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Prologue

I was burning. All of my insides were burning until it turned to black dust. It was the most painful thing I had experienced in my whole life. Nothing could be worse…but one thing… the one thing that would plague my mind forever …Edward leaving.

I was shouting for someone to kill me! Just to kill me, right here, right now. I couldn't bear the pain. I'd rather be hit by a truck 1 million times or break all my bones, one by one, 5 million times rather than feel this pain.

I could hear people whispering 'It's going to be okay' or 'You'll be fine. Calm down.' But I couldn't. How could I? When I am being burned alive?

Who ever did this to me will pay? If only I could remember who it was, but this was what I wanted wasn't it? I wanted this! I wanted to feel this pain rather than the pain that Edward left me in! I wanted a family! I wanted to become immortal.

"Isabella? Isabella? Can you hear me? Isabella Please speak to us!"

I recognize that voice!

"Laurent, please be quiet she is in pain. She'll speak to us when she pleases" Laurent? Who is he?

"I need to know if she is okay" and who the HELL is she?

"She is perfectly fine" It was them! They did this too me!

I remember!

The Flashback

I need to get to the meadow, Our Meadow, His meadow… I need to say goodbye before I kill myself. Why should I live when my life has left me? Why should I have to suffer through life when I can take the easy way out and die?

I started running through the dark green forest. I tripped a couple of times and cut my self but I didn't care. I need to get to the meadow. The meadow will be the last place I will see before I shoot myself with Charlie's gun.

I saw a burst of light coming through the trees. It was the moon, shining brightly in the sky guiding me to my last breath and It was Twilight…the perfect time for Vampires to wander about. I suddenly came to the clearing…the meadow where I first saw Edward sparkle, our first kiss…

I stepped into my meadow of memories and let the sadness wash over me…I took out the gun and placed it on the grass.

"Time to say goodbye" I murmured, just before two dark figures stepped into my view. The beautiful moonlight shone onto their faces, giving me a glimpse of red and brown. I immediately knew who they were…

"Laurent? Victoria? Why are you here' I murmured, worried. I took a step away from them.

'For you!' both Victoria and Laurent snarled at me. They both ran towards me at vampire speed and Laurent stepped behind me and Victoria stepped in front.

'What are you going to do to me?' They both started circling me, and started sniffing the air, smelling for someone's scent…

"Hmm… I thought it would be obvious… We are going to kill you! Let's say it's like a deal, a mate for a mate" she snarled again! Sheesh…what's with all the snarling? It's creeping me out… anyway when Victoria spoke she sounded…well you know…kind of heart broken? You know kind of…like…me? My heart instantly grew on fire, and tears trickled down my sore muddy cheeks.

"WHAT'S THE POINT? I'M DEAD ANYWAY! BEACAUSE HE LEFT ME AND BROKE MY HEART" I couldn't help but shout this to them. "HE SAID HE DIDN'T WANT ME! AND LEFT ME IN THIS CRAPPY FOREST ALONE! I FELL SO BROKEN INSIDE! I THOUGHT HE WAS MY SOUL MATE AND HE JUST LEFT ME! LIKE THAT' I clicked my fingers. Their mouths open wide, from shock. 'IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE A NOBODY! IT FELT LIKE HE KILLED ME! WHEN HE LEFT ME, HE RIPPED HALF OF ME OUT OF MY BODY, AND TOOK MY BLOODY SOUL! He said he loved me!" with that I just fell to the ground and started sobbing. I couldn't help it, but I did. I thought I used up all my tears, but I guess not. I felt something cold and hard wrap around my shoulder. I shuddered.

"It's okay Bella…Shh…its okay… Calm down…I know how you feel" Victoria kept saying calming words and rubbing circles into my cold wet back. Anger started building up inside me. WHY THE FUCK IS SHE CALMING ME? HOW DOES SHE KNOW HOW I FUCKING FEEL?

"HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?"

"Because someone I know left me! And you should remember! Your vampire friends killed him! I know EXACTLY how you feel. I know and it hurt So Much…"

"JAMES! Oh my god! I'm so sorry! I know now, how it feels to live without your soul mate! Victoria PLEASE forgive me… I'm so sorry, I didn't want to kill him, but it was either me or him and…" She cut me off before I could finish.

"Bella, it is okay. I promise." Victoria looked weirdly happy and I really don't know why! She looked kind of creepy…I took a step away from Victoria.

I totally forgot Laurent was there until he put his hand on my shoulder and smiled. Surprisingly I smiled back. I don't know why, but it just felt right. Like I knew him for ages like he was my family! I knew I could trust them, even though they are evil! Maybe they will kill me… YAY...

''Bella! Would you like to become a vampire?" I gasped at the offer.

"Really? You're actually willing to change me into a vampire?"

"Well, we won't change you, obviously, we could drink you dry! But we have a blonde vampire friend that can do it for us!" Laurent said.

"I don't I want to, because I only wanted to be a vampire because he was a vampire and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, but now that he is gone…I don't think I can live without him! That is why was just about to kill myself before you interrupted me!"

"Oh…Please Bella! Please become a vampire for us please! We are so lonely now that James is gone! You don't need Him we will be there for you. I think we really need you to help us… I sense great power from you Bella. I really do think you can help us!" Laurent pleaded.

"Great power? What do you mean? And why do you need my help?" I questioned fingering the gun I just picked up from the grass.

"I guess we will have to find out after we have changed you?" Victoria asked…

"Fine then…I guess if I have superpowers I can kick Cullen ass" I said before I laughed.

"Ha-ha! Yeah! Definitely" Laurent said happily…

Right lets take you to the secret cottage, our friend is visiting home for a while, but I'm sure he will be able to bite you before he leaves!" I grinned from ear to ear.

Victoria slung me onto her back and sped off into the deep dark forest.

"So who is this vampire that will bite me then?" I questioned.

"I think you might know him! His name is Carlisle..."

And that's where it all started…

End of flashback

I gasped all the pain rushed to my heart! I couldn't breathe. The pain was even worse. I felt like I was being stabbed in the heart for eternity. It was like I was being broken, from Edward words in the forest, over and over again, until my heart stopped beating.

"Bella…" Laurent whispered "Bella open your eyes, look where you are" I slowly opened my eyes one by one and saw some big red eyes that shimmered like red rubies.

"Laurent? Victoria" I breathed.

'Bella…Welcome to the vampire world' I gasped…

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