*Alison doesn't know how to deal with her moms death and does something juristic
I was lying in my bed a bottle of sedatives in one hand a silver blade in the other, was this what I really wanted to do? I needed to know why my mom did it and now shes dead, when they said she was buried alive something inside me broke. It had been only a few minutes since I had found out she was gone and I was already distraught, I poured the pills out into my hand and took all of them theres no going back now I write out a letter explaining my actions and letting the girls off the hook explaining part of the story also asking Emily to take Pepe so he wouldn't get sent back and what had really happened the night I went missing, apologizing for what I've done and saying I'll be in a better place. I found a bottle of liquor in kitchen my dad and Jason were too busy outside to notice I drank a few mouthfuls and went upstairs I felt so numb I know the drugs won't hit me immediately I put the blade to my wrist and slit my wrist a jagged cut right down my forearm. There was blood flowing heavily out of it I started to scream out in pain as the sedatives hit me I was bleeding out fast I lied down in bed everything went blank I felt myself drifting up.
Looking at my body from the outside I looked peaceful in a way but I'm dead theres no going back now I really did it I wonder if I'll ever get the answers I was looking for if I'll ever see my mom again "It's so lonely" I heard my moms voice a white flash of light appears. Suddenly I'm in the backyard I look down I see my body solid but I guess this is life after death now I'm 17 forever, I wonder if my mom knows I'm dead now where she is. Confusion hits me "Can anybody hear me!?" I yell out into the night but no one seems to hear a thing "Why did you kill yourself?" my mom suddenly walks up to me out of nowhere. "Because I blamed myself for your death, I should of been there to protect you! I never got the chance to apologize for being a horrible daughter and I couldn't live with that, I never got answers as to why you buried me alive I was starting to feel like I was already dead now its not just a feeling" I say full of emotion.
"I thought you were dead, it was Melissa she forced me into burying you she was threatening to kill Jason if I didn't I wouldn't of done it if I had known you we're alive I was in shock, she came back and killed me probably because she knew I was going to come clean I'm sorry I didn't want to leave you for the record I never though you we're a horrible daughter Alison but since you have the answer now I'll leave you alone if thats what you want" My mom said crying. "Please don't leave me ever again, I love you so much mom" I say breaking down crying we hug for the first time in a long time "I love you too sweetie" She says, now nothing can come between my mom and I.