"I
have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They
crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little
reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my
head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my
pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I
want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say
that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try
to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me
today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's
good for you"
blue october hate me...
"Im soo sorry!Please come back.please...I just want you back.I didnt mean any of it!
Look, look see Im getting better!Please..I promise Ill stop.You can go back if I dont!
I just want you back...plaese mom. I love you."
"Excuse me ma'am. i need to close up.Im really sorry.You can come back tommarow.Ill give you another minute..im sorry." as I heard the ground keeper close up his footstepps fading in to the night I realized how late it was!Charlie was going to kill me.Im sorry mom.Ill be back again as soon as I can.Charlie was probably drunk again anyway.I promise mom , Ill get better.No more drugs, no more cuting. I promise.i never got inot the sex scene...when you have scars and cuts almost everywhere evn in some awkward places like your thighs and sides and back alittle, its a sorta turn off for guys.You wont have to worry about me anymore.no more heart ache.I love you R.I.P.mom. Ill be back...
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