Lost Cause
Chapter 1
"Shut up! I don't care mom, just leave me alone" I screamed. "Renesmee don't you dare talk to your mother like that! Whilst you are living under this roof you will listen to us and that means no more cutting your damn classes!" My dad Edward yelled. Why can't my parents just back the fuck off? I don't need them, I don't need anyone! I allow them to do their thing why can't they just allow me to do mine? I ran up to my bedroom and slammed the door and started to pull out my drawers and put all my clothes into my suitcase. Then my door opened abruptly and in came the Starsky And Hutch of Georgia. I sighed ready to hear whatever they had to say. "Renesmee, where are you going sweetheart? We don't want you to leave, we just want you to have your education so that you can the best future possible" my mom Bella said. "Mom really and truly, whatever you say is not gonna change my mind, the damage has been done. I'm leaving. I'm sure you and dad and the whole community would be happy to see the back of me anyways. I'm a lost cause right?" I said as I zipped up my suitcase. "And where will you go? Do you even have a place to stay, do you have money or..." "Bella" dad interjected "Lets not talk about it in the sense like she's actually leaving, she isn't going anywhere" Dad said calmly. I scoffed "Yes I am, I'm going to Rileys" I said back just as calmly. "The hell you are Renesmee! Now unpack your bags!" dad exploded. " For fucks sake, I'm not 5 years old anymore dad, I can do what I want! And I am old enough to deal with the consequences anyway! I huffed "Renesmee, you are acting like someone a lot younger then 5 years right now! Look at you! Throwing all your toys out the pram for what? Because you have a mother and a father who care about you and you don't like that fact? If you want to go, leave!" dad yelled pointedly looking into my eyes. I grinned and picked up my suitcase. "Edward?!" mom said her face contorted at what he'd just said."How could you say that to her?" she screamed, her voice breaking. "You can't give her what she wants, she doesn't even know what she wants yet and..." I cut in before she could say anything else. "You know what mom, maybe your right, maybe I don't know what I want yet," I said as I stood up with my suitcase in my hand and rucksack on my shoulder. "But I do know what I do want, the both of you twisted fucks out of my life. For good." And with that I walked out leaving them both looking like goldfish with their moves open.
I walked out of that house slamming the door hopefully for the last time ever and walked to the bus station, I wasn't really going to Rileys but of course they didn't need to know that, I just used that line to build up their anger. Actually I don't know where I'm going but I need to find somewhere ASAP, I do really love them but they just don't understand me, and neither does anyone else in this neighborhood. I've been suspended from my school 8 times, not for doing anything bad, just bunking class and going to my boyfriends house or smoking or something little like that, and of course I've had a couple fights with bitches who like to think they are the Regina George of the school and belittle other students, But other then that I'm a pretty chilled chicken, it's just my parents 'traditional' views and my 'modern' views that clash every now and again. But this is the first time I've left so I'm not really sure where to go or what to do. BZZZZ BZZZZ, my phone went off in my pocket. Uh oh. "Hello my favorite auntie alice" I smiled into the phone, "Don't try that shit on me renesmee cullen, I just got a call from my brother and your mother, one right after the other, what is wrong with you child? They are very upset with you nessie, why can't you just at least try to be good or don't smoke infront of them and at least tell them where you are. Don't make them start a search party in the middle of the night to look for your as. You need to conform to their rules at least until you are 18?" Alice said in one breath. "Ali, I'm 17 in 3 and a half months, what's the difference and you don't understand it's like prison being in that house, they don't want me to grow up or have a life, all they care about is theirselves and their work, please can I come stay with you?" I pleaded, "Just for a couple of months?" I said hoping the hint of hope in my voice will come through on the other side of the receiver. I heard aunt Alice sigh. "Nessie, if I say yes and you come stay with me and Jazz you will have to conform to my rules AND you will have to apologize to your parents, whether you want to or not I don't care" she said in a alice style 'stern voice' which really wasn't stern at all. "Oh my gosh! YES I promise, I just need a break from them, I promise to totally behave and be so good for you and uncle Jasper. I'll be such an angelvyou won't even want me to leave and..." aunt Alice cut in, "Renesmee you are doing my head in already, go home and I'll call your dad, I'll fill him in and get your flight booked for about 11 tomorrow okay?" Wait what?" Ermm, flight? What do you mean flight? It only takes an hour by bus to get to yours doesn't it?" I heard aunt alice chuckle at the end of the receiver. "Diddnt anyone tell you? Me and jazz moved, to Forks" Forks? Isn't the population in that town like 11, oh great, I thought as I slapped my hand to my head,"Oh well better than being in this beautiful town right" I hear alice chuckle again, "Great! Well you get your backside home missy, and I'll call you in the morning! Byee!" Arghhh I groaned as I put the phone into my pocket. 'Forks, really?'. I thought to myself as I walked back to my house.
A/N: End of chapter 1 guys, finally made it *dances* sorry if it's short but I'm new on here and just playing around with ideas and stuff! I should update again soon, let me know what you thought by clicking the beautiful review button below :D. See you again soon!