DISCLAIMER: I no own. Chu no sue. I get to play around with characters. Chu don't. *sticks toungue out*
A/N: Yush, another oneshot...I need to stop making these and start updating...o.o...Oh well, I'll do that tomorrow XP
ON WITH THE ONESHOT!
***DUNCAN'S POV***
I clutched onto her body as I felt it grow colder beneath me. Her lips started to grow blue as I called the ambulance.
"Please hold on for me, Gwen. Please," I begged, the rare diamonds called tears making their way into my eyes. Her back was a bleeding mess, as I tried desperately to put pressure on it, to stop her crimson sin from escaping, and leaving me with just a shell of her. Her eyes looked into mine, conveying words I did not want to hear spoken. They would only confirm my worst fears. She would survive from this gunshot, she couldn't die. Not yet.
"Just stay a little while longer, Sunshine. The ambulance will be here soon, please stay with me," my pleas became stronger as I saw that light leave her eyes. The light that made me call her Sunshine. She called out my name, and I just held her tighter, praying that the ambulance would come soon. No, my brain was in a steady state of denial of what was happening right now. If her heart stopped beating, mine would too. That I was sure of. My remaining hopes started fading away, as I saw the blue on her top becoming stained from the blood on her back. Her lovely pale skin was becoming a sickly pale, bringing out a stark contrast to the blood on her. I held her tighter, just wishing this would be a nightmare and I would just wake the fuck up.
"Duncan," she called out my name, with her voice only just a faint whisper.
"No, Sunshine, you'll be okay. Please just be okay for me. I love you, Gwen," I said my innermost feelings at that moment, hoping in vain it would be enough to shock her back to life. Instead, she smiled. Her face looked more content then I had ever seen it.
"I love you too, Duncan," she whispered as loud as she could, her eyes saying nothing but the truth. Gwen felt the same about me, I realized with a shock and smiled brightly, but then, I started panicking, it wasn't like my Sunshine to say those kinds of things, no matter how happy I was to hear it. My fears only gained more substance as I felt her breathing slow and her heartbeat start to fade. No. I thought. I couldn't lose her, not right now. Not ever. I started calling out her name louder than ever before. Dread was beginning to settle in me, as I saw her begin to slowly die. This could not be happening. I could see my glistening tears weaving their way into her hair, or landing on her face meeting tears of her own. All I could see was her, and I just prayed to a god I never believed in to make her live. Remorse coursed through me as I saw her chest move the slowest it has ever moved, why did I need to take her to one of my meeting with my friends. I should've never listened to her, but now I couldn't go back. I sobbed her name as I felt her heartbeat stop, and her eyes closed. It looked as if she were meerly sleeping, but she wasn't. She had died in my arms, I numbly realized. It was all my fault, everything.
"No," I whispered, the demon called reality slowly stepping in. I would never see her smile, hear her laugh again. And it was all because of my fucking 'friend' that I just recently shot. I gently laid her body upon the ground, trying to not cause more damage to it. This was not supposed to be the last image I ever saw of her. She was supposed to be happy, not this. Never this.
After a few minutes, the ambulance finally arrived. Paramedics swarmed around her as I stared. In about a minute or so, they realized nothing could be done for her. I felt the last shred of hope I didn't even know existed just crumble as they loaded her into the ambulance. No doubt to be put in a morgue, but I quickly thought of something else since that sickened me to think she would be put in a place where normal people went. She was anything but. Come on, she was Sunshine.
I started to walk home, ignoring my car since it didn't even matter now. Nothing mattered anymore, I realized numbly. My emotions were in turmoil, and I was feeling drained now, as if I had run a mile physically and mentally. Going inside my house was terrible, since my mom looked at me with a concerned look, and started bombarding me with questions.
"Mom, I need to be alone now," I said, and left her there, looking confused and hurt.
There was only one thing that could possibly cheer me up, but I ran out of it. That was the reason I went to go with Gwen...tears sprung in my eyes, and I decided not to think of that right now; the wound was still fresh. She said she fucking loved me...then died. Was that what it took us to be together and admit how we felt for each other? I groaned and buried my head in a pillow on my bed. It smelled like her since she was over before we went...
I just couldn't take this anymore. She, my Sunshine was all that I thought of now...and I'd never see her again...
How was I going to deal with life now that she was gone? How? My hands were still filled with her blood, I finally figured out with a start.
Going into the bathroom, I scrubbed my hands as best as I possibly could under the tap, but even with her red sanguine fluid looking like it was off, it still felt like my hands were covered in it. I felt so guilty, I could've taken that bullet for her, I could've done something. At that moment, I realized I was never going to be able to be cleaned of her blood. She was going to be on my mind forever.
All because of that damn gunshot.
A/N: What do chu think...I'm not to sure about this one...and sowweh for any typos...meh glasses are off right now :3
Don't kill meh, I just wanted to try something new, so tell meh what chu think...don't expect anything like this anytime soon XP
Now I have done the writing...
Chu must do the satisfying...
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