Rosalie Hale's monologue

I was happy, beautiful and glamorous when I was human but know that I'm not happy or glamorous but I won't deny I'm still angelic, well more inhumanly angelic now I'm not human anymore. I was killed by my best friend, my soul mate, my fiancée the one I loved and cared about. I thought he felt the same obviously he didn't. The day I was killed was a cold, wet, winter night but I didn't care about the weather because my soon to be husband, Royce King, was missing so I did what any caring fiancée would, I went looking for him and hours after hours of searching I found him at a local bar with a few of his friends. He was drunk and I could smell it on his breath. He came out of the bar after he spotted me and took me in the near ally and beat then raped me senseless then left me bleeding and broken. Dying. Then they came, the angels of the night or demons. I was still conscious when I first saw Carlisle and his family at my feet, standing over me talking to fast for me to hear. I was bleeding too badly for me to concentrate on anything else. The pain was not going to subside soon. I looked up at them once more and noticed a man, his mouth over my neck. I wanted to shout stop, but I couldn't, the pain of their teeth sinking into my skin over powered everything else. Then I felt it. The fire that consumed my body, burning my insides out. It lasted for days and days until I could no longer hear the beating of my heart. Then I awoke from my painful slumber and everything was so clear I could see the smallest cracks in the ceiling and I could hear a bird chirp a mile away. They came to see me but I couldn't help be threatened by them so I jumped away and hissed at them. After a while I calmed down but there was an irritable burn in my throat. We sat down and talked about what I was, what I could do and what I couldn't do. I was mortified when they told me I couldn't have a child, that was part of my dream, my life plan but Royce took that away the night in the ally so I decided to get revenge. He took everything from me so I will take everything from him including his human life and I can't get that back. I'm stuck in this damned life for all eternity. After time I got it. My sweet revenge. I killed his friends first then once news of their deaths had spread, Royce had become paranoid. When I went to kill him one night he was shocked to see me and begged for mercy and my forgiveness. I didn't give it to him. I killed him without mercy but it still didn't help me get what I wanted. Years later I found Emmet and changed him. I have him know but there will always be apart of me that is unfulfilled.