So this is my first fanfiction that I have submitted. I hope you like it. (This follows the TV show not the books.) Enjoy!

I do not own anything from Gossip Girl (charaters, plot, etc).

Erik & Chuck

Erik's POV

After leaving the party I just walked aimlessly along the road. Well, I thought, It's out. Everyone knows I'm gay. It could have been worst. Instead of me coming out in front of a few hundred people that few hundred people could have walked in on me and Asher having sex. (Not that we ever had sex but…)

About 5 minutes into my walk a limo pulled up beside me, the window rolled down. I expected it to be Serena but no. It was Asher. He looked pretty relaxed, with his cute smile.

"Erik, can we talk for a second?"

"Sure," I said uneasily as I got into the limo. I didn't notice until I saw him up close, his eyes were filled with fury.

His calm smile dropped. "What the hell is your problem?" he seethed. "I mean, forcing me to come out in front of all my friends and letting Blair send in that tip to gossip girl!" He grabbed my arm with bruising strength, making me face him.

"Asher, you're hurting me." I tried to sound tough but the words come out as a whimper.

"This will feel like nothing when I'm through with you." My eyes widened. "Since you made sure everyone knows I'm queer I what to show you how queer I really am."

Before I had time to react Asher grabbed a fist full of my hair and crashed his lips to mine. This kiss was nothing like the others we shared. They were usually soft, sweet, secret kisses shared in the dark or in empty hallways in school. This kiss was rough and fierce. He bit down on my lower lip hard enough to draw blood. When I tried to push him off he leaned away and back handed me across the face.

"Come on, Erik," he whispered in a sickly sweet voice. His breath brushing against my ear. "I thought this is what you wanted." Asher's hand slipped down to undo my belt.

I began to panic, bucking my hips, trying anything to get him off of me. I failed miserablely. Before I even realized it, Asher had both of our pants off and was working on taking off my underwear.

"Please stop," I whimpered. When his lips left mine and travelled across my jaw.

Asher pulled back, I thought for a second that he was done. Then he flipped me over. I started to scream once I realized what he was doing.

"Shh shhh" he chided. When I refused to listen Asher pulled up my tie to my mouth as a make-shift gag. Moments later my underwear was completely off and heard him spitting onto his hand, lubing up his cock.

I screamed and flailed but nothing worked. Asher pushed in hard and fast. My muffled screams grew louder as he began to thrust. The pain was so horrible I started to blackout.

When I came to Asher was sitting on the other side of the limo with a glass of what I guess was a Scotch-like product. He knocked on the window to the driver. "Pull over."

He stood up and literally threw me out of the limo. I tried to brace my fall but my legs were numb from the pain. I fell flat on my face onto the pavement. Asher, with one final look of disgust, closed the door and the limo drove away leaving me cold, broken and alone on a New York City sidewalk. Tears fell down my face as I attempted to pull myself to the nearest bench. Once there I took out my cell phone and began to sob. Scrolling through my contacts list I realized I had no one to call. There was no way in hell I could call mom or Serena and explain this. Jenny's pissed at me and I had no other friends from school. Shit! Then I scrolled past a name I probably would have never even thought of and passed dial. What did I have to lose?

"Chuck Bass," he answered.

"Chuck…I need your help."I tried not to cry but my voice still cracked.

"Erik? Is that you?"

"Ye-ah" I hiccupped.

"Are you okay?" Genuine concern from a Bass? Wow.

"Um…not really. Can-can you come and get me?"

"Yeah, sure. Where are you?"

"I-I…I don't know," I started crying again. "I don't…I don't. Oh God, I-I…" Hyperventilating.

"Calm down, Erik. It's okay. Just tell me what you see." I could hear him getting into his car.

I looked around and for the first time I noticed what was around me. "I think I'm near Central Park." I continued to describe everything around me.

"Don't worry. I think I know where you are. I'll be there soon…Do you want me to get Serena?"

"No! Please don't," I pleaded.

"Okay, I'll get there as fast as I can." And he hung up. My eyes suddenly felt incredibly heavy. I tried to fight off the sleep. I lost.

When I woke up Chuck was shaking me. "Erik? Erik! Wake up!"

I lifted my heavy lids and murmured, "Ow."

"Oh thank god! Erik, are you okay?"

All I could do was shake my head. It hurt too much more anything else.

Chuck put his arm under my shoulder and lifted me up. The movement caused my entire body to scream in protest. Chuck looked at me, worry filling his pretty eyes. Suddenly he picked me up like a baby and carried me to his limo. Once we were at his house he started with more questions.

Please review! I might continue this but I'm not sure where to go after chapter 5 (I think it's 5...or maybe 4. I can't remember.) Anywho if you have suggestions please tell me. I'll update as fast as possible.