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I'm tired of being what you want me to be

She knew inside this wasn't what she wanted….

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me

She was a war within herself and it destroyed everyone around her. She was at his every whim and it sickened her.

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

She didn't want to be him; she didn't want to become the monster he was. But she couldn't help it, before she knew it she was becoming a killer…

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

But she wasn't doing this of her own free will. She was the tool of destruction and she knew this, but all she could do is go with the flow no matter how hard she tried to go against it.

Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Even though she tried going back onto her own destiny, her own decisions led her to him, every single time and it killed her inside.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

She couldn't feel anymore, her heart was slipping away and all her thoughts vanished and it seemed like no one was there any longer. She couldn't do this anymore she was so tired, just so tired of this bullshit. She wanted to be the person she once was, but that person was slowly slipping out of her grasp.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

Suffocation was the correct term. She felt like she was a puppet too attached to the puppet master for her own good. She could feel herself breaking free from him every second and it made her heart skip a beat. She was becoming herself again, not the puppet that she was turned into.

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

She felt like she was no longer there. She couldn't bear it much longer, every second she felt like she was slipping into his shadows of hate.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

She felt so numb….

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

She knew in some way she was like him. She knew she had failed her friends, but even if she failed to get away, all she wanted to be was herself once more.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

She was fading away…..

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

She became the puppet he wanted. It was too late….

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There isn't much to say, but I hoped u liked it.