He stared, panting, as the blonde haired god walked away from him and gathered his clothes.
It was always this way. A brilliant shag and the Slytherin would shower and go back to his family. There were never loving words murmured, never a show of love but he'd taken what he could get for the past 10 years.
They'd met the first time at Hogwarts, when he was but a child. They'd bumped into each other again in the ministry of magic, where they'd ended up shagging quickly in a deserted men's washroom.
Ever since that day in the ministry it had been like this. He'd floo in for a fantastic shag and then cast a cleansing charm, gather his clothes, dress, and walk right back out the floo. Less than an hour together and his heart would break just a bit more.
Finally after 10 years, he'd had enough.
"Stop," he called out.
His platinum haired god turned and looked at him. "What is it Harry?" He asked impatiently.
Harry got up from the bed and moved to stand in front of him. "We started out as a quick shag in a washroom, but I've been in love with you for at least the past 9 years. You can't tell me that you don't feel anything for me. You can't tell me that this has been nothing but sex for you for the past 10 years."
The blonde sneered. "Potter, you've been nothing but my toy. I'm sorry that your life is so pathetic that a quick shag a couple of times a week has caused you to fall in love with me, but I assure you that there is no reciprocation to your feelings. Goodnight" his lover said, as he flooed away, for what he didn't know would be the last time.
Harry sat on the floor, against the wall, crying as he summoned his straight razor from the bathroom. He slid the sharp blade down the vein in his arm from his wrist to his elbow and as the blood pooled on the floor he dipped his finger into his own blood and wrote his last words on the wall before he passed out.
Three days later when Hermione became worried and let herself through Harry's floo to check on him after he'd not answered her or Ron's calls, she saw his pale, lifeless body, and the message he'd left for all to see.
Luc, it was never just a shag