As I looked out of the plane window at the sunny skies of Orlando I was content and excited. You see my name is Amber Uley, or Amber Samantha Lucia Uley. Whatever you prefer. I live with my mom at the moment, but you see we tend to fight allot. When I told her I wanted to go live with my brother Sam and his wife Emily she pretty much had a hissy fit at me. I feel bad because I am leaving my half sister Selene by herself with Robby her dad and my mom.

At first she was really mad at me she kept repeating " Don't leave me alone with Miranda!" She doesn't really like my mom.

You see the real reason I wanted to leave is because I want to be me. You might think what? How can someone not be themselves! Well I'm living in a shadow. I have an older sister named Kristen and she was always the popular, beautiful, straight A getting perfect daughter. Everyone compares me to her. Even my mom!

So you see in La Push there will be no Kristen, no Mom, no anyone. I'm so excited I haven't seen them since I was 7 years old.

When I got off the plane, it wasn't very hard to spot Sam, he was the huge tan one with the short ink black hair and tan skin.

Sam and I look allot alike. We both have dark skin, brown eyes and straight black hair. While Sam is 23 I am only 18 though. Plus he's 6'5 and I am 5'3. I'm very short, apparently I get it from my dad, who neither of us have ever met.

" Sammy! Emmy!" I ran into their open arms and was pretty much suffocated.

"Amber I missed you so much" Emily squealed and Sam just hugged tighter. As we drove to La Push in Sam`s beat up Chevy Emily told me about Billy being in a wheelchair, Jared and Kim getting together, Jacob cutting his hair. That really surprised me, when we were little I used to pull on Jakes hair and he would say, or screech really

" Amber don't touch my hair!" Then push me off whatever I was sitting on. I couldn't wait to see him, I heard that he hooked up with some Bella chick and now apparently she's at Dartmouth on her first year.

When the truck pulled up at the house I jumped out and ran into the packs arms. I really had missed everyone.