this world is filled with emptiness

just like what's left of my heart

everyday a terrible darkness

it eats away my mind and soul

I've tried to be what others prefer

but now this is all too much

forever cursed to be alone

within this empty carcass that is called my body

I am now dead to this world

I wonder did you ever even see me?

did you ever see my suffering?

did you ever even care?

was I just a passing shadow?

as if I wasn't even there.

now... I say goodbye to this world

to you and all the other faceless beings I once called friends

to all those who ever truly cared

forgive me

I wish to be selfish if only this once

let me have my death

let me have my eternal sleep

let me have that sweet darkness that will keep me safe forever.

this is my final farewell.

goodbye