Summary: I was in love with him, He was in love with me.. But no one wanted to accept the facts that we were in love.. No one saw the real Chris Jericho.

The first time I saw him.. My breath caught in my throat

Those eyes of his were intoxicating... He was so damn handsome it was almost sad

That night was my first night as a wwe diva... back in 2004,

The first night of my life, the night I realized what my dream was

Chris was always known as a cocky, arrogant, jackass

At least when he was on tv, off screen he was the opposite

But no one wanted to get to know him, they tried to warn me

The pushed on and on that he was a bad guy, that he was heartless

That he was the same guy on Raw each week

That what he had done to Shawn Michaels was the only side of Chris Jericho

As they ushered on and on about what kind of a guy Chris was they never knew

The real Chris Irvine

They never saw the loving father figure that I did

Now, It's too late, and they cry there fake tears trying to console me

Now, They act like the loved him all along, they pretend that they loved him

They say they love me and say that they are there for me

I don't believe that for a second, they didn't love me

If they loved me, they would have let me have him

They wouldn't have pulled me away and let me cry myself to sleep

Now, they pretend that they knew how great he was

They say they knew him along

And now, because of them, he's gone

I now have to wake up every morning in this regret

They tell me not to blame myself, I don't

I blame them, for the lies

I blame them for not letting me have the one guy who loved me

They said I'd just be a one night stand

That We'd never last

We would have, we would have been perfect

If I just had a moment with him

I would say "I love you"

I would kiss those beautiful lips one last time

Now I can't even look at that stone in the ground

And the body buried 6 feet under was the body of an angel

Despite, what everyone may think, He loved his fans

He loved the wwe

He loved his family

And he loved me... Now the world will never know who Chris Irvine really was,

An Angel

This was just a random fic I thought of, I just started writing and the words were flowing, Happy Holidays Everyone!!