Questions. ?!
I walked out of Edward's room...hoping that what ever I was looking
for was in there, Though i was not quite sure about what I was looking
for, it was not there.
I had a dream the night before, and i saw myself walking into Edward's
room..and looking every where for something, but i still didn't know
what it was. I felt confused, and i guess Jasper had felt it also,
because when i came down the stairs Jasper asked "Bella, are you ok?"
And as soon as he had said that, Edward had his arms around my waist,
holding me so close to him. All he kept asking was,
"What's wrong?"
But i kept saying that I was fine and nothing was wrong. Jasper looked
concerned, but kept out of Edward and my business...It seemed that he
was the only one except Esme and Carlisle.
It seemed that everyone else enjoyed being up to date on what Edward
and I where doing, and it was extremely awkward when we told them that
we where going back to our house to....well you understand. But other
times we just lied. Such as we where going to hunt, or going on a
drive, or walk. But the next day Emmett would always say "So i guess
you ended your trip to the park early..because you seemed to have time
on your hands..."
Today was different though, after I had told Edward I was fine, he
suggested we go to Jacob's to pick up Renesmee in a few minutes. As we walked back, Edward asked I was sure that everything was fine. I finally gave up after he had grabbed my shoulders and gave me a quick, though passionate kiss, that sent my head spinning and begging for more. I explained after I had caught my
breathing pattern back. "Well..last night I had a strange dream of me
walking into your room, and searching. Searching like crazy...looking
for something."
Edward looked confused and just stared at me for a second, but then
said " What where you looking for?"
I sighed and said "That's the problem...I don't know. That's why i
went up into your room. I though if I went up there and looked around,
I would find the thing i was looking for in my dream. But i couldn't
find whatever I was looking for."
Edward sighed and said that he wasn't sure what I was saying, or
looking for, but i seemed not myself today. I thought about that the
rest of the way to Jacob's house to get Renesmee. When we rang the door bell we heard Jacob yell,"Come in!" Jacob was sitting on the couch with Renesmee on his lap, watching TV. "Hey guys!" Jacob said and Renesmee smiled and jumped into my arms. Giving me just enough time to catch her. She put her hand on my cheek and told me about everything they had done today. She showed me the beach, Charlie, Billy, Sue, Sam, Jacob, and the rest of the pack. She showed that they obviously had a good time. When she was finished I smiled at her and kissed the top of her head. Then she jumped to
daddy's arms. She showed Edward the same things and then finally
jumped back to Jacob, who was now standing. All of the sudden Jacob asked "Is something wrong Bella?"
I looked at him questioningly and shook my head, I was astonished he asked that in front of Edward, knowing how he gets if I'm sad or distraught.
"Why would something be wrong Jacob?" Edward asked, worried.
"I don't know. It just seemed like something was wrong cause of her facial expression."
"hmm" Edward looked frustrated. He turned to me with those beautiful golden-brown eyes piercing into my soul. I knew I had a lot of convincing to do on the drive home.
"Mommy I'm tired…" Renesmee said with a yawn. She put her arms up to show me that she wanted to be held.
"We better be leaving then. Edward? We have to go, Nessie is about to fall asleep." I said looking toward Edward. He was talking to Jacob, who knows what about. I picked up Renesmee and put her in car seat in the back of the silver Volvo. She was already half asleep. Her big golden eyes barely could stay open long enough for the song she started singing to end. I sat in front passenger seat and Edward came and sat in the driver's seat.
It was dead silent for a long time.
"Silence…it's not like you Edward." He just looked at me with a somewhat disgusted look, "What the hell was that look for?"
"You know exactly what it's for."
"No, I don't. Would you like to inform me Mr. Know-it-all?" He looked at me again and crinkled his eye brows then rolled his eyes. "I didn't do anything Edward."
"Yes, you did! You-"
"EDWARD! Renesmee is sleeping!" I screamed, he obviously forgot she was even in the car. We both looked back to make sure she was still sleeping, luckily she was.
"Sorry. You know I have problems with my anger."
*sigh* "I know. But honestly, I didn't say or do anything." He looked at me once again but it wasn't an intense look, it was a sad look.
"It wasn't just you…it was both of us. We never talk anymore. Just you and me. I feel like we are getting distant." I was shocked. That hadn't even crossed my mind, at all. I thought our marriage was going great.
"Oh. I guess we should talk more. Maybe have a date night. Haha. Maybe." We both smiled.
The next day was a pretty normal day. I caught breakfast, a deer. Gave the biggest part to Edward and the smallest to Renesmee. Then we all set out on our adventures. Edward was working on the tree house and Renesmee and I were playing in the sand box.
Later on, I was watching tv and Edward appeared dressed nicely and had a formal dress in his hand that looked like it was for me.
"What's going on?" I asked with a sleek smile.
"Would you like to go on a date with me Mrs. Cullen?" He pulled our a rose and hands it to me.
"It's beautiful Edward, but Renesmee?"
"It's all taken care of." He gestured toward the hallway and there was Carlisle and Esme standing, waving.
"I'd love to then." I smiled from ear to ear as I looked into his eyes. I got ready quickly then got into the Volvo.
"So… where are we off to?"
"You'll see"
"Hmm trying to be sneaky are we?" I joked, laughing.
"Got that right babe." Edward winked as he joked , also.
Edward made me close my eyes as we got closer to wherever we were going to. The car stopped and Edward escorted me up the stairs and into the building, all while my eyes were still closed. Finally he told me to open my eyes. "Oh my gosh! This is where we had our first date." He took me to La Bella Italia, exactly where our first date was.
"This is so romantic Edward. I love it"
"I knew you would." He leaned over and kissed me so passionately I forgot we were in the restaurant. The waitress came and asked what we wanted to drink. We tried to act normal so we ordered Coke. Not like we were gonna drink it but we didn't want to be suspicious.
We talked non-stop for about a half hour. Mostly about anything we could think of. Edward also told me what the people were thinking so we were definetly enjoying ourselves.
"This is the place where you first told me you could read minds."
"Oh yeah. This place is a very special restaurant to us then isn't it?" He leaned in for another kiss. This one was longer, more intense. He set his hand on my waist and continued the forever long kiss. We finally let go to breath and the waitress came.
"Are you positive you don't want any food?"
"We're positive." Edward said, still looking deep into my eyes. "Can we have the check now?" She pulled out the check and Edward put a 5 dollar bill on it and said "No change"
We left and the drive home was very peaceful, a lot of laughing. We reached home around 10 and Renesmee was asleep and Carlisle and Esme were on the couch watching TV.
The next morning was the same except we didn't eat breakfast. We were all too lazy and Renesmee didn't feel so well. She was puking and had a bad migrane.
"Mommy? Mommy where are you!?" Renesmee screamed.
"What are you talking about? Honey I'm right here."
"Mommy! I can't see you! What's wrong with my eyes?!"
"CARLISLE!!!" I screamed and ran to go get him. Something was seriously wrong with Renesmee.
"Yes what seems to be the matter Bella?"
"It's Renesmee she lost her eye sight!" We rushed back to Renesmee's room and she was balling. Carlisle checked her out and tried to figure out what could be wrong.
"I've read threw all my books and I still cannot come up with a conclusion. Nothing is so strong it takes eye sight away. Did she eat anything rotten or inhale something bad?"
"No. I was with her the whole day yesterday and she was fine up till now." He looked at me puzzled then at Renesmee. I knew he felt bad that he couldn't figure out what was wrong.
"We'll have to get help from the humans then." Carlisle sighed."We'll have to hide all the obvious signs of vampirism somehow."
