I was sitting at our winter resort relaxing in front of the fireplace. The house was 2 stores big modern style building and made from almost whole from wood. It was amazing and with all this snow around.

The front door opened and our maid stormed in.

"Milady! There is a man wanting to talk with you and is asking to come inside. Do you think it is safe to let him in?"

"Don't be silly Liza. Let him in he will froze outside and please make him something hot to eat and drink." I scowled her.

We are very high in our community since my parents were high and important members from our council. Well when I say our I mean vampire community. Yes we are vampires. I know you think we don't exist but it's hardly the true. We blend easy with te mortals and we can go outside during the day without any problem and we are not so pale like a shit of a paper or the snow for example. All that things they say also about holy water and places we can't go or garlic too are so much of a bullshits too. We are like every mortal. We can enjoy food but only survive on blood. We are faster and stronger. And some of us mostly high class and royals have our gifts.

A tall man with hat on and a big cloak hiding his figure came in. Liza took his coat to take care of it. He took his hat and bowed.

"Milady." He said with his eyes still on the floor.

Well you may think we are in the 21st century why we are acting like from other era? Let me tell you that in our circle of vampires royal or not we like the lower ones show us respect in the old good fashioned way.

"Come. Have a seat." I showed him a sofa next to the fireplace.

He was hesitant at first but then sighed and sat there. In a few moments Liza came with some sandwiches and a hot tea that was still steaming. He took the tea and started to blow on it to make it a little colder. Well it wasn't necessary since we weren't so much sensitive like the humans but we loved acting like ones.

"I have news for you Milady! And I'm afraid they are not good ones." He said flinching coz some of us often killed the ones to bring us bad news.

Don't kill the messenger! I laughed at that and he looked at me like I was going mad.

"Sorry. Just inner thoughts." I told him gently and made a move with my hand for him to continue.

"I need to tell you Milady that some members from the council were attacked last night on their way for a meeting from vampire hunters." He said and was showing to be very nervous.

Hearing for the council my senses tensed up.

"Go on!" I told him impatiently.

"Well others were killed and others only hurt. I need to tell you that your aunt was hurt pretty bad but she will live. But your parents didn't made it."

My world suddenly broked. At first I was really shocked to even blink. I was frozen and my brain like my heart stopped. Well if my heart was beating I would have a heart attack right now.

Many memories of me and my parents spending time together flew in my mind. We were very bonded together and there was very much love in my family too.

Then the idea of them gone began to sink in my mind drop by drop. Like a water falling in a glass. And with every drop the pain grew bigger and bigger until I couldn't stand it and cried out loud.

"Milady! Are you alright? Can I bring you something?" he asked me frantic not knowing what to do.

"Go away!" I growled at him. "Leave me alone! Go find Liza to show you to your room." I managed to say at least before I stormed out.

I knew he was relieved that he was still alive but hesitant to stay any longer in this house afraid I would change my mind and kill him anyway. He couldn't do anything else also because if he didn't stay it will be very insulting for the home keeper.

I ran in the forest. I ran and ran until there was nothing but snow, trees and me. I started punching the trees and screaming my pain aloud! Hitting, destroying until I made a small meadow in the middle in the forest. I roared in rage! I cried my hurt!

I fell on my knees in the middle of the meadow screaming in agony. Tears running down my face blurring my vision. I looked up in the sky cursing the stars.

"WHY?" I screamed "WHY THEM? WHY YOU TOOK THEM? WHY YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?"

After that I curled in a small ball holding my sides like I tried to hold myself together and sobbed.

I don't know how long it was or where I am. The snow was soaking my clothes and the wind was blowing. In one moment I heard from the wind like someone is speaking.

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn. Rejoice every time you hear my voice. Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling. And I didn't feel a thin, so baby don't feel no pain just smile back!

(The lyrics are from the Eminem's song "When I'm gone")

New tears were falling down my face again. I looked around me confused.

"Mum? Dad?" I screamed "Where are you?"

I stood up brushing the tears with my hand.

"Wait! Take me with you!" panic was sipping in every my bone.

They were gone! My heart broken! My life ruined! My world shattered!

"Sorry Mum! Sorry Dad! But I will be never happy till I revenge your deaths!"

And with that I started running back already chosen my path of life!