Okay dude's it's me, and I'm writing this because I've been feeling depressed lately, and because I'm going to get a job, so most of my other fic's will probably take a lot longer then usual, so I'm making this for away to release some of my pent up feelings of depression.
D Hurricane: I do not own Teen Titans in any way shape or form, so please support the official release
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It had been an average day for the Titans, the city had been quiet and clam, nothing out the ordinary , not even a villain attempt at attacking or theft. All the titans were doing their usual thing, Robin was talking and flirting with each other, well Cyborg was eating his sandwich each probably contained some or probably all meat based products, he smiled and seemed to enjoy his meal, Raven was currently reading another one of her books, he eye's scanning and reading every word as she floated anew inches from the ground in lotus position.
Well all except one Titans the only titan that wasn't in the common room, usually Beast Boy would be in the common room enjoy some video games or trying to make Raven laugh, but at the moment he was staring at the ceiling all he could do was think, think about a certain someone, and compare what he had been feeling, his face almost looked as if he was caught in a trance, lost in his mind, he stared with a blank look, his arms behind his head as he laid on the bottom bunk of his bunk bed, contemplating life and searching for the answer that he held inside of himself, thinking, he sighed in defeat. "Do I really care about Raven? I mean I know I care about her as a friend, but why can't I help myself around her? I feel so weird around her, like I feel so right, yesterday was so weird, why did I have to feel that way around her, I shouldn't have slipped up, Why...? dude this is gonna bug me all day!" he thought grabbing his pillow in frustration, cover his entire face and laying on his stomach, shaking his head, trying to ease the his tired mind and feelings.
"Why did that have to happen yesterday..." he said in between the cushion that held his face, he dropped the pillow on his bed as he laid there, his face still held the face for a question, that only he knew he could answer, he closed his eye's trying to remember the past day, and it's events.
"FLASH BACK"
The day began as the last recent days had started, Cyborg playing the game station, occasionally shouting a victory boo-ya, focusing all his attention on the large television not once taking his eye's off the screen, to his left was Beast Boy having some friendly competition, both moving and twisting to the side's, shouting and pushing each other in hopes of beating the other.
"Yeah I'm gonna finally beat your metal butt Cy!" he shouted his tongue sticking from the side of his mouth, focusing all his concentration on the game in front of him, smiling and moving his arms around, the video game there were so into was racing game, each 3-D moving and swerving from side to side.
"No way green bean!" he shouted pushing and shoving, neither could take their eye's off the game, until Cyborg pushed Beast Boy, causing him to lose balance and fall off to the side, officially making Cyborg the winner, he jumped in the air, as well as pumping his fist in the air, grinning like a manic, Beast Boy quickly stood up and looked at the screen declaring him the loser.
"Dude you cheated!" shouted the green changeling, as he shook his arm in an anime style way, making it appear if his arm was a spur in the air, and shouting his head becoming some what larger, he was fuming, actually was attempting too, he could never really get angry over a game like that, Cyborg stopped and cleaned his ears in a mock sense.
"I couldn't hear ya B... Because I was to busy remembering I'm the king of all games!" he proclaimed smirking so much that it didn't appear to fit his face, Beast Boy pouted, crossing his arms he turned away from the game, stepping on his heel he walked away from the couch.
"Hey BB whats a matter !? It's just a game man!"he shouted, it was Beast Boy's turn to smile, he quickly calmed down, and needed away to get back at him, so he formed an idea, he turned to look at him.
"I'm going some where else because some people or a certain dude, who I won;t say his name...Cyborg, won't cheat!"he said leaving the room, leaving before Cyborg could even utter a word, he made it to the common room halls, placed his hands inside his pockets, he had an uninterested look on his face, in truth Beast Boy was just tired of playing Video games, as shocking as it was, it was true, due to the fact that no Villain had attacked or robbed Jump city the last few days, well there had been, but nothing the local police couldn't handle, he needed something to do, the last few days had been getting on his nerves, Robin and Starfire had taken the time to go on more date's then average, now that they had some free time, and didn't have to worry about the crime, most of the villains had been caught and now had secure cells, Beast Boy just wondered the halls, then a thought struck him, he could always hang out with Raven, he knew were she was and decided to pay her a visit, how he would regret this choice."I'll check up on Rae! She could probably listen to one of my joke's or play a game, and maybe ask her ou...what? What was I going to think? No way! Stupid brain! There' s a reason I don't want to use you much! Okay time to see Raven! "He thought and ran off to the roof, as he walked up the stairs he saw that the sun was setting and noticed Raven mediating she looked beautiful she hovered over the ground, in her usually sitting position, he cape gently being blown by the wind, her hood down she was lost in her trance like state Beast boy cloud only watch, for some unknown reason he started at her, her face as so clam, yet holding wisdom and something more, Beast Boy was lost in her face, the way the wind blew a strand of her hair on her face.
"I never really noticed how nice Raven looked... she really pretty, I used to remember when I thought she had a thing for me, until Terra came along... to bad it didn't go so well, it's not as if Raven ever wanted to start anything with me, but it wouldn't be so bad would it? No it would never work, and why can't I stop looking at her!" he thought shaking his head to rid himself of those thoughts.
His thoughts released certain feelings which Raven could feel, being that she was a mere fifteen feet away from the jade skinned boy, she could feel his confusion, denial, sadness, loss, hurt, and something else she couldn't tell but it was similar to what Starfire felt for Robin, she could tell it wasn't Starfire nor Robin, she seemed to lose concentration, her face twisting, she knew it had to be Beast Boy, it didn't matter now she was decided to end her mediation early for the day, she paused and halted her lotus position, and placing her feet firmly on the ground, Beast Boy was still deep in though until his animal sense alerted him of her, she stood up, clearly annoyed she kept her cold stare.
"What is it Beast Boy, is there something you want so badly that you had to interrupt my mediation session?" she asked raising a brow, as her cloaked wrapped it's self around her figure, Beast Boy shook his head.
"Um... nothing Rae I just wanted to see how you were doing that's all" he said grinning, taking a few steps coming closer to her , until he was a good few feet from her, Raven still had that look that said, that he wanted something.
"Yeah sure... so what do you want Beast Boy, I doubt you came up here to chat, don't you have some video games to get to?" she asked her face still the same deadpan look as always, her voice still holding the same monotone voice, lifted a finger in protest, but brought it down in defeat slumping his shoulders in the process, nothing got passed Raven.
"Alright I wanted to ask you, if you wanted to hang out and why I'm not playing with Video games with Cyborg is because I got bored of playing" he said as Raven nodded her head fully understanding the situation.
"You lost didn't you?" he stated, Beast Boy seemed to have an annoyed look and pouted once more.
"Alright yeah that's what happened, not only because of that, but also because! I'm bored!" he shouted throwing his arms out in front of himself.
"Uh...huh... and you think this is any of my concern?" she responded.
"Come one Rae! Please I really wanna hang with you out of all our friends we don't do anything together!"
"What are you talking about? you annoy me with you constant joke's and try to get m to laugh, I think that's enough" she said crossing her arms looking off to the side, a small vein twitching on her head, Beast Boy eye's ha d a darker under lining, but not of depression more of aggravation.
"Raven that's doesn't count! I just wanna do something with you that's all..." he said looking at her with a pleading look, Raven of course was unaffected by this quester "Please...?" he asked giving his puppy dog eye's to her, and leaning up closer to her to add more effect.
"No Beast Boy... we wouldn't do anything because we could never agree on anything" she said turning away from him her arms still crossed.
"Come on Rae we could go to the Arcade, the night club, the ice cream place, or get some comic's it'll be great!" he said moving in front of her and grabbing the front of her cloak and dragging her slight towards the city, he wasn't going to leap off the end, he was just using it as a way to tempt her into going with him to have his version of fun, Raven was slightly shocked by how he had suddenly grabbed her cloak.
"Beast Boy stop! I Don't want to do whatever immature thing it is you want to do"she said protesting against him, and struggling against his pull, but Beast Boy hadn't expected that and in a reflex he pulled harder then her, causing her to fall over and land on him, both of them gave a quick shriek before hitting the ground, Beast Boy was careful not to let his head hit the hard cement roof top, but unfortunately for them Raven had fallen on top of Beast Boy, causing her forehead to collide to his, she seethed in pain, as Beast Boy had now been hit on the forehead and the impact had caused him to hit the floor, stunning him for a few moments.
"Beast Boy look what you did...?" Raven's pain finally subsided, she opened her eye, she opened her eye's to see that his eye's were in a daze. And swirling look, Raven paused feeling so odd for being this close to Beast Boy, slowly the green boy opened his eye's to see Raven staring at him, she had a slight blush to her face, he started back at those purple eye's of hers, the wind gently blew her hair, as the the setting sun gave her a much more stunning appearance, he was at a loss for words his heart beating a mile a minute, he couldn't help but stare longingly into her eye's, she started back, she couldn't actually tell why she was her feelings had matched the boy she was on top of, she noticed how close their faces were, out of instinct beast boy tried to close the gap between their face's, leaning up towards her face, Raven just stared stunned, she then also found herself doing the same as they were mere inches apart from each other, Raven's powers shoot the ground causing the roof to shake violently which caused the two teen to realize want they were about tot do, both Beast Boy and Raven quickly jumped away from each other, repeating the same thing over and over in their minds.
"That didn't almost happen!, That didn't almost happen! WHY DID THAT ALMOST HAPPEN!" they both shouted in their thoughts
"Um... Forget what I said, I gotta go!" shouted Beast Boy and ran off inside the tower, as Raven shook her head blushing with a shocked look across her face, the same look that Beast Boy now had.
"END OF FLASHBACK!"
"I still don't get it, one minute were arguing and I'm trying to get her to hang out with me, then we end up really close to each other... could it mean I... like her? AH! Dude this is so tough to think about!" he said sighing in as he sat up and quickly came back down.
"Maybe I do like her...? Maybe we could try it...? would she even want to? No she'd reject me the first time I try, but I mean she is nice and one of my friends, and isn't that how most dude's and chicks hook up? But then again she is Raven... she only talks to me when were on a mission or I annoy her to much... or something important comes up... no I can't think like that, she's also been there for me like, I've been there for her... and plus Raven didn't get angry, maybe that's her way of showing me that she sorta likes me?" He thought, he went over everything In his head "No I can't it would work, I still like her, I guess I've always sorta liked her but I guess I'll just have to be one of those guys who likes her from a distance, and what if I do ask her out and she says no... then I'll be risking what little friendship we have now... I wish we could be more, but I guess that's just not gonna happen..." he thought sighing sadly and continuing to stare at the ceiling.
"No matter what I know Raven will never want me..."
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Alright I'm done, this might stay as a one shot, I don't know do you guys want to yo continue or make this a one shot here's your options
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B: Keep it a one shot
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