I Never Meant To Hurt You

by JessikaWithA'K

partial ch1: A girl is killing her sis and doesnt think she can stop until she hears the faint scream of her sis.she has to make a choice weather to keep her or change her. Please R&R 10 reviews and then I'll post nxt ch rated T cause I said so pweas read

1. Chapter 1

I Never Meant To Hurt You

Preface

Manya Veseray Malian

I didn't realize what I was doing until I heard her scream. I pulled my teeth away and saw the blood falling down her neck. How could I do this to Cynthia my own sister. The venom must have been spreading her breathing was slowing her heart rate was dying out how could I do this to her? I didn't know what to do I had two choices. Choice A: to let her slowly and painfully die ad become a vampire. Or choice B: to suck the venom out of her but the bad part of that was what if I couldn't stop? What if I suck her body dry?

I felt a hand on my shoulder "stop worrying you'll do the right thing I know you will." He said very softly.

"I'm a monster I don't know what to do help me gosh please help me I don't want her to die but I don't want her hating me. She's too young to die I'll never do the right thing just help me, help me please." I was down to a dry sob I buried my head in my hands and sobbed. "I wish I was still human than I would have never done this to her I feel horrible I need help, help me." I pleaded I was talking so softly that I could barely hear myself.

"You've done half the right thing so far. You stopped yourself from drinking all her blood so you're not that bad of a monster. We all are depending on you to make the right decision. You know what to do."

"No I don't know what to do I'm thinking I should do what Carlisle did to us or let her stay how she should be, I'm caught up in a decision. Why won't you help me? I need help I'll never be able to stop I'll basically be hotwired up on human blood. I'll never be able to stop." I said whimpering.

I heard Carlisle walk in then and heard him say "hurry up decide whether to change her or keep her human while you still have a chance. Or she'll be like us forever. Manya, make up your mind I'm tired of you doing this just change or keep change or keep change or keep." He said each time a little quieter. His voice kept repeating in my head keep or change keep or change. I thought about her screaming and then back to all the stuff we did together before I was changed. All the stuff she won't ever be able to do once she's changed all the stuff.

A/N Manya (pronunciation mu*ni*u*) Veseray (Vez*ur*ray*) Malian (mu*lion*)

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