**J.K.R. owns Harry Potter not me, Authors Note; So I had this playing around in my head for a couple weeks so I want to see what you guys think, please leave a review and tell me you opinion.**
When Scorpius told me I'd become a military wife when we got married, I didn't expect him not to be here all the time. It feels more like I'm a widow then his wife. It's even harder raising our two month old son Chase by myself. When I first had Chase, Scorpius got a few weeks off, but when he had to go back to work it felt like my own personal hell. I was alone raising a baby who wasn't even a month old. Sure I had my parents, heck I even go over to see Scorpius' parents because Chase is still their grandchild to but I wish Scorpius was here more to see Chase develop.
Everyone says being a military wife is an honor, sure you rent is paid for, your benefits are great and the money isn't terrible, but then there's the other side not knowing if your spouse is going to live, whether there going to come home, if there okay or not. These things bother me all the time. I think the only thing that is keeping me grounded is Chase, my son is the reason I haven't broken down.
Right now Scorpius' parents are here to pick up Chase, I asked them if they could watch him for a little bit because I need a little down time to re-group, and they told me they would be more than happy to watch him. When ever Mr. Malfoy is here, and Scorpius isn't I kind of want to cry because Scorpius looks so much like his father it isn't even funny. I was snapped out of my thoughts by Mrs. Malfoy who was trying to ask me a question.
"Rose?"
"Sorry, I kind of had a black out moment..." I mumbled, Having a baby means no sleep and no sleep for me means having blonde moments almost everyday.
"It's fine dear, is the diaper bag packed and ready to go" I have to think for a moment because I remember packing something last night but I can't remember what it was.
"Umm, I think so. I'm sorry this week has been hard" I explain, this isn't a lie. I've never been used to Scorpius coming home for 2 days then leaving for 3 weeks. Right now I want to cry. I never knew how much I need him until he's out risking his life trying to be all brave and stupid. Mrs. Malfoy gives me an apologetic look and rubs my hand.
"He'll be fine Rose, he always is." How can she say that, for all I know he could be hurt, worse he could be dead. No Rose! You can't think that way.
"I know, I just worry too much.." My voice starts trailing off. Mrs. Malfoy nods.
"You'll be alright Rose, we're going to go now. Do you need anything?" I shake my head no, and Mr. and Mrs. Malfoy give me a hug before they floo away with Chase.
I need to floo my parents because right now I feel like I've hit rock bottom... and I really need help to bounce back up.
Authors Note; HELLO :) So, I know this is short but its the introduction the other chapters will be much longer I promise. Anyways it's my birthday, so leave a review as a birthday present, yeah?