around me. He must've freed himself from Trowa's grip. His tears leave a wet spot on my shirt as they fall from his cheeks. "Please don't jump" 04 whispers in my ear. I can hear his words clearly. His soft tone of voice makes my will to stay only stronger and I know if I don't do it now I won't be able to do it later. The blond tightens his grip on me but I push him aside as I turn to face everybody. Still with tears in his eyes Quatre takes few steps back. I look at them, my friends. I see a sparkle of hope in their eyes. They think I will start moving towards them but instead I step back and fall into the empty void beneath me.
A/N: Yes I am aware of this being the third (sort of) fanfic 'bout Heero's suicide, but I can't help it. Ideas just keep coming to me. P.S. It's up to you to imagine a place from where Heero can jump and actually kill himself.
Down To The Top
I stand at the edge, looking down. Freezing cold wind sends chills down my spine. I still can hear them shouting something to me but their voices turned into a muffled sound a long time ago. I don't concentrate on listening to them because I don't need to hear to know what they're saying. They try to talk me out of this but all their attempts are useless. They say that life is worth living but I know the truth, they know it as well but just too afraid to admit it. I'm standing here, one step away from the darkness. Something in me is against my suicide, it's pulling me back to my friends but I won't let this weakness break me. I think I made Quatre cry. Duo tries to comfort him. I don't know why they get so emotional about this, in the end we all die for some the end is just closer.Quatre tries to come up to me but Trowa won't let him. Says that if anyone approaches me I might jump. That's just silly I'll jump anyway, nothing can stop me now. I can feel Quatre's arms wrapping around me. He must've freed himself from Trowa's grip. His tears leave a wet spot on my shirt as they fall from his cheeks. "Please don't jump" 04 whispers in my ear. I can hear his words clearly. His soft tone of voice makes my will to stay only stronger and I know if I don't do it now I won't be able to do it later. The blond tightens his grip on me but I push him aside as I turn to face everybody. Still with tears in his eyes Quatre takes few steps back. I look at them, my friends. I see a sparkle of hope in their eyes. They think I will start moving towards them but instead I step back and fall into the empty void beneath me.