Summary: I was in love with him, He was in love with me.. But no one wanted to accept the facts that we were in love.. No one saw the real Chris Jericho.
The first time I saw him.. My breath caught in my throat
Those eyes of his were intoxicating... He was so damn handsome it was almost sad
That night was my first night as a wwe diva... back in 2004,
The first night of my life, the night I realized what my dream was
Chris was always known as a cocky, arrogant, jackass
At least when he was on tv, off screen he was the opposite
But no one wanted to get to know him, they tried to warn me
The pushed on and on that he was a bad guy, that he was heartless
That he was the same guy on Raw each week
That what he had done to Shawn Michaels was the only side of Chris Jericho
As they ushered on and on about what kind of a guy Chris was they never knew
The real Chris Irvine
They never saw the loving father figure that I did
Now, It's too late, and they cry there fake tears trying to console me
Now, They act like the loved him all along, they pretend that they loved him
They say they love me and say that they are there for me
I don't believe that for a second, they didn't love me
If they loved me, they would have let me have him
They wouldn't have pulled me away and let me cry myself to sleep
Now, they pretend that they knew how great he was
They say they knew him along
And now, because of them, he's gone
I now have to wake up every morning in this regret
They tell me not to blame myself, I don't
I blame them, for the lies
I blame them for not letting me have the one guy who loved me
They said I'd just be a one night stand
That We'd never last
We would have, we would have been perfect
If I just had a moment with him
I would say "I love you"
I would kiss those beautiful lips one last time
Now I can't even look at that stone in the ground
And the body buried 6 feet under was the body of an angel
Despite, what everyone may think, He loved his fans
He loved the wwe
He loved his family
And he loved me... Now the world will never know who Chris Irvine really was,
An Angel This was just a random fic I thought of, I just started writing and the words were flowing, Happy Holidays Everyone!!
