Nothing is perfect for long.
Chapter 1 : getting you back
katniss pov
Everyone is taking my pictures wanting my autio-graph, I grab out for Peeta's hand but I come up short then it comes to me that its over the hunger games is over I wont have peeta there anymore, I have to remind my self that all of it back in our little cave was an act for the vuers of panem.
I don't know what it is because I know it was an act but Peeta didn't so that mean he really dose love me I should love him back and I do some where deep down but for now I want to be friends but have him there when I need him is it to selfish to ask though.
As I ponder the though prim comes running in to my arms I hug her so tighly she smells of home, iv misses this smell so much while iv been away I start to cry.
"why are you crying katniss your home safe now" she said wondering on this very special occasion why im sad "these are happy tears prim im crying because iv missed you so much and now your back in my arms" I huffed the words out.
Prim slowly gives a smile then walks right past me I turned my head, she walked up to peeta and he bent down she gave him a kiss on the cheeck and whispered something in his ear and he gave the gring that melts me at the core and whispered somthing back and it was a long whisper to .
She walked back with a little grin on her face " what was all that about" I asked mistified "nothing for you to worry about let me get you home wear you belong" she took my hand and lead me to our new house in winners village.
Its warm and clean it smells of roses and lillys I was taken away by how big it was then my mother jumped on my with hugs and kisses but I really didn't want them, she thinks its ok to shower me with kisses and everything will be ok but it won't she left me to deal with everything even feeding her and prim.
"welcom home babe girl the bath is run its fresh and clean water" she gives me a smile and rubbed my cheeck but I turned my face away.
"I'll take you up" prim chimed "yeah id like that" she came over and grabbed my hand, everything was ok im home and everyone is safe.
The bath relaxed me abit and I headed to my new room it was big and freshly colored with yellows and blues I got in under the bed sheets but trying not to fall asleep this will be the first night in weeks that I haven't slept with Peeta by my side but soon im gone.
"Katniss katniss" I hear Peeta calling my name he's in troubel "Katniss where are you" he sounds so weak, I run though bushes and I bumped in to a tree but I found him lieing on the floor surrounded by blood his own blood.
I run and get down on my hands and nees and cradle him.
"Peeta your ok everything is going to be ok" he tilts his head but at me "I love you Katniss" and then he is gone.
I jolt up screaming it was only a dream I keep repeating to myself it was only a dream, Peeta I need to find peeta.
I tried getting out of bed but all the sheets sticked to the exposed skin from all the sweat dripping off me.
All I need is Peeta I don't care that iv only got a top on and that you can see my panties or that if got no shoses on I just need to know if he is ok.
I run out of the door of my new house and sprinted for the next door along witch was the house Peeta won, I smacked my fists hard on the wood in a rhythem for several seconds befor I near sound from inside I stand back from the door as someone opended it and there he was I ran and jumped up on him and wrapped my legs tightly around his thighs.
"your ok" I said it as a question "yes im fine Katniss" and he pulls me closer and I slam the door shut with my foot and jumped down, I took his hand and lead him upstaires and I climed in to his bed and he kindly followed.
I slowly layed my head on his chest.
"peeta im so sorry but I reilise now that it wasn't a show I love you and I need to be with you, you make everthing ok"
"I love you to Katniss and always have sleep now and we will talk in the morning" and as soon as he said that I felt safe enough to sleep.
Hoped you enjoyed it more reviews I get quicker ill update Pleas review your thoughts on what should happen next and how I should play out the lemon scene Thanx for reading chapter 1
