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Chapter 1 Is this what you called LOVE?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Bella's POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up early this morning I don't even know why? Maybe I just missed Edward but I also have a feeling that something is going to happen.I drove to my school with my one and only truck. The time flew really fast its already lunch and I didn't even saw him,Im thinking why? Well because the weather is not so sunny so it wont reveal his sparkling skin. I don't understand .
I was been brought back to the reality when my phone ring I answered it.
"Hello?" I said
"Hey Bella"oh…its Edward I think I need to ask him why he's absent
"Hi Edward why aren't your in school today?" I cut the chase
"Ummm…"He said then it become quite did he just hung up?
"Hello are you there?" I said
"Of course I am!" he said
"Then why aren't you answering my question?" I said
"Umm… Bella can we talk I have been thinking…"he said in a cold voice
"Sure where?" I said
"Well since I've been here at your backyard near the woods can you just please come down here?"he said wow he's just at our backyard he doesn't even mention it a while ago.
"Sure thing but I just want you to mention it to me more earlier because Im having a hard time talking in the phone, you know?"I said with a joking tone in my voice he chuckled a little
"Yes I actually forgot to mention" He said
I quickly run into our backyard and saw him looking at the ground I don't know when did he actually been interested on the ground? Nevermind I quickly run over him and hug him but he doesn't hugged me back by that I pouted
"What's wrong?" I said he quickly pulled me closer to him and he kissed me … I felt I was in heaven then it suddenly disappeared when I heard him say
"That's the last of it Bella we cant see each other anymore you don't even belong to my world" I let a tear escaped my watery eyes
"Why are you even saying that to me? T-then why don't you change me?" I said in a little screaming voice
" We've already been through this I thought you agreed to not push me away again!" I lowered my voice a little.
"Bella! Its because I want you to have a normal life don't you understand once you've got turned you won't a happy ending because it wont be ending unless one of us got killed and the other just suffered from the pain of having his mate killed it will be more harder in the end if we even continue this relationship" He explained
I sobbed and fell on my knees I thought he was gonna hug me to comfort me but when I looked up he was gone I started to cry more.
"Is….this …you..called love?"I screamed
I just wish I could die here! Why not? Oh yeah I remember where i could go to put a end on this unworthy life the...Volturi . Well thats my last choice i feel sorry for the one that I love I was going to leave them and die I wish I could stay here and push aside the pain but I can't I always remember that jerk face it hurt that I had to call him a JERK but its true he is a jerk because he broke my heart and now he is the reason I'm going to the Volturi right now.
When I heard the car door slammed i knew thats my dad and I have to act normal and when I got the chance i could write a letter to him of saying goodbye... my face become sadder when I mentioned goodbye I didn't really want to but I need to because he won't see me again. Okay time to act normal as possible!
"Hey Dad, How's work?" I said quickly he raise his left eyebrow
"Hey, Why are you acting so weird?" ohhh... shit i knew i wasn't the best liar!
"N-nothing I think Im just tired, night Dad!" I said quickly
"Oooookay? night honey!"I quickly run into my room whew! that was close I chuckled a little at this thought of having fun with my dad but when I remember what I was gonna do my smile turned into a bitter pout I sigh
"Man! Im already to face my own death! " i said in a whispering tone ohh I forgot I hope he didn't hear it! I started to pack quietly so he wont hear me.
I check every place I hid my money and im happy that its exact to book a first class to Italy. Well I'm all done I just need to wait until the morning come and bring me to my own...
Death...
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CrystalHeart182:Hi to all whoever is reading this i need at least 3 review to update but i will update as soon as I can
Bella: Hey! Why did you make Edward leave me here?
CrystalHeart182:Huh? just wait and see my dear something good will happen in exchange of all of your suffering.
Bella: Ohhhhhhhhhh...!seriously?
Crystalheart182:YES! I am serious! oh I'm sorry for who are reading this cause its too short I know! Bella NOW!
Bella: huh? oh...YEAH i forgot PLS review I will give you cookies!
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