~Alice~

It was coming close to midnight, and she knew she shouldn't be trying to sneaking out of they're room, but she just couldn't let Edward just leave Bella in the state she was in her vision yet again. Her siblings weren't back from there hunting trip yet but she knew they would be soon.

Alice cared very much for the human girl in fact some and most said that she loved the young girl more then she should, in which she did, she just wasn't sure if it was the love she had for her friends and family or if it was something a bit more. Alice was confused and her visions where not helping any.

Night after night day after day her mind and visions were filled with the image of the young girl she says to be her friend.

Alice didn't see anything wrong with loving her friend as she did, but she knew others where not convinced it was an innocent love that she defended so many times, to her brother Edward. Even Emmett, was convinced they where lovers and that one day he would catch them in the act. Thankfully Rose would always smack him on the back of his head and tell him to shut his fucking mouth. She wished that the thought didn't appeal to her as much as it did. It was hard to hide her thoughts and emotions from her brothers. She loved Jasper very much and didn't want to ever be the source of his pain, but things had changed she felt as though she was hiding from her family from her lover from her self, but she had to.

As Alice was about to step out of her window Jasper grabbed her wrist.

With a low growl Jasper pulled Alice back in to the room. Alice had a bit of a vision of the conversation but decided to allow this to come from Jasper's own mouth. They haven't been as close as they once where and Alice knew it was her doing but she couldn't stop what was to come.

"Where are you going" Jasper had a look of surprise and anger over his paled face.

"Jazz…I'm going to see Bella…I can't let him hurt her like this…" Alice tried to pull away from Jasper's grasp. Knowing he wasn't going to let her go.

"You'll see her tomorrow you don't have to go running to her…" Jasper looked deep in to Alice's honey eyes as if he were searching for something.

"I can feel you're… your worry" he paused. "And your…your love for the Human" Jasper spat out the last word of his sentence.

"But Alice… you have to give her time to grieve" Alice's eyes were fill with confusion and pain. It sucked for him to understand her emotions so well yet not at the same time.

"Jazz its…it's not like that I…"Jasper cut her off with a rough kiss to her soft lips. It surprised Alice, she wasn't able to see it coming. They haven't kissed in so long she forgot his taste.

"Alice…why don't I feel your love for me anymore" Jasper's voice was soft as he spook lifting from her lips. Alice's eyes widened.

"Before we came back to forks when we…kissed" Jasper paused and stared in to Alice's honey eyes.

"I could feel your love…I could feel your passion your need…I could feel my own for you as well…" If they could cry they both surly would be. Jasper's eye were still full of pain, of a deep hurt, he looked broken in so many different ways, but Alice had a strange feeling it wasn't all because of her.

"Jazz...I...I don't know…I don't know what changed with us…" Alice felt a wave of pain course threw her body.

"I'm so sorry Jazz" Jasper looked away from the small girl in his embrace.

"No don't be sorry Alice…I should have seen it before…but I was confused by the emotions I felt around me" Jasper smiled softly "Love, happiness, worry, hate, pain, even jealousy…I thought they were Edwards emotions towards Bella and you." Jasper smiled even more.

Alice was confused by his smile then she was hit with a vision.

"Your going with him aren't you?" Alice asked knowing the answer.

Jasper nodded.

"Alice I think I know why dear Edward can't be around Bella and us any more..." Alice raised an eyebrow to her once lover. No vision had come to her as to why Edward was leaving or why he couldn't look at her any more with out a hurt look on his features. They were always close even closer then her and Rose.

"What are you going on about Jazz?" Alice asked a little annoyed that she wasn't getting any visions of what he was talking about or what was going to happen. She wasn't getting anything and it was pissing the small pixie off.

Jasper feeling her anger rise decided to try to make it clear to her.

"Alice…tell me do you remember when we first came to this family?" Jasper asked with a slight grin on his face which not very many had a chance to see this beautiful blonde man smile. He always seemed to have a constant look of fear and slight pain on his face even to Alice it was strange to see him smiling so much.

"Yes…I…I do you use to say that you were getting weird vibes from Edw…" then out of no where she was hit full blast bye a vision.

"OHH MY GOD!!!...Edwards GAY!!...Why couldn't I see this!!?" Alice was talking to fast for a human to hear but Jasper caught every word and started to laugh. Alice was shocked but Jasper just stood there and laughed.

Alice knew full well that Jasper was in hiding, that he had always been very fond of Edward, but never thought Edward was the same. So he stayed by Alice's side for so many years.

The both were smiling at each other neither moving, both in deep thought, both enjoying the calm silence around them. A few hours passed but neither seemed to notice, time really didn't matter to a vampire.

"I guess this means we don't get another wedding this year" Alice started to laugh as Jaspers eyes widened.

"What a shame" Alice winked at her ex lover. Jasper just shook his head in amusement.

"Jasper can we still be like this?...I don't want to lose you…" Alice gave a weak smile to Jasper.

Jasper smiled and kissed Alice's cheek. "We always have each other…just with out the sex…" Alice started to laugh.

There laughter died down, but they both didn't stop smiling.

"Alice I think I need to go find Edward" Jasper smiled.

"No need he's going to be at his favorite hotel near the air port for about the next two days…" Alice giggled.

Jasper leaned down to Alice's ear and whispered.

"Thank you Alice…" Jasper kissed her on the cheek.

Alice was greeted with a vision of Jasper and Edward at the hotel…

"Not that I was wanting to see that but…ok" Alice thought to her self as a slight blush came to her paled cheeks.

Alice giggled to her self. "Jazz be care full…don't hurt the poor boy" Alice giggled and gave a slight wink to Jasper.

Jasper hugged her tight as they laughed.

Alice took in his soft sweet scent. "Jazz you still mean the world to me…"

Jasper smiled as her kissed her forehead. "Alice I love you still…but I want us both to be happy…With who we really want to be with…"Alice stepped away from Jasper not knowing fully what he was meaning.

"I hope we will be…so who's telling the rest of our happy little family" Jasper's smile faded, and the look of fear and pain was once more flooded on his face.

Alice started to laugh. "They'll know soon enough"

~Bella~

I was lying on my very comfy bed trying not to think too much of the past few days. Every thing was happening way to fast for me. School was ending soon, which means collage for most or for others straight to work, and as always I didn't know what I want to do with my life. Study art maybe, go in to photography. That would be good for me but I don't want to make the wrong chose. I've been going to different collages with alice she said she was going to go in to fasion and wanted to go to the same school as me since Rosalie and Emmett were going to travel for a bit before they start there collage days. Esme and Carlisle told they're children that it was there choise to continue with school but that they thought it would be fun for them to try it they might just find they prefer collage. I tried my best not to laugh at the dumbfounded look on Emmett's face. They all were like a second family to me even Rosalie would some times talk to me. I loved being around all of them, but lately I find my self being drawn more to Alice's side. We have become so close and I was loving it, except when I would become her personal dress up doll, but even then it was fun just because I was with her.

We where always smiling and laughing with each other even when Edward was being a total ass and ignore her.

I'm not sure why he didn't like it when we had sleepovers or were together at all, but I lately didn't really care what he thought about it.

I remember once I asked him to tell Alice that she had to come threw the front door this time so Charlie could see her, Charlie always had a soft spot for her but never liked nor trusted Edward. Edward knew it, he started to become more possessive after that and wouldn't let me be alone with her unless he had to, and it was really pissing me of. He doesn't rule me I'm not his pet or shiny new toy.

"Man my mind wonders way to much…" I stated to my self laughing as I closed my eyes thinking once again remembering what had happened last week.

The Cullen's were hunting and Alice had stayed at there house with me. She said she had a vision of me getting bored and finding some of Emmett's porn, I hit her arm knowing full well she wouldn't really feel it but she hammed it up and acted like it hurt. My Alice the great actress.

"Wait My Alice?" I thought to my self.

We were watching movies in her room on her soft warm colored bed, her room was just…just so Alice, it was hard to notice that Jasper was sharing the room with her.

We watched movies for hours she even ordered me pizza.

After some time I fell asleep cuddled up with Alice on her bed, I woke up a bit embaresed to see her watching me, my body felt so warm as I looked in to her soft honey eyes. Turning away from her warm eye, I got up from her bed and started to the door I was going to go in to Edward's room but she said that I would just end up coming back in here because his couch was to stiff. She knew me to well.

Before I knew it she gently pulled me back down to her bed and in to her arms, she was so soft and cold. It felt good to lay there in her arms. I didn't even notice I had fallen asleep again until I heard Edward come busting threw the door. I heard a soft sigh and I opened my eyes, and noticed that I had my face baried in her chest, arms wrapped tightly around her small form or that my left leg was in between her thighs, it felt so warm.

She just smiled at me and said I look so cute when I sleep, and of course I blushed and tried to hide my face in her cleavage again. I had totally forgot Edward was staring at us till he let out a low growl and I sat straight up in her bed almost falling to the floor till Alice caught me by the waist and held me tight. Giggling "My my…Bella I knew you were very clumsy but I never thought you were even more so when your half asleep." Her voice was so sweet to my ears. "What am I to do with you…Or what is our dear Edward to to?" with that I was gently set on the bed again with Alice and Edward still standing there. I told him that I was to comfy to move any more… at least that's what I thought came out of my mouth I was to tired to think. I was being surrounded by such a sweet warm scent I couldn't keep my eyes open.

Since then she's been coming her when he didn't she said just to watch me sleep but I for some strange reason I was just happy to have her there with me instead of him.

I heard a light noise coming from my window. I glanced at my alarm clock by my bed, seeing it was ten till midnight. I tried to surprises my sigh as I heard some one softly say my name. I knew who it was I just wished it was someone else.

"Bella" I turned to see a tall pail figure standing by my bed.

"Hey Edward…Kind of early tonight aren't you" I tried to tease him a bit trying to cover that I haven't been feeling the same way as I did when he started coming to see me at night. I don't know I guess I'm weird.

He was hesitant when he came to sit on my bed. Almost like he was afraid I'd bite him or something.

"Bella…we…I…I'm sorry But I…" he wouldn't look at me. I was getting very impatient with my dear hansom Edward Cullen.

"What do you want to say Edward?" I paused trying not to show that I wasn't very unhappy at the moment… "Hmm maybe its lack of sleep" I thought to myself as I took a deep breath of the cool air filling my room.

"You're never at a loss of words Edward what's wrong." I paused to let him speak, waiting for him to at least look at me. His golden eyes where down cast almost as if he was ashamed or scared. Why can't he tell me what he was thinking, what was going on. This is when his powers would come in handy.

Finally he spoke his voice was soft almost too soft to hear. "Bella I'm leaving…again" he paused and swallowed hard not that he needed to "I guess they do it out of habit. Alice does it to its kind of cute some times…WAIT WHAT? His leaving!!..." my mind was screaming at me.

"And I'm not coming back…till" Edward paused yet again.

"You and your damn pausing shit" I was screaming on the inside.

"Till what" I calmly asked.

"Till…I can get someone out of my mind…till I get Jasper out of my thoughts…"

I looked at him closely making sure I heard him right.

"Jasper?" I asked wanting to scream or laugh till I died, not sure which one I wanted. He just nodded slightly I almost didn't catch it.

"Ok you're dumping me…for your brother…?" I didn't know what to say.

"Bella no!...yes!...I don't know…I mean come on don't you find it strange that I don't do what do to you what most normal boyfriends would to with there girlfriends…?" I laughed slightly.

"So you're gay?" I was trying hard not to picture Edward with Jasper. I had to admit it was kind of hot.

"For your brother...?" It was hot until I remembered they're sort of brothers but not by blood. Edward's voice bringing me back from my thoughts.

"Bella I'm sorry…I do love you but…not in the same way I once did…and I can feel that you're not as happy with me as you once where…" Edward finally looked up to meet my eyes. He looked as though he was about to cry, but I knew vampires couldn't cry so I did for him.

"Bella please don't cry…I…" I placed my finger over his clod lips.

"I'm crying because you can't" I smiled as my tears fell down my face.

"Yes it hurts knowing your leaving…but…as long as your finally happy Edward then there's nothing else I can say or do…"

Edward looked in to my reddened clouded eyes and smiled.

"Bella thank you" Edward leaned forward and kissed my forehead lightly.

I couldn't take the awkward feeling in my room.

"So Eddie dearest do you know where you're going" I asked trying to lighten the grim mood.

Edward smiled. "Eddie?...London" my eyes widened.

"Oh wow that's awesome!...sounds like so much fun…when are you coming back?...are you going to finish school there or just go travel…?" it's a good thing he's a vampire because I was talking way to fast.

Edward just laughed. "I think I'll just travel a bit and I don't know when Bella…" he looked to my alarm clock to see the time. It was almost one in the morning.

"Wow how time travels when you're getting dumped" I laughed to my self.

"Bella I think its time for me to go" he smiled and his eyes looked normal his golden eyes no longer filled with confusion.

"You have school tomorrow or did you for get tomorrows Friday?" He smirked at me and patted my head.

He stood up and hugged me gently one last time, then started towards the window. As he was about to step out he stopped and turned around with a huge smile on his face. His glowing golden eyes where strangely filled with amusement. "You should try to get some sleep…Miss Swan…" and with that he vanished out of my room.

I laughed to my self. "Miss Swan?" I shook my head.

"How am I suppost to sleep with out you here holding me, watching me…" before I knew it I was crying yet again. Even though I wasn't very happy with him at the moment, Edward still was a great comfort to me. I felt safe with him in his strong arms. I lay in my cold bed knowing he was right, I should sleep but how could I?

"SHIT!!...I'm going to be so useless tomorrow" I cried as I cuddled in to my soft pillow and laid there thinking of what just happened, and I started to laugh out loud.

"No wonder Edward would run away every time I tried to get anywhere with him…and here I thought he was just being a gentleman…my ass!" I stopped crying finally and I was able to subdue my laughter for the moment. My eyes felt so heavy…