This is a story idea I had for Instant Star for a long time now that I'm just getting out on paper, err, digital paper?

Anyways, reviews would be lovely, although not completely necessary.

I don't own Instant Star or anything in this story.

I just like playing the characters.

This is set right after Jude leaves in season 4.

"Jude, this is insane, you know that" said Sadie in a strained voice. "I can't be apart of this, you need to tell him the truth."

"Sadie! You said you'd support me in this!" Jude screamed at her cell phone.

"Well that was before I had to go to work and see his face everyday. He misses you. Come home, tell him the truth. He'll understand, and everything will be back to normal."

Jude rolled her eyes, even if Sadie couldn't see her. "I'll think about it Sades, I got another call coming in gotta go" she said slamming her phone shut. Fuck that thought Jude, he'd be furious. She looked down at her slightly swollen belly. Another 5 months and she could see the little baby living inside her. "Mine and Tommy's baby" she thought out loud. Jude sighed again. I know I should tell him, she thought, but he'd be pissed off that I left, and even more pissed that I lied and left. You could go back and tell him you just found out, another voice in her head said, could tell him that with all the stress you didn't think anything of the missing periods and the being sick. She sighed and threw her self on her couch. No I can't do that. He will be mad, and Tommy mad scares me. He might do something vicious, like drag me to court and take my baby. He wouldn't do that the rational part of her brain thought. But he could, she thought. "Well I give up then" Jude screamed at the wall, and went in her room to attempt to get some much needed sleep. The attempt probably won't go so well.

Back home in Toronto, Tommy wasn't doing so well. He missed Jude. He said he'd let her go, so she could have her fun in London without him, but truthfully he resented her and himself for it. If he would have asked two years before, she probably would have settled right down with him and they'd probably be getting married or having a baby by now, he thought slightly bitterly. Yeah but you guys probably would have ended up divorced or you'd have cheated on her, said a small voice in the back of his head. And he knew it was true. He had a tendency to be a jackass, and do things that aren't good ideas come the bright light of day. I miss her, that's all I know. And something is definitely up. Whenever I ask Sadie about how Jude is, I'm told to call Jude herself. And when I ask Qwest, all I get is an "I dunno what those to say or do. I leave the house when Jude calls, cause she pisses Sadie off." Which of course raises red flags in my head. Almost everyday I look up flights and ticket prices. One of these days I'm gonna grow a pair and actually buy the ticket and fly my sorry ass out there and make sure she's okay. But if she wasn't wouldn't she call me? Aren't we still at least that close? I don't know. I want us to be.

That's it for now. Should I continue or does it suck royally? Be easy on me, its my first time.