A Perfect Wait
By: oondagubrakitachi
a/n: I don't wanna say anything too much...
When I look at my watch, I see, it was 11.59 pm.
Huh... a little waiting night..., again, I sighed
How long do I have to wait for you to change?
How many times have I been going to the same place every damn waiting night?
It just doesn't make sense.
Why do I have to keep waiting for you?
The world is getting tougher by second, by minute, by hour
But, as tragic things happened and flew away, I'm still the old me.
A non-sense waiting girl, no not girl. I'm more like a hopeless woman.
That guy's PERFECT
I don't know why I loved perfection
I mean, just look around
The time flew away,
Letting children grow,
Letting animals live their lifes
But, no excuses
I'm damned
I'm doomed, more like helpless
But, my way of life changed everything I planned
My plan of happily ever after scene
Of me and that boy, I mean--man.
Unexpectedly changed into a neverending wait story
Just look at me
I'm keeping my smile, but inside I'm miserable
MISERABLE
And by miserable I mean,
My misery is killing me
And so all my friends feel mserable, they couldn't wait
And so they tried to stop him...
Him. The perfect man.
And so I couldn't just stay and wait,
I went with them
And when we see him for the first time in two years we haven't met
He became stronger, I don't know, what am I mssing?
He said he wasn't perfect enough to kill
And I just let him go...
I really don't want to wait again.
I put my want in my heart, and soul
I'm just... too tired of the wait
But, my soul and body just don't synchronize
It just don't want to hold back
That's what's happening
I keep going to the same place, everyday, everynight...
Huh...
I'm just wasting my time...
I just have to get out...
a/n: If you want to give reviews, it's okay, but I don't know the use of reviews anyway...