Never Again by Child Of the Faeries
This is set after "The Crest of Kindness"!!! Be warned!!! If you haven't seen it yet, steer clear. Ken is writing a letter to his friend.....
Dear Wormmon,
I am such a fool. I feel like I failed myself...... but more importantly, I failed you. I never stopped to think.... that I was hurting you. It was all a game to me, all something made up in my computer, entirely fake but entertaining. I never considered others, never thought about their feelings....
When you died...something died inside of me. I remember cradling you in my arms, holding you tight....And you looked at me with those wise eyes, so filled with tears and sorrow..... And you said...........
Wormmon, I can barely type. Everything I want to say.... Just seems pallor and fake. I'm sorry, my heart screams and my head feels like it's about to explode. *He's dead, he's dead, he dead* runs through my thoughts, drowning out anything else. All I can think about is you.... and how your death is all my fault.
It is my fault. I take full responsibility. I feel worthless. Horrible. Despicable. And I know that I am. But if you were here, you'd tell me that I was someone special. Someone wonderful. You'd be lying.
You always cared about me. No matter what I did to you, you always stood by my side, never wavering. And I was so mean to you... I beat you and teased you and never let you become the Digimon that you could have been.
I realize now what a fool I have been. Everything has gone wrong, everything has defaulted. I don't know what to do.
I'm helpless. Yes, even I, the Digimon Empor- never mind, old friend. I do not wish to be that person anymore. You died because of my thirst for power. Never again, dear friend. Never again.
I've changed, Wormmon. I will never be that person that I once was, the horrible, cruel power-hungry boy that you last saw. Your love, devotion and care for me changed that part of myself.
If only I could see you again..... but I fear that I will never find you again, dear friend. Friendships such as ours come along only once in a lifetime.
The other Digi-Destined, Kari, T.K. and the others, they have told me about a village in the Digital World. They called it Primary Village- the place where Digimon are reborn again. They say it was destroyed long ago....
But I will find it. I will find you, my friend, even if I die trying. I know that many Digimon want me dead. Now I wish I was dead....
I would understand if you do not want to see me again, or be my friend. If I was in your place, I would not want to be friends with myself. But I will look for you.... and beg for forgiveness.
Will you forgive me, dear friend?
I would not blame you if you would not.
I'm on my knees.
I will find you.
Thank you, my dear friend- my only friend. "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." Funny, the devil quoting Scripture. But that is what you meant, wasn't it? When you threw me off and freed Magnamon. Only a true friend would sacrifice himself for his friend.
You knew you were going to die.
You saved me, Wormmon.
You were more than my Digimon........ you were my best friend.
No one has had a truer friend.
Never Again.
This is set after "The Crest of Kindness"!!! Be warned!!! If you haven't seen it yet, steer clear. Ken is writing a letter to his friend.....
Dear Wormmon,
I am such a fool. I feel like I failed myself...... but more importantly, I failed you. I never stopped to think.... that I was hurting you. It was all a game to me, all something made up in my computer, entirely fake but entertaining. I never considered others, never thought about their feelings....
When you died...something died inside of me. I remember cradling you in my arms, holding you tight....And you looked at me with those wise eyes, so filled with tears and sorrow..... And you said...........
Wormmon, I can barely type. Everything I want to say.... Just seems pallor and fake. I'm sorry, my heart screams and my head feels like it's about to explode. *He's dead, he's dead, he dead* runs through my thoughts, drowning out anything else. All I can think about is you.... and how your death is all my fault.
It is my fault. I take full responsibility. I feel worthless. Horrible. Despicable. And I know that I am. But if you were here, you'd tell me that I was someone special. Someone wonderful. You'd be lying.
You always cared about me. No matter what I did to you, you always stood by my side, never wavering. And I was so mean to you... I beat you and teased you and never let you become the Digimon that you could have been.
I realize now what a fool I have been. Everything has gone wrong, everything has defaulted. I don't know what to do.
I'm helpless. Yes, even I, the Digimon Empor- never mind, old friend. I do not wish to be that person anymore. You died because of my thirst for power. Never again, dear friend. Never again.
I've changed, Wormmon. I will never be that person that I once was, the horrible, cruel power-hungry boy that you last saw. Your love, devotion and care for me changed that part of myself.
If only I could see you again..... but I fear that I will never find you again, dear friend. Friendships such as ours come along only once in a lifetime.
The other Digi-Destined, Kari, T.K. and the others, they have told me about a village in the Digital World. They called it Primary Village- the place where Digimon are reborn again. They say it was destroyed long ago....
But I will find it. I will find you, my friend, even if I die trying. I know that many Digimon want me dead. Now I wish I was dead....
I would understand if you do not want to see me again, or be my friend. If I was in your place, I would not want to be friends with myself. But I will look for you.... and beg for forgiveness.
Will you forgive me, dear friend?
I would not blame you if you would not.
I'm on my knees.
I will find you.
Thank you, my dear friend- my only friend. "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." Funny, the devil quoting Scripture. But that is what you meant, wasn't it? When you threw me off and freed Magnamon. Only a true friend would sacrifice himself for his friend.
You knew you were going to die.
You saved me, Wormmon.
You were more than my Digimon........ you were my best friend.
No one has had a truer friend.
Never Again.