DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight.
I was startled awake and was instantly sober when I felt hard warm hands travel across waist and felt his breath on the back of my neck. Goosebumps erupted across my skin as I felt him lick the shell of my ear.
"Edward? What the hell are you doing?" I asked
"Shhh, I know you want this Bella" Edward said.
"Edward, I don't know what you're talking about" I tried to move his hands away which are dangerously near my breasts, but instead he tightened his arms around me.
"I'm talking about this." He ground his hardness onto my back. I was feeling scared at the same time immensely turned on. This was not the Edward I know. The battle in my mind was grueling. I know I must turn him down, this is not right. I know he would regret this. He was obviously drunk, but hell, I've wanted this for a long time. I've wanted him for a long time. His hands cupped my breasts gently as if they would break at the first signs of carelessness. My nipples harden and he slowly, gently massaged my breasts. It was different. Different feeling from when I would cup my breast and imagine he was cupping them. It was different, and I love it. He kneads my breast more firmly, it almost hurt but it felt so good. I let out a moan and he bucked his hips towards me.
"I want you Bella. I want you right now. Say you don't want this and I'll stop." He whispered his voice husky.
I stopped breathing. This was it, the moment I've been waiting since I've laid my eyes on him. But morals and my values are waging a war against my desire. I know it's not right to give my virtue to him, he's drunk and maybe he won't remember a thing, maybe we'll both regret this in the morning. But this is it, this once in a lifetime opportunity to seize the man I love. I could give him the thing I could not give to any other man, but is it worth the torture of being all awkward with each other tomorrow or losing him altogether after this?
He licked the back of my neck and all morals my parents had engraved on my mind were thrown out the window. I turned towards him and whispered,
"I'm yours."