I sat alone at my desk, looking out the window. I was looking at the old shrine, thinking. It was difficult for me to realize that the well that led me to InuYasha for so many years, was closed off (manga series). I could never see InuYasha ever again, and it burned me. I so wanted to see his face again, there was one picture I took of him, it sat on my desk in a blue frame. I only wished I could run my hands through his silky silver hair one last time. After I eliminated the sacred jewel, I thought life with InuYasha and I would get better, easier. But, it hadn't, it got worse because we are now apart, for no set amount of years. I loved InuYasha, with all my heart and for fate would have it, I lost him. I continued to hold onto the fact that InuYasha was immortal and that he might me out in the word...somewhere. I just had to find him, I just had to. I sighed. I knew it would be futile. How do you find someone who's probably changed their name or moved out of the country. I knew I had to try, at the very least I might be able to find a great grandchild of Miroku and Sango.
I watched the shrine, I remembered the first day I went in there, to the feudal era. I remember the first time I saw InuYasha. I remembered the last battle we had with Naraku, how the jewel had swallowed me up, and how InuYasha had saved me. I was scared though, what if I found out he was dead? What would happen if he looked over forty by now? What if he had moved on, what if he had forgotten me? I couldn't wipe the fear from m mind, but I knew I had to try to find him, to put my mind at ease.
I sat down at my desk and turned on the computer. Where to begin? In typed in InuYasha. No results came up, not surprising though. It took me a while but I figured that InuYasha might be near his favorite food, that is if he hadn't found a new favorite and if he hadn't moved away.
I walked into my local grocery store and asked the clerk "Whose buys the most ninja food here?". The clerk smiled and pointed his thumb over his shoulder to a picture entitled "Best Costumer 2007". I walked closer to the picture. I rubbed my hands over the picture. I looked at the man in the picture, those eyes, no normal human being had those eyes. They were big and crimson, of course his hair was not silver, but black. I was short and in the same style Hojoe used to have. I smiled as I turned away, I looked at the name plate under the picture, it read "Jacob InuYash". The last name was enough to tell me that it was him. I squealed softly and walked out the store.
I went home and went on to and typed in Jacob InuYash. There were over 1000 results, but, I had waited four years, I could wait another hour or so to find out where the love of my life was. As I clicked on every website after website the thought crawled into my mind, 'Why hasn't he been looking for me?' I tried to shake the thought from my mind, but I actually believed it, why didn't he look for me, was he too lazy? Or was it that he forgot, I didn't know but I wasn't about to give up on the search for InuYasha, not in a million years.