Chapter 1.

This is my second Victorious Fan-Fiction story featuring Jade and Cat (Cade)

I hope you guys enjoy this, I would really appreciate reviews and any help you can give me, you should also check out my other story 'Do you love me?' featuring Elizabeth and Ariana (Eliana)
Many thanks, Katie :P

(Btw, I made up most of the stuff here, It's more fun like that)

DISCLAIMER NOTE: I DO NOT OWN VICTORIOUS!

"Cat?" Tori called. "Robbie?".

"Cat... Robbie... where are you?" Jade moaned, obviously fed up wandering around. Jade and Tori were off looking for the dizzy red head and the creepy puppet dude. The gang all went camping for the weekend in the woods just outside the city. Cat and Robbie had wondered off in search of firewood to cook the marsh mallows Andre had brought. It had been a hour since they had left, and Tori and even Jade were starting to worry. Cat was her best friend and she would die without her she didn't care about Robbie, but Cat she loved.

They had first met each other, 11 years ago when they were both only 6 years old. Jade used to be such a happy child, she loved pink. She went to the park, played on swings and she loved puppies and kittens and everything that she now hated. It happened when she was 7, this is when she turned to.. well jade. Cat was the only person she now 'hung' around with that had ever seen her happy. Cat treasured those days. When ever she is down she watches a video she has of her and Jade when they were both 7, having a water fight. Jade was really close with her mother before she passed away on the 25th of November. After this happened Jade's life just fell apart her dad, turned to drink and drugs. Then when she was 10, her dad couldn't cope with her anymore. He put her into care, Then when she was 12, she was adopted into a lovely family. She loved them deep deep down, she just never showed it. The only person she showed love to was Cat.

"Hey Jadey, Tori!" Cat shouted jumping out from behind a huge oak tree. Robbie followed behind Cat, hiding from Jade who he was a little scared of. I mean everybody was scared of her.

"Cat, Where the hell were you?" Jade said slapping Cat's arm.

"Getting wood with Robbie... remember silly!" She said playfully hitting Jades arm, giggling.

"Com'on guys. We better get back to the guys!" Tori said bossing around everybody like usual Jade thought to her self. Not normally would Jade keeping things to herself but there was no way she could get out of this as Beck wouldn't let her. Beck was acting up right now, he was seriously annoying her these past couple of weeks. She had been thinking of cutting it of with him.

"Jadey!" Cat attacked jade around her waist and they both fell to the floor. Jade made sure Cat's skirt stayed down or Robbie would attack her. He's loved her for like forever but Jade would never let him near her.

Jade had a secret that not one of her classmates, not one person in the world new about. She was in love with Cat and had been since she met her, ever sleepover they had, Jade never slept, she just sits for the whole night and watches Cat sleep. The only reason she was dating Beck was to mask her love for her best friend. She had had many a dream of Cat. She wishes for just one night, alone. Naked and together! Who's she kidding. She wants to spend the rest of her life with her, she wants to marry her, have children with and to die in her arms. She can't tell her though, no never. She couldn't ever tell anybody that she was gay and always had been, if she broke it off with Beck she would have to tell him why. She couldn't hurt him like that. She loved him, but only like a friend. When ever the made love, she thought of Cat, her body, her eyes, her hair. Everything about her!

That night, Jade done what she always done at night. She waited until everybody else had fell asleep then sat up and watched her, breathing in and out, in and out.

"Jade?" Said cat opening her eyes. "Fuck" Jade thought. Normally as soon as she saw her waking up, she fell straight to the mattress and she pretended to sleep. She was to busy staring at her, to notice her waking up. "Hi Cat," She said slowly after a pause.

"Why have you been staring at me for like half an hour?" Cat looked scared.

"What?" She stumbled.

"You're been staring at me for like an have hour, why?" She sat up and was looking at Jade in her eyes. What Jade would do to her, He would love to grab her and kiss her all over. "Jade?" She glared at her. "Answer me, Jade. I'm worried now."

"I couldn't sleep, plus your really cute when you sleep..." She mumbled under her breath, hoping cat didn't hear her.

"Thanks Honey, but you never took your eyes off me, like at all?" She said lying back down. "I think you should try and get some sleep, now it's getting really late. I don't want you to be tired in the morning,"

"Ok Cat, but only for you," Jade giggled but underneath her icy skin, she was dying.

She lay down and closed her eyes, thinking about her best friend only in a way in which made her smile.

"Drive by acting exercise, Your all grumpy old Irish men with a squirrel down your pants, Go!" Jade loved these, it made her feel happy, which was never good, i mean shes Jade. The whole class started walking around like idiots. *Ring* *Ring* *Ring*. "Ok, see you tomorrow guys!"

The group picked up their bags and headed to get some lunch. "Look what i got guys?" Cat squealed bringing out the new edition of Sky Store, the spring edition. "The litter box is back but now it plays Rock and Roll music," She giggled. For the rest of lunch, Jade sat on Beck's knee thinking of cat although she didn't know it. Tori and Andre sat talking about music - like they always do. Cat sat and looked through her Sky Store and Robbie sat with rex flirting with Trina who is way out of his league.

"Jade," Cat said. "Wanna hang out tonight since Becks going to Canada?"

"Sure," Jade smiled. "I'll come over about 7ish?"

"Sounds good," Cat returned the smile.

...

As jade drove to Cat's later on the night, so many thoughts were going through her mind. Should i tell her? If i told her and she dosn't feel the same our friendship would never be the same ever again. She put on the radio to get rid of the thought of Cat.

...

"How can I think I'm standing strong,

Yet feel the air beneath my feet?

How can happiness feel so wrong?

How can misery feel so sweet?

How can you let me watch you sleep,

Then break my dreams the way you do?

How can I have got in so deep?

Why did I fall in love with you?"

I can't help but love her, You can't help feelings. A tear started slowly falling from her left eye.

"This is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been

Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,

This is the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,

I was never crazy on my own...

And now I know that there's a link between the two,

Being close to craziness and being close to you."

...

By this time Jade was in full blown tears.

I fixed (hopefully) all of the mistakes. Sorry about that, Spelling's not my strong point :P