They are my best friends near me, yet my worst enemies from far away.
I help them to gain above me, but they help me not when i may rise from them.

all our lives, it will be like this. no happiness, no joy to fill the heart, no enthusiasm for life itself.
no one stops to think what would happen if i actually was nice to him, no one thinks at all.

I am, to the outside word, no one, nor do i exist, or take up space.
my so called friends, what do they want with me? i am not tall, and smart,
nor am i bold, and daring.
i do not have any special abilities,
nor do i turn everyone's head by merely walking in to a room.

I am not many things, yet i am me!
people tell me to grow up, to learn the simple things about life.

i have learned.
i have learned all there is to learn.

so tonight, it shall

END.