Story name: Temptation

Chapter 1: Edward, Élan, and Kade.

Summary: What really happened when Edward left Bella? Will he go back to her, find another, or will this dangerous vampire get overwhelmed by his loss?

Disclaimer: I don't own they... but this is the convo with her when I asked

Me::Walks over to Stephenie Meyer (aka: God): Hey steph!

Stephenie: Don't call me that!:: sighs:: what do you want Cat??

Me: I was just wondering...can I -

Stephenie: You can't fuck Edward!!!!!! Give it up!!!!

Rating: Right now babies could read it (except for the language) but later it will get a bit bloody and then ... well you'll just have to read it ::evil grin:: now wont you??!! Lol

(Point of view...EDWARD!!)

Trees are passing by the speeding car at an incredible rate. He looked out from the windshield and saw nothing but an isolated two way road and tall trees on either side. The voices in his head had been reduced to a mere whisper signaling he had finally gotten out of Forks.

How could you just leave her!?! The gentle side of his inner self, Élan, shouted

It was for the best he said in his defense, trying to ignore yet another voice which came from his conscience.

You were her everything! Élan kept shouting

As was she to me! Edward thought angrily hating having his inner self tell him what was right and wrong.

Then why? He said in a softer voice

I might kill her! And I can't risk that. He thought trying to force the dreadful memories out of his head.

What's wrong with that? His other inner voice, Kade, said evilly don't you want to taste that delicious blood?

Stop! He growled furious with the little demon residing in his mind.

Kade shut up! Fade back into his conscience I'M talking to him now. Élan said sternly

You can't tell me what to do! You pansy!!! Kade screamed back!

Edward tried with all his power so force Kade and Élan back into the back of his head. When he finally succeeded he let out a sigh of relief those two give me the biggest headache he thought. Élan and Kade had been with him since he had first turned into a vampire. Élan was the kind one that helped Edward suppress the need for blood, and Kade was the one that always brought it back. It balances him, in a way, but their fights were annoying and they happened everyday.

Both Élan and Kade even knew that he was a danger to Bella. Bella's blood. Her taste was to overwhelming and would send any vampire off the walls.

He shook the thought of her blood out of his mind before Kade brought the smell back form his memories. Kade was a persistent bastard. I can't go back to her. He thought. He could already feel the strain on his 'heart' from just thinking about it. To never see her again. Never touch or kiss her.

He pressed the accelerator harder to rid himself of the painful thoughts overflowing his mind. He was driving far away from her and he would never return. He would go to one of his old friends' house and forget Bella. Her smell. Her touch. Everything, forgotten for eternity. He was going to find a perfect vampire and love her.

He wanted so much to do it but he could never forget her. He was not a human and his memory was sharp. Would I ever love again? He asked himself. The faint whisper of Élan came back Try... it came in a haunting voice

Fuck you Élan! We had a deal!! No talking to him for the rest of the day!! Kade snapped back full force

He needs my help!!!!! Élan screamed being pulled back into the depths of Edwards mind.

I hate those two Edward thought but Élan is right. I need to try.

He continued to drive down the same deserted two way road until it was about 9:00 am. The scenery had dent changed for the ten hours he had been driving. He saw a broken sign at the side of the road that read:

Jaiden died here.

He was a beloved son,

A great friend and a genius.

Drive Safely

January 28, 1922

Edward slowed down and pulled over to the sign. He parked his Volvo and glanced at the clock again before exiting the car, slamming the door behind him. He walked to the broken sign the lifted it up so it was standing straight. He wrapped the wire that was handing off the pole from when it was fixed before and fastened it straight up.

He looked to his right and started to getter his adrenaline. It's about a 20 mile jog to this kid's house. He thought to himself. I could make it before 9:30.

He bolted through the forest containing thick branches and twigs threatening to pierce your skin. He dodged them with out giving a second glance and continued to rush through the tall trees and figs. Mud caked the floor but the speed he was going at didn't let much of it touch his sneakers. When he arrived at and open area he quickly stopped and looked at the wooden cabin staring back at him.

Familiarity clouded his mind and a wave of comfort overcame him as the slowly walked to the front door.

Authors Note: Yes! I hope you liked the first chapter and TRUST me it's only going to get BETTER!!! This is my first twilight fic and I'm soooo exited!!! Élan and Kade are MINE!! And so are a few other characters that will come later. If you would like to use them I would greatly appreciate if you asked me first. I really don't mind but it would just be out of respect. Also I would like to know your thoughts on it so I could continue updating and making it AWSUME!!! LOL so please review and see you next chapter!!

Edit: I'm not getting any feed back and im wondering if you guys would acually like me to keep writing it. I'm going to post the next ch but if you guys dont like it then sorry. But please tell me if you dont like it in reviews ...please.