This is Dedicated to Mew and Morghen who came up with the wonderful pairing - 'Justin Finch-Fletchley/James Sirius Potter' :)
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or it's Characters ;P
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By god it's not right to look at someone this – young – and to think these thoughts about them. There's a reason that relationships between two people with such great age gaps are looked down upon. For Morgana's sake, the boy is only nineteen and you yourself are thirty three. To add to that – you're his fucking teacher and mentor – everything that you are supposed to be.
It isn't meant for people to look at him as if he's old enough to understand. The way his hips swing as if he's hearing music that no one else can. A kind of sultry beat – purposefully made to attract those around him. Lean body dressed in just too tight clothes – choosing to go bare foot instead of wearing shoes.
Everyone knows how his mind works – innocent in the ways of the world around him. Strangely like his father, who you personally know. That makes it even worse, the fact that you were in the same year as his bloody father. It shouldn't matter that your ages differ so greatly –
But how would the wizarding population as you know it see things?
Whatever this is that you hold in your heart, it can never be acted upon, as it would tear you apart. Starting at the skin and cutting to the bone – everything around you would crumble down. Nothing of your feelings matter as long as there are those who would rip everything away. Even if you truly loved him with all of your soul, there would be someone there to stop it where it stood.
So – with a hollow smile and bulletproof thoughts – you continue on as you always have, like you always should. He walks along in front of you and nothing seems out of place. Nobody suspects anything as you avoid him like the plague. Yet, that can only do so much good as he is in your Friday classes.
Then, before you can blink, things tear at the seams.
Apparently he knows, because that Friday after class, he corners you alone with that beautiful smile of his. He leans up against you and kisses you soundly – allowing his long-developed feelings to come out for show. As quickly as he did it, he pulls back once more – licking his lips and walking towards the door. You call out then, not wanting to see him go, and he turns with a grin – that lets you know.
No one can allow what they want to continue, so to help things along, they have to give in. If only for a moment to know what it's like – to hold each other close and know it was right. Now that you knew exactly what it was, you can move on with your lives, more easily than before. While you loved one another, you had to give it up.
Just for the sake of loving at all.
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