Spencer couldn't throw her cap up in the air at her graduation ceremony, she was still surprised the other girls even talked her into going to graduation at all. All that she could think was what and why? Why had Toby become so detached from her? Was it her fault that they are over? She was the one that talked him into police school after all. What had she done? What could she have done differently?

"Spence?" Aria snaps her fingers at Spencer. "Let's go." Aria says to her beginning to walk out of their row of chairs.

It's been two months since Spencer got the call from Toby saying that he do it anymore. He couldn't deal with her secrets anymore, her friends, her family, her. Spencer hasn't been herself since. She hasn't told the girls that she and Toby are over. They have noticed that she has been weird and they keep asking her what's going on but, Spencer wants nothing to do with talking about it. Spencer cries herself to sleep every night only because she doesn't know what happened she still remembers every detail from that night two months ago. The night that she called him and he told her that he couldn't talk because he had so much work, that he wouldn't come over after he got off work. She still remembers that ten minutes after that she got a phone call from him telling her that he couldn't do 'this' anymore. She remembers laying with her head hanging over the ottoman in her red shirt with white stripes and flare jeans, her hair in a braid over her left shoulder. She remembers crying but her tears running towards her hairline instead of down her cheeks because she was lying upside down. The fire place was burning warm and bright, a little too warm on her face.

Spencer has ignored every 'S.O.S.' text that the other girls have sent out over the last two months. Aria sending out most of them since another one of her and Ezra's many breaks. Spencer has had to deal with the wrath of the girls every time, she is so sick of it.

"Smile!" Ella says to the four girls as they pose for a picture.

"You guys look great!" Ted says to the four of them.

"Work those gowns," Ashley Marin says, Hanna gives her a glare the other three girls laugh.

"So do you girls want to go to Philly? Maybe get some dinner?" Mr. Hastings suggests to everyone.

Spencer chimes in, "Dad, I'm actually not feeling well. I just want to go home, maybe we can do dinner tomorrow." Hanna and Aria look at Spencer in concern and a little bit of disgust.

"Sure honey, let's go home." Mr. Hastings tells her. After Mr. and Mrs. Hastings and Spencer get home Spencer goes straight up to her room. She strips out of her blue graduation gown and cap, along with her flats and short peach colored day dress and slips into and oversized white t-shirt and baggy gray sweatpants. She sweeps her hair up into a messy bun and gets into bed. After 15 minutes of her whimpers she hears her door open.

"Spence?" it's Aria with ginger ale and tub of chunky monkey in toe. Aria knew there was more to the story than a little tummy ache from Spencer Hastings. Aria could hear Spencer's sobs from under the blanket, Aria got in the bed next to Spencer. Spencer turns over and snuggles in closer to Aria and starts to cry harder. Aria begins to rub Spencer's back,

"Do you want to talk about it?" Aria looks down and asks her. Spencer shook her head 'no'. The two of them sit there like that for over an hour, the both of them eventually fall asleep until Aria's phone rings. The two jump awake Aria pushes ignore on her phone and then rubs her eyes.

"That was Hanna, she probably wondering where I am. We were supposed to order takeout" Aria says as she gets out of the bed.

"You're leaving?" Spencer asks as she hoists herself up with one arm.

"Do you want me to leave?" Aria asks her.

"No." Spencer says quietly looking down.

"Okay, then I'm not leaving." Aria said getting back into bed. "But, if I'm staying you're going to talk to me." Aria said grabbing one of Spencer's hands.

Spencer nodded her head, "Okay, but first I'm going to go put this in the freezer because it is probably completely melted." Spencer says as she picks up the tub of ice cream from her bedside table. The two of them go down stairs Aria puts a kettle on the stove while Spencer grabs two mugs from the cupboard next to the fridge and put a tea bag in each one. Aria gets another call from Hanna this time she answers it. Hanna offers to come over to Spencer's but, Aria tells her not to worry she doesn't want to overwhelm her.

"Aria meet upstairs." Spencer tells Aria who is still on the phone with Hanna. Aria gets off of the phone, grabs her phone from the counter and goes back upstairs.

"Spence, you're really scaring us. What is going on?" Aria asks Spencer as she takes a drink from her mug.

"Toby and I are done."

"What do you mean done?" Aria asks.

"Done, over."

"Spencer what happened? When did this happened?" Aria grabs Spencer's hand again.

"I don't know, it happened two months ago." Spencer said almost in tears.

"Two months! Spence, Wait, how do you not know?" Aria interrupts her.

"I don't know. He just called me and told me he couldn't do this anymore. Then apparently he got moved to Philly for another case, I haven't seen him since." Spencer said in her high pitched voice that she uses when she's stressing out and crying.

"That's why you didn't want go to lunch in Philly today." Aria said,

"Because I don't want to see him." Spencer told her.

"Spence I know you don't want to see him. But, don't you want to know why he did what he did?" Aria asked her cautiously. Spencer seemed uneasy she had never thought of that. "I'll tell you what." Aria said standing up from the bed. "I'll drive you to Philly, we can find Toby and the two of you can talk. All you have to do it talk."

"Aria, no I don't want to see him and I don't think he wants to me." Spencer said as she watched Arai put on her leather jacket.

"Since when does it matter what he wants? Let's go." Aria said as she grabbed Spencer's hand pulled her out of her bed and threw her a tan trench coat.