You think you know me. You think you know me. You do not know me. Only I know myself. Only on your behalf do I act like this. You think I am 'calm'. You think I am 'nice'. You think I well not rip you to shreds with my bare hands. Ha! You even think I am innocent of war and death. Well, you are wrong. I am not cute. I am not nice. I am not innocent. I am insane. I am a walking time bomb that could snap at any second of any day. I could snap you half with a flick of my arm. I would love to get into your head and wreck you from the inside out.
You see? I am not who I lead you on to believe. I am not sane. I am insane. I am a weapon of mass destruction. I am not some one you wish to know. If you do… run. Flee. You haven't much time. I haven't much time. It lives of my fear. The evil I know well be released. The evil… that I have built up. The feeling I keep for so long. They grew into a single mind. A monster. A monster I must carry. An evil bigger then even you could comprehend.
Do you see now? See the darkness I am? See the threat? I have snapped before. I have shown this evil before. It did not end well. I have killed so many. Not in my right mind of course, but it was still me. My hands. My body. My friends. I grieve still today. I grieve over their deaths. When I grieve it laughs.
Now. You must think I need to be contained. You must think I need to be jailed. No. I need death. I need to die. It cannot be contained. I cannot be contained. I wish you would believe me. I wish you would stay away. I wish…. I wish I could be free. Free from this curse. But wishes cannot be given to all. Only ones that earn them. I have not. Nor I have not earned happiness or hope. As I said before, stay away. I am no good. I might never be…….