Okay, so here is my first Aokaga fanfic. This will turn into a multi chapter one. And I will try to update as fast as possible, but I do have work and like to procrastinate alot.

English is not my first language, so it might contain weird use of grammar, spelling mistakes and blaaah.

The rating will change, since I need to build up the story first.

I DO NOT OWN KNB NOR THE CHARACTER'S (exept for the ones I made up)

Title inspired by: Bring Me The Horizon

„She's pregnant"

Kagami felt sick to his stomach. He wanted to throw up. His chest tightened, his knees were getting weaker and weaker. his breath going faster than usual. He clutched his chest and widened his eyes by every further breath he took.

His back still facing the bluenette. He clenched his other hand into a fist and dug his nails into his palm: „I-Is that so?" He let out a silent, desperate chuckle. „Kagami...I..", Aomine tried to close the distance between them „Don't...", was all Kagami managed to say. He tried his best to fight back all the tears that were building in his eyes. Trying to fight their way out. They wanted to be shed Kagami heard his heart scream, he felt as if his insides were tearing him apart as he tried to force the tears back in. His vision got blurry. He swallowed: „Aren't you happy, Ahomine? You're going to be a dad..." Aomine streched out his arm, trying to grab Kagami's shoulder, but the other man took two steps forward, took a sharp breath and turned around. What Aomine saw in that moment tore his soul apart, kagami showed him the brightest smile on earth, the smile he loved and cherished the most. He swore to protect his former lover's smiling face with all his might. But Aomine failed, miserably, all that was left was Kagami with tears streaming down his face. Aomine knew. Kagami forced himself to smile with trembling lips: „You're going to be the best dad ever, Aomine! Congratulations!" Aomine shook his head: „Kagami..." but the redhead just started running. He ran away..from Aomine..from his tears..from all the pain he felt.

"I don't want to be a father...not when it's not our child...", Aomine whispered as he watched Kagami run until he was just a small tiny dot being swallowed by the sunset.

Aomine woke up, with eyes wide open, his heart beating rapidly. He needed a few seconds to remember where he was. As he looked around the familiar room he let out a relieved sigh and brought himself up. What the hell? It was just a nightmare.. he tried to remind himself. Just a bad nightmare. Although he didn't understand why it came back. This all familiar nightmare. 10 years ago it was his consistant reminder of what he wished didn't happen. His whole body was shaking.

He felt the all familiar sting in his chest. Aomine took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. He lay back on his bed, on his back, looking up at the white ceiling. Resting his right arm over his eyes, biting his lower lip. It was the last time he ever had seen Kagami. After that sudden announcement Aomine had to give up on Basketball and look for a Job to support the mother of his child. Aomine Daiki knew he could not care for his family and keep on playing basketball. Also, his unborn child already meant that much to him that he knew he couldn't bear trying to become a professional basketballplayer and miss every tiny step of his own child.

He didn't have the guts to go and look for him either. He knew he fucked up big. The only person he really cared for.. he destroyed him. Aomine Daiki knew that and had decided that it would be the best decision to leave Kagami be. To not cause him anymore pain than he already had to go through. Aomine knew kagami wasn't alone, he knew that he could count on Tetsu and on the whole Seirin team. He put all of his faith into these people.

One might think that Aomine chose the easy path, to let others take care of the mess he caused, but Aomine could not bring up enough strength to go and see him. Because in the end, Aomine did love Kagami. He loved him with all his heart. And he DID fight for their relationship to happen but atfer 6 months of complete happiness, that one phonecall turned his life upside down. He didnt even remember her name, she was just one of those girls he used to get rid of his sexual frustration. Before they started dating he tried to fuck the pain away, the pain of not being able to be with the one he loved the most: Kagami Taiga. And one reckless, drunk and sweaty night destroyed everything he ever wanted. The worst part was that he never wanted to break up with Kagami. Instead, he wanted to be with him and his child. But he didn't want Kagami to go through all of this...

Aomine was never stupid, he knew he had to face his responsibilities and it was his own stupid fault for not using protection.

10 years later, and he still had not heard a word from Kagami. He knew nothing about Kagami's whereabouts. The bluenette checked the news about japanese or american basketball every week, to see if Kagami reached his dream to become a famous basketball player. But no sight of his former lover. Instead the magazines talked about his former captain Akashi and his former shadow Kuroko who turned into the rising stars in the basketball universe. At least some of us idiots managed to make their dreams come true.

Aomine's train of thoughts got interrupted when the doorbell rang. He checked the clock on the nightstand next to his bed. 6 a.m, who could it be at this time of hour? Well whatever, the tall dark-skinned male rose from his bed and put on a pair of black sweatpants. He couldn't care less to put on a t-shirt because, why the fuck should he, it was his apartment, whoever had the audacity to bother him at 6am on a sunday morning had to live with the current grumpy, tired and bare-chested Aomine.

The person on the other side of the door kept raping the doorbell. „Sheesh – I'm on my way", he yawned and scrached his neck. Before finally opening the door he took a deep breath and tried to look as annoyed as possible. Which wasn't a tough task for Aomine Daiki the King of annoyed facial expressions.

„Aomine Daaaaikiiii!", a strident voice hit his ear. Oh hell no...he opened the door and looked into the face of his ex wife and the mother of his child:"Ritsuko, what the hell?". He let his gaze wander up and down her body. She used to be so pretty but now her eyes were underlined by dark circles, her brow cowered with wrinkles from all of that furrowing. She lost alot of weight and her face seemed pale, her hair was roughly put into a ponytail. „What took you so long?" „Can't you just shut up. You're goddamn voice ...Excuse myself for being asleep AT 6 AM, ritsuko!". She hissed at Aomine: „You are not excused when you forget about your own daughter, you idiot!". Aomine blinked a few times and raised an eyebrow: „I don't even understand what you're ta-.." OH SHIT!

It hit him like a shock. „Ah jeez, i don't know what to do with you anymore. I thought life would be easier now that we're divorced, but you are just the same irresponsible and not-caring ass like you were 2 years ago!", Ritsuko put her Hands on her hips: „Anyway my beloved ex husband, Yuki is just getting her things out of the car. As a caring dad don't you think it might be a nice idea to help your daughter for once!" Aomine finally snapped: „Shut up!", was all he had left to say. He pushed her to the side and made his way down to the parking lot.

His head started to hurt. Same procedure as every weekend right? Aomine felt his anger rise when he relived ritsuko's words. He didn't understand her frustration. Sure, being a single mom is hard but actually, Aomine was a great dad. He called his daughter at least three days a week and tried to make plans whenever he could. Even if it was just to grab something small to eat at their favourite restaurant. Also, his daughter called him when she had a fight with her friends in school, or the boys bullied her again and called her a tomboy. Because, how could it have turned out differently? His daughter was gifted when it came to basketball. She inherited Aomine's talent. Basketball was one of the things that let father and daughter share such a loving and caring relationship.

Aomine was more than proud of his little girl. And all of his anger and hatred flew away in an instant when he saw his little girl fighting with her backpack:"YOU SHIT JUST DON'T GET ON MY NERVES AND DO WHAT I'M ASKI-" She stopped as she felt a familiar presence behind her. She turned around and her face turned into a huge smile. Aomine put his hand on her hair and ruffled through her hair: „that's not an appropriate way to talk for a lady!" Yuki was still smiling and jumped into her father's arms:

„DADDYY!" he held her close and let out a soft chuckle: „How's my basketball princess doing?" „I'm tiiired...Mom dragged me out of bed at 4 am and we had to ride the car for such a long time and then when i finally fell asleep again i woke up and mommy wasnt here adn then i realized we arrived and then i wanted to meet you, daddy but my bag is stuck and and i can't get it out and it's soooo annoying." Yuki spoke like she was being chased by some serial killer. Aomine always had a hard time to keep up with her speed of talking.

„Right right, let daddy help you out!" Aomine grabbed her things and just when he was about to slam the door shut he heard that voice again. „Daiki, I will not repeat myself again. You better take care of Yuki while i'm in London. She's going to transfer to a new school tomorrow, so make sure you drop her off and meet her new teacher and make her a bento. Also she's going to join her new school's basketball team so make sure that she won't inherit that slacking off attitude of yours as well. I want you to talk to her sportsteacer, too. And if she's injured contact me ASAP. You undertsand?" Aomine simply nodded, he was not an idiot. „Well then, my darling. Take care of your daddy and call me when he does anything stupid again, ok?" Yuki nodded and hugged her mom goodbye. Both of them waited til ritsuko was gone and yuki finally stopped waving and shouting farewells.

They spent the morning putting away yuki's stuff, having breakfast and watching a movie.

„DADDY! Let us play basketball!", yuki ran through his apartment, dribbling the ball around tables and used the sink as a basket. Aomine could not describe what that little girl did to his heart, but the grumpy and „cold-hearted" Aomine he used to be when she wasn't around was replaced with the loving, caring and patient father.

Of course he wouldn't object and both of them made their way to the nearest basketball court.

At first Aomine would let yuki play a bit by herself to get her body used to exhaustion and he enjoyed just watching her. But nowadays yuki got bored easily when playing on her own. „daddy hurry up!" He stood up from the wooden bench and caught the ball that she threw at him. First he walked slowly, trying to get used to that familiar feeling. But one second later he ran over that court, shooting baskets, moving back and forth like a cat. He never lost his gift. It was clear to him that most of his former team mates probably made a lot more progress than he did. But he was just glad that he didn't turn into an old man whose muscles hurt after 3 minutes of running.

Yuki and Aomine had a blast. (Of course Aomine went easy on his daughter. It wasn't his intension to crash her, or play SERIOUS teikou basketball with her. She was 10 years old.) She ran towards aomine, never losing focus of the ball and her opponent but when she wanted to pass him, he tickled her side and she threw the ball in a completely wrong direction. „DADDY YOU'RE CHEATING!" Aomine laughed out loud: „How else would I be able to win against you! Oi, where did the ball go?" Aomine spotted a man on the other court next to them and he coudln't shake the feeling of something familiar. „Yuki be a good girl and go grab the ball. Daddy needs to pee!". „Ok- EEEW don't say such disgusting things. Eeeew!" Aomine kept on laughing and made his way to the public toilets.

„I'm terribly sorry, sir but may I get the ball back?". Yuki looked up at a tall, muscular man with red hair who looked as if he had just seen a ghost. „Sir?", She repeated. „Huh? Oh yeah..your ball. There you go, little Lady!" The man smiled and Yuki's heart skipped a beat. What a beautiful smile, it almost hurt her eyes. „Do you like basketball, too, sir?" The red-head nodded and kept on smiling: „Yeah, when I was younger, I used to play a lot. I even won championships, you know." The face of the little girl lit up: „WOOOOW. YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY DADDY!", she said, „you might know him. He's THE Aomine Daiki. YES, you heard correctly the Aomine! Ah ~ Speak of the devil. There he is, DAAAAAAAAAADDDY! LOOK, THIS SIR-" Yuki turned her head to face the tall man with reddish hair. But he was no longer there. „What is it that you wanted to say?", Aomine asked as his flabbergasted looking daughter. „What's wrong honey?" „There was a man with red hair. He had our ball.."

Red Hair?

..

Well, there are surely other men with red hair in this town.

„And he said he looooooooooves basketball just as much as we do."

Wait..what..? Hm, still nothing special, right? Get a grib of yourself Aomine.

„And he said he won championships like you daddy. And when I asked him if he knew the notorious Aomine Daiki he was suddenly gone!"

Aomine froze on the spot. Could it be? He started sweating, his heart increased its speed. His mind went blank. Why of all times would Kagami be here? WHY NOW? It was impossible. Aomine was still dreaming right? It had to be a dream. Or his imagination. It couldn't be. No, it wasn't true.

DAAA-

His daughter wasn't stupid but sometimes she used to mix up things when she told a story. Because, you know, she being a 10-year-old and her mouth was always faster than her brain. So she probably just mixed up certain things. Yeah, right. There was no logical reason why Kagami would hide. It was 10 years ago, he was probably married and had children himself or was married to another man..who made..him...

DAD-

happy...

DADDDDYYYYYYYYYY!

Aomine shook his head to get rid of his thoughts: „huh?". Yuki pulled on his basketball shorts:"are you okay daddy?" Her face had worried written all over it. Aomine let himself fall on his butt and let out a sigh: „Yes, I'm ok. I think I just saw a ghost"

„WHAAAAT?", yuki jumped on his lap: „WHERE? I WILL PROTECT YOU!". He hugged her tightly: „No, it's the duty of the daddy to protect his little princess, right?" He gave her a heartwarming smile. „You know daddy, that man had a beautiful smile. Just like you." Aomine's body twitched. He tried to tell his body to shut up and especially his brain because this asshole wasn't doing anything good. If anything, it made everything worse. And Aomine was not in the mood for some weird jokes caused by his stupid overreacting head.

„Anyways, I'm hungry. Maji-Burger?" Yuki jumped in joy and tried to pull Aomine of the ground. With a bit of his help it worked and they grabbed their stuff and made their way to their favourtie fastfood restaurant.

Aomine had some teriyaki burger and yuki ate a kids menu and they talked about all kinds of things. Sometimes Aomine made fun of Yuki when she put too much food in her mouth and looked like an idiot. And yuki made fun of her dad when the sauce was dripping out of the burger and on his shirt and left a huge stain. They spent a great evening together and Aomine, for once, during the whole day, forgot about Kagami Taiga.

„DAI-CHAN!", he almost choked on his burger when the familiar voice reached his ears. A big breasted pink haired 26 year-old Momoi Satsuki made her way towards their table. „Satsuki neeee chan!" Yuki jumped off her seat and buried her face in Momoi's chest. The pinkhaired woman threw her up in the air and catched her halfway.

Aomine did not understand how the small and tiny Momoi managed to do that with a 10 year old. Sure, it was easy when Yuki was a little toddler and 6 or 7 years old. But she got heavier every day and even for such a muscular guy like Aomine, his little daughter was a heavy meatball. But it seems to be in the nature of women.

„Satsuki..", Aomine nodded.

She gave him a friendly smile and flicked her finger against his forehead: „don't look so mean, dai chaaan!". „It's your fault for interrupting my fun time!".

He felt a light kick against his foot:"Daddy!" Yuki said with an angry expression: „Don't talk like that to Satsuki!". Momoi blushed and pulled yuki's face against her huge chest: „Aaaaah my little angle. I love you so much. I am so happy the only thing you got from your daddy is your talent for basketball!"

Aomine sighed: „Stop suffocating my child, or else I'll have to call the police..."

Momoi let go of Yuki and sat next to her: „Anyway Daiki YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHO I MET TODAY!"

Aomine shrugged: „don't wanna guess and don't give a ffff..." another kick. He sighed: „i don't know..Obama?" Momoi raised an eyebrow: „ We've known each other for more than 20 years now and I still don't know what to do with you.

No, it's Testu-kun. And he said Kagami's back in Japan!"

Aomine really did choke on his Burger now. „Man that sauce got spicy", a poor attempt to cover up. „Tetsu-nii chan?" Yuki's eyes started to sparkle. „Yes, he quit playing professional and wants to be a teacher now. Infact he's a teacher at your new school Yuki.."

While the girls kept on talking about their beloved tetsu kun, yes even his daughter had a crush on that little dwarf. The bluenette's mind drifted away. Aomine realised his hands were shaking.

Kagami..

back..

in..

Japan.

SO, that was the reason he never heard of Kagami ever again. He left Japan. That means, the guy he saw and the guy his daughter talked to has been indeed, KAGAMI TAIGA? Kagami met his daughter.. Kagami saw them playing togther. Kagami probably heard Yuki calling him 'daddy'. Aomine felt horrible and guilty.

Tho he didn't understand exactly WHY. They haven't seen each other in 10 years nor have they spoken. He recalled his former idea about Kagami being happy with another man or woman. And it hit him again. That weird pain in his chest. Aomine had no fucking explanation in his mind what was happening to him. He was fine, for 10 years. Well, not completely FINE. He managed to live with all this shit that has happened. But since that stupid nightmare came back, he felt like Kagami was haunting him on purpose, trying to make him feel like shit again.

Aomine got up from his seat and walked as fast as he could towards the restrooms. He got into a cabin, locked the door and sunk to floor. He buried his face in his shaking hands. He had no fucking explanation for all that was happening. He felt happy, sad, angry, guilty and ashamed. All of this feelings crashing into eachother turning aomine into a mess.

He asked himself if he was the only who was still suffering, who was still thinking about Kagami. Who missed his smile, his smell, his touch.

Suddenly an imagine of the moaning and panting Kagami made it through aomine's mind. And another feeling crashed with the others: he was now horny.

He banged his fist against the wall to fight against his twiching cock. THAT'S SO INAPROPRIATE YOU PIECE OF SHIT, he said to himself.

More imagines came floading in his mind.

And aomine kept on banging and banging his fist against the wall until he felt a numbing pain in his hand. warm blood flowing down his knuckles and tears streaming down his face.

He started laughing, manically, he thought he was about to turn insane.

Fuck this, Aomine. Just fucking be cool for once. You're a grown man, a FATHER. Be strong and quit your whining over soemthing so stupid.

He got out of the cabin, washed his face and his hand, got back to the girls, grabbed Yuki by her hand, dragged her out of the restaurant, walked fast towards their apartment. He never answered no matter how much his daughter was struggling, he just kept on, pulling her with him.

At home he simply closed the door behind them, sighed and said:" I have to work. Take a bath and then go to bed. We have to get up early"

And shut his bedroom door behind him.

Aomine didn't sleep at all that night.

he knocked on his daughter's door: „Sweety, can we talk?" No sound coming from the ten year old. „I'm sorry, I didn't feel well at all". Still no response. „You see, sometimes adult act weird, and they get easily irritated by trivial things and Satsuki reminded me of something and i-"

„SO IT WAS BECAUSE OF TETSU-NII CHAN!", Yuki stood infront of him, puffed cheeks, furrowing her brow. She looked just like her mother and Aomine couldn't bite back a grin.

Luckily his daughter was a bit dense, well who could possibly say anything, she's 10 years old and doesn't know shit about her fathers preferences and former lovelife. „Yes, You're right. Daddy wasn't feeling well because Tetsu-kun came back without letting me know!"

„I KNEW IT! Don't worry. I will talk to Tetsu-niichan and beat some sense into him!".

„Alright, but don't go to hard on Tetsu. You know he's just so small and tiny"

Fuck..Aomine remembered that he'd be going to meet tetsu again. Their last encounter did not end well. Which was the reason they haven't spoken in 3 years. Aomine at that time, right after his divorce. Asked tetsu for help to find out about Kagami's whereabout's becuause he knew that Tetsu and Kagami were still friends. And in close contact to eachother, which drove Aomine insane.

„Kagami-kun begged me to not let you contact him, Aomine-kun!", was Tetsu simple answer.

Aomine lost his mind. He yelled and screamed at Tetsu, trying to convince the smaller man to give in. He wanted to apologize, he wanted to let Kagami knew that he never forgot about him, that this was probably the reason their marriage went down the drain.

„You're just being selfish, Aomine-kun. You were the one that ran away, to beging with. It was not Kagami-kun who asked me to take care of the wounded deer you left behind on the road. It was YOUR request, YOU asked me to keep every information about Kagami to myself. And now, that your marriage fell apart you wan't what? Take him back? Apologize? Make amends? Don't fool yourself Aomine-kun. I love both, Kagami-kun and you. But this isn't some kind of easy matter for him. You left him. So please, try to be considerate for once."

Aomine tried to defend himself. His mind screamed. „NO, i never left him. NO! Tetsu that's not true. HE WAS THE ONE WHO RAN AWAY. I couldn't do ANYTHING. What was I supposed to do? I thought all of this would make things alot easier for Kagami. I was suffering every day. Don't you dare to tell me what to do. I will find Kagami with or without you. I don't.."

Tetsu placed his right hand on his shoulder: „I am sorry Aomine-kun, just let it be!", those were the last words he had heard from Kuroko in 3 years.

Apparently he often visited Ritsuko and Yuki, since he was Yuki's godfather. But that was about it.

Still lost in his flashback thoughts, he prepared the bento for Yuki, took a shower, had breakfast with her and got into his car and drove Yuki to her new school.

Yuki talked about all kinds of stuff, aomine just smiled and nodded from time to time. He was to captivated with his mind and brain playing pranks on him. He couldn't shake the feeling of something horrible going to happen. For some reason all he wanted to do was turn his car and drive back home and just work until he'd fall asleep.

He was not prepared to face Kuroko, and he was even less prepared for any information about Kagami.

When they arrived at the school he kissed Yuki goodbye and told her he'd pick her up after classes and that she should head in first because he had to talk to her basketball trainer. She nodded and hurried down the gates of the school. Aomine leaned against his car and pulled a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket. He started smoking as soon as Yuki was born. An infant is not that easy to take care of, all these sleepless nights.

He took another drag of his cigarette and let his eyes wander around the school. It felt so nostalgic and he couldn't help but think back to his Teikou days and felt, for a long time, a small piece of happiness in his heart.

He tossed his cigarette on the ground and walked to the sports hall.

Time to check out that new basketball trainer. I bet he's some old dork with glasses who can't even score a single three pointer. It is too bad that pe teachers were getting older and older and the only thing they taught his daughter was standing around the gym, giving instructions, grading kids. Why did i never consider a career as a teacher? I would have been the best,man. Seriously...but..tsch.. kids are so annoying. Well whatever. Where is that-

Aomine's steps came to a sudden halt as he heard the sound of sports shoes squeaking on the floor of the gym. The sound of a ball hitting the floor every now and then. Silent noises of physical effort.

He peeked into the gym, wonderin what or who caused these all familiar noises. And his heart skipped a beat when he saw Kagami Taiga wiping his face with a white fluffy towel. He let his gaze wander. Kagami grew a bit and got even more muscular. He was still amazingly handsome. His hair didn't change at all, if anything it got even more red . Aomine paused his gaze when he realized that Kagami was training shirtless. He let his eyes rest on the rock hard chest,cowered in sweat and moving up and down from all of this heavy breathing. Suddenly Kagami lifted his gaze and looked towards the door of the gym. As soon as it was able for aomine he jumped to the side and hid.. behind a bush. The aomine daiki, hid behind a bush...

„Ao...mine?",

Kagami Taiga stood behind him and the white towel slowly sailed to the ground..

So, there it is, the first chapter. What do you guys think? Did I manage to write a good Aomine-Dad? Did I mess up his character? I am moving forward too fast, right?

I don't know...

next chapter : Kagami POV

please let me know what you think. I am always thankful for any kind of critisism.

Thank you for reading