Cries of Numb Sorrow

Cries of a boy released from Darkness

By, Nicolas (SpeedyGP)

Something happened before he turned mentally viciously wicked…

He grew up with everything he wanted…

All the riches and galore for him…

Why wouldn't he be happy?

With the intelligence, athletic talent, and mastery of all…

It wasn't enough…

'Tis doesn't tell the complete story of the Digimon Kaizer…

It only has emotions…

Behind the shadows of darkness there is a lonely child…

A child, never having friends…

A boy never smiling with pure joy…

How he yearns for help…

No one was born evil…

And neither was he…

A mystery the writer not knows of…

Is the mystery which caused him to feel anger and yet melancholy…

His heart is kind…

His soul entreats anyone to assist him…

Anyone to guide him to realize all that is bad…

Is actually and in reality good…

A mass of malignity has been the barrier covering his sincere self…

It covered his heart and was too stubborn, never wanting the pure truth to shine…

All his happiness vanished in the shades of sinister hatred for everyone…

His hostile animosity of feelings causing not only torment to himself…

But also misery to children who all along wanted to help, and were his friends…

Hurt, before Healing…

Lose love, which will never come back…

Frozen, before Melting…

Only coming to understanding what he has done…

When the ones he truly loved and befriended…

Were gone…

Learn to love…

Love one another and care…

His brother passed away…

From an accident of some sort…

The panic and shock overthrowing his ability to love anyone again…

Brotherly love was all he had before…

Now his brother is gone…

Friendship was unknown to him as he was a true friend to his digimon…

Now his digimon has disintegrated…

Crying with pity…

Crying with self-hatred now…

Asking to be forgiven…

By no one who is there…

A sad sigh is released from the writer…

Was it his fault?

Had it really been?

His heart hadn't caused it…

Then what did?

What drives anyone into sheer madness and insanity?

Perhaps,

The sadness and agony that consolidates into an evil…

Only who knows…

Who knows…

Release the emotions from the loss of a friend…

Let his heart soothe and mellow into poise…

Breathe…

With dread his eyes shine…

They shine in the darkness though…

He closes his eyes…

Only to feel his malicious self taunting him with fault of his own…

Abuse the ones you love…

Only to lose them…

All the writer can say is…

Learn to understand and love…

It's the only way to live…

Without it…

Is only death a waiting…

Cry now child…

It's the only thing he can do…

Nothing in words can express the numbness and sorrow he feels of now…

Author's Note:

So leaves the writer, telling you, the reader, to try…

Try to understand him…

For the writer has and so should many more…

Try to understand this writing…

It has not of great excellence, just of some emotions…

Emotions that are felt all through time…

All that was bad was really good…

For opinion, that is of truth and falseness…

Try to understand, please… at least try to understand some of it…

If this hasn't helped understand, you have wasted your time, but if this has reached at least one soul… who understands…

I am pleased to say thank you for understanding how many other children go through that…

Thank you.