Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter
Warning: mild Slash
Summary: Harry remembers Sirius
December 21st:
Wintersong
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The lake is frozen over
The trees are white with snow
And all around reminders of you
Are everywhere I go
I stare out the window from my sixth year dorms, it's beautiful of course but everything reminds me of you, Remus who's back as Defense Professor is on duty outside, the four children playing in the snow, a reminder of the playfulness you kept from your marauder days. The Map too sits there on my bed and I find myself staring at your name for hours on end.
It's late and morning's in no hurry
But sleep won't set me free
I lie awake and try to recall
How your body felt beside me
When silence gets too hard to handle
And the night too long
I wish I'd had the courage to tell you how I really felt before it was too late, before you were taken away from me.
And this is how I see you
In the snow on Christmas morning
Love and happiness surround you
As you throw your arms up to the sky
I keep this moment by and by
Oh how I miss you now, my love
Merry Christmas merry Christmas merry Christmas, my love
I wish I could have had just this one Christmas with you properly, without having to worry about the War and the Ministry. I Love you Siri, I always will.
A sense of joy fills the air
And I daydream and I stare
Above the tree and I see
Your star up there
It's nighttime now, how the time goes by so quickly and as I stare up at the sky I think I can see the star you were named after, Sirius, there amongst the twinkling lights. Is it you? Or is that just wishful thinking? I think about joining you but then I realize that's not what you'd want me to do, you'd want me to enjoy what time I have on this earth:
And this is how I see you
In the snow on Christmas morning
Love and happiness surround you
As you throw your arms up to the sky
I keep this moment by and by...
Well there's another one, this one just makes you want to cry :( oh well, I hope you enjoyed it all the same.
Multi x